Dear The-One-I’m-Glad-I-Never-Kept
I smile now, not like before. It seems like after anda had hurt me, I got over anda pretty quick, I guess I never really loved anda and anda were a waste of my time, and when anda left I think part of me was relieved, I wasted my time crying, I guess I was blind.
That smile there, on my face, he put it there. Remember those three months anda had put me down, made me cry, and I was still stupid enough to stay? He re-wrote that in two, he replaced my permanent frown, with a smile.
Do anda remember that hari I was crying, and I had went to anda with support? Today I still wish I hadn’t, anda had laughed and told me not to be such a baby, that I was being silly. And remember how later that night, when we had had our first fight, and anda had called me a good for nothing ugly menggerutu, jalang who was a waste of time and space, and I was only good for making excellent sandwiches? Remember how I had ran away crying? It was him, my friend, I ran to, who had wiped my tears away with his kemeja sleeve and told me everything was going to be okay, and asked me what had happened. When I told him he was shocked, and told me that I was lebih amazing then I could ever know, and anda were a fucking idiot, and to never believe anything different anyone else told me.
Remember how anda had diberikan me your sweater, and I had been so happy? I realize now, that two hours before one of your friends were hitting on me when anda had walked in, and got all tense, and anda were claiming your territory, anda might as well have pissed on me. I realize now that the sweater didn’t feel of warmth and care, but cold, hard, possessiveness. Today he gave me his sweater because I had shivered, and he didn’t want me to catch a cold, when I zipped it up to my chin and settled into it, he laughed and berkata “Baby anda look great in my sweater.”
Remember the pressure anda had diberikan me for sex, and every time I berkata no, you’d flip? Remember how it left me a little screwed in the head? When I had told him I was uncomfortable with where his hand was, oleh accident, he blushed madly, and we had gotten into THE conversation all young adults in a mature relationship have. Then I told him that I wasn’t ready for sex, and I wouldn’t be soon, not at fifteen, he had grinned, and laughed, and told me that things were going to pindah at whatever pace I felt comfortable with.
Remember when your friends jokingly told anda that anda were whipped and my bitch, and anda had gone ape-shit and argued with him? Some of his friends joked about the same thing, and he had put his arm around me kissed my hair, and berkata “Yeah I guess I am, but I’m her happy bitch”.
Remember how I had rested my head against your shoulder and anda had pushed it away saying “Cuddling is for wimps.” I fell asleep and he slipped his arm around me and let me use his chest as a pillow.
Remember when I was nervous for that test, and anda berkata grow-up? Recently I had been preparing a speech, and I was incredibly nervous to present it, as I was standing in front of the class, sputtering out my words as fast as I could, my eye caught his, and he mouthed “I cinta you, you’re doing great.”
Remember that hari I had come to school wearing sweats, and a Skillet Tee-Shirt, with no make-up, and my hair a mess because my alarm didn’t go off? Remember how anda had looked at me disgusted and berkata “You’re seriously not dressed like that?” Today the same thing happened and he smiled and welcomed me into the conversation he was having with his friends, put his arm around me, and when he got a spare moment whispered softly in my ear “You look stunning today.”
And vice-versa, remember that dress that I wore and anda had looked at me and berkata “Damn my girls a hottie!” and spent the entire night trying to slip your hand up my skirt, and after I had rejected all your advances, anda started dancing with every girl there? I wore that same dress to a school hosted winter konser with him, and he had looked at me funny and berkata “Babe, you’re beautiful, but aren’t anda going to be cold?” and handed me his coat.
I guess the difference between anda and him, is that I think he cares, and I guess anda never did.
cinta from The-One-You-Will-Wish-You-Had-Never-Let-Go
p.s I still wish anda the best, and I hope anda grow-up soon. But the way I feel about him, isn’t going to change anytime soon, and the way I hate anda is never going to change. So don’t bother thinking I want anda back.
I smile now, not like before. It seems like after anda had hurt me, I got over anda pretty quick, I guess I never really loved anda and anda were a waste of my time, and when anda left I think part of me was relieved, I wasted my time crying, I guess I was blind.
That smile there, on my face, he put it there. Remember those three months anda had put me down, made me cry, and I was still stupid enough to stay? He re-wrote that in two, he replaced my permanent frown, with a smile.
