.. my little sister Leaisl. B-B-But the image wasn't from my eyes, no. From her eyes at my... my funeral
'Sam is very peaceful, Mama. I would cinta to be like her' I said, twirling Samantha's hair around my finger
'Lea, she's-' berkata Kevin
'She doesn't know!!' Grandma hissed back
'Know about what?'
'That Sammie is in a state of peace. To be like her, anda must disconnect from the li- I mean, outside world. Are anda willing to do this?'
Godfather serigala stepped out of the shadows behind us and into the light. He stared at me with his one eye, the other bandaged. 'I-I-I am not sure. I will think about it, God-Poppy' I replied
Wolf?! He never liked me, but loved little Leaisl. Another memory from Leaisl's eyes flashed in my mind
'Now, I am proud to present your new queen, Angelica Brovannia Sereno Sefalia!'
malaikat stepped out of the doorway and into the spotlight. Her fiery red hair was pulled into a tight bun. Her Mama's makeup caked her face. She became queen, rather than me, because Sammy had died. The Fitzpatrick and Sefalia families had been in a rivalry for generations. When the Sefalias had found out Sam had almost been assassinated, they made a bet that if she died, malaikat would become queen. If Sam survived, the selanjutnya 10 girls born in the Fitzpatrick family would become queen. Sadly, Sam died. It was about 10 years ago, the reason still unknown.
'I deserved that crown!' I yelled at her
'Your family made an illegal bet! I rightfully deserve that crown! How do anda know she was even killed oleh that crazy man?!'
'Calm down, little Leaisl' malaikat calmly replied, talking in her strong Russian accent and smoking a cigarrete
'Well, we don't know, but anda don't know. It's most likely the man killed her. She was very healthy, da? No diseases, she got all her shots, your family consists of germ-freaks. So, that leaves assasination!'
'She loves traveling to the woods! There is many wild binatang in the wild! She had been bitten, so it was probally a snake atau something like that!'
'Hah, a snake. Before our city was built, this land was cleared of everything. They dug giant holes to make sure no animal was still alive on the land. Then, they built all this. We have security all around the town and it is not capable of any animal to enter.'
'Angel, I-I-I can't believe we used to be friends! You're... you're so cruel!'
I dropped to the floor of her room, crying. She stared down at me. 'After Sam died, anda supported me and hepled me. I thought of anda as my new big sister.'
'Ahh, Leaisl. I have da siblings. I thought of anda as one, though. But, it has to end soon. There is no thing as best friends forever. anda know what I mean, da?' malaikat grabbed something I couldn't see out of her meja tulis, meja and walked toward me, looking angry.
'Da?' and everything went black.
Leaisl! Angelica killed her?! I can't believe it. I stared at the blankness, though really Skye's jantung rate, not realizing it was going a ongoing, boring tone.
"Sam? Sam? Oh my god. Skye! Doctor! Doctor! Sam? Are anda OK? Sam? Sam? I should be getting anda home, anyway
'Sam is very peaceful, Mama. I would cinta to be like her' I said, twirling Samantha's hair around my finger
'Lea, she's-' berkata Kevin
'She doesn't know!!' Grandma hissed back
'Know about what?'
'That Sammie is in a state of peace. To be like her, anda must disconnect from the li- I mean, outside world. Are anda willing to do this?'
Godfather serigala stepped out of the shadows behind us and into the light. He stared at me with his one eye, the other bandaged. 'I-I-I am not sure. I will think about it, God-Poppy' I replied
Wolf?! He never liked me, but loved little Leaisl. Another memory from Leaisl's eyes flashed in my mind
'Now, I am proud to present your new queen, Angelica Brovannia Sereno Sefalia!'
malaikat stepped out of the doorway and into the spotlight. Her fiery red hair was pulled into a tight bun. Her Mama's makeup caked her face. She became queen, rather than me, because Sammy had died. The Fitzpatrick and Sefalia families had been in a rivalry for generations. When the Sefalias had found out Sam had almost been assassinated, they made a bet that if she died, malaikat would become queen. If Sam survived, the selanjutnya 10 girls born in the Fitzpatrick family would become queen. Sadly, Sam died. It was about 10 years ago, the reason still unknown.
'I deserved that crown!' I yelled at her
'Your family made an illegal bet! I rightfully deserve that crown! How do anda know she was even killed oleh that crazy man?!'
'Calm down, little Leaisl' malaikat calmly replied, talking in her strong Russian accent and smoking a cigarrete
'Well, we don't know, but anda don't know. It's most likely the man killed her. She was very healthy, da? No diseases, she got all her shots, your family consists of germ-freaks. So, that leaves assasination!'
'She loves traveling to the woods! There is many wild binatang in the wild! She had been bitten, so it was probally a snake atau something like that!'
'Hah, a snake. Before our city was built, this land was cleared of everything. They dug giant holes to make sure no animal was still alive on the land. Then, they built all this. We have security all around the town and it is not capable of any animal to enter.'
'Angel, I-I-I can't believe we used to be friends! You're... you're so cruel!'
I dropped to the floor of her room, crying. She stared down at me. 'After Sam died, anda supported me and hepled me. I thought of anda as my new big sister.'
'Ahh, Leaisl. I have da siblings. I thought of anda as one, though. But, it has to end soon. There is no thing as best friends forever. anda know what I mean, da?' malaikat grabbed something I couldn't see out of her meja tulis, meja and walked toward me, looking angry.
'Da?' and everything went black.
Leaisl! Angelica killed her?! I can't believe it. I stared at the blankness, though really Skye's jantung rate, not realizing it was going a ongoing, boring tone.
"Sam? Sam? Oh my god. Skye! Doctor! Doctor! Sam? Are anda OK? Sam? Sam? I should be getting anda home, anyway
This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments yang lalu someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gaun and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments yang lalu someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gaun and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need lebih and lebih and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me atau to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need lebih and lebih and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me atau to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
Sobriety is beyond a horizon for you,
One anda won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific gambar replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do anda do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why anda mess around,
just let yourself be!
One anda won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific gambar replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do anda do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why anda mess around,
just let yourself be!
this is just somthing that describes me :)
love bites
I'm haunted by the memory's i hold