Do anda remember that hari I was crying, and I had went to anda with support? Today I still wish I hadn’t, anda had laughed and told me not to be such a baby, that I was being silly. And remember how later that night, when we had had our first fight, and anda had called me a good for nothing ugly menggerutu, jalang who was a waste of time and space, and I was only good for making excellent sandwiches? Remember how I had ran away crying? It was him, my friend, I ran to, who had wiped my tears away with his kemeja sleeve and told me everything was going to be okay, and asked me what had happened. When I told him he was shocked, and told me that I was lebih amazing then I could ever know, and anda were a fucking idiot, and to never believe anything different anyone else told me.
Remember how anda had diberikan me your sweater, and I had been so happy? I realize now, that two hours before one of your friends were hitting on me when anda had walked in, and got all tense, and anda were claiming your territory, anda might as well have pissed on me. I realize now that the sweater didn’t feel of warmth and care, but cold, hard, possessiveness. Today he gave me his sweater because I had shivered, and he didn’t want me to catch a cold, when I zipped it up to my chin and settled into it, he laughed and berkata “Baby anda look great in my sweater.”
Remember the pressure anda had diberikan me for sex, and every time I berkata no, you’d flip? Remember how it left me a little screwed in the head? When I had told him I was uncomfortable with where his hand was, oleh accident, he blushed madly, and we had gotten into THE conversation all young adults in a mature relationship have. Then I told him that I wasn’t ready for sex, and I wouldn’t be soon, not at fifteen, he had grinned, and laughed, and told me that things were going to pindah at whatever pace I felt comfortable with.
Remember when your friends jokingly told anda that anda were whipped and my bitch, and anda had gone ape-shit and argued with him? Some of his friends joked about the same thing, and he had put his arm around me kissed my hair, and berkata “Yeah I guess I am, but I’m her happy bitch”.
Remember how I had rested my head against your shoulder and anda had pushed it away saying “Cuddling is for wimps.” I fell asleep and he slipped his arm around me and let me use his chest as a pillow.
Remember when I was nervous for that test, and anda berkata grow-up? Recently I had been preparing a speech, and I was incredibly nervous to present it, as I was standing in front of the class, sputtering out my words as fast as I could, my eye caught his, and he mouthed “I cinta you, you’re doing great.”
Remember that hari I had come to school wearing sweats, and a Skillet Tee-Shirt, with no make-up, and my hair a mess because my alarm didn’t go off? Remember how anda had looked at me disgusted and berkata “You’re seriously not dressed like that?” Today the same thing happened and he smiled and welcomed me into the conversation he was having with his friends, put his arm around me, and when he got a spare moment whispered softly in my ear “You look stunning today.”
And vice-versa, remember that dress that I wore and anda had looked at me and berkata “Damn my girls a hottie!” and spent the entire night trying to slip your hand up my skirt, and after I had rejected all your advances, anda started dancing with every girl there? I wore that same dress to a school hosted winter konser with him, and he had looked at me funny and berkata “Babe, you’re beautiful, but aren’t anda going to be cold?” and handed me his coat.
I guess the difference between anda and him, is that I think he cares, and I guess anda never did.
cinta from The-One-You-Will-Wish-You-Had-Never-Let-Go
p.s I still wish anda the best, and I hope anda grow-up soon. But the way I feel about him, isn’t going to change anytime soon, and the way I hate anda is never going to change. So don’t bother thinking I want anda back.
blood fills the faces of my fantasies
no mercy,you're trying to put me down
i can see clearly as you're taking a ayunan at me
come and i'll push anda to the ground
what are anda doing? what do anda think this is doing to me?
you're taking all my faith
what are anda leaving me now?!
i will make anda suffer just like anda made me suffer
i will watch anda screaming and begging for forgiveness
all my hate can not be bound
i will not be bound oleh your darkest demons
so try to take my life and put me to the ground
i will follow anda and torture anda and i'll watch anda screaming
look at the bloody faces smiling at you,taking anda down and making anda drown
i wanna kill anda the same way anda killed me
leaving me thoughtless
anda can try to tell me that i'm worthless
but anda can not break me down
gonna take anda down because nothing in this world is going to save me
no mercy,you're trying to put me down
i can see clearly as you're taking a ayunan at me
come and i'll push anda to the ground
what are anda doing? what do anda think this is doing to me?
you're taking all my faith
what are anda leaving me now?!
i will make anda suffer just like anda made me suffer
i will watch anda screaming and begging for forgiveness
all my hate can not be bound
i will not be bound oleh your darkest demons
so try to take my life and put me to the ground
i will follow anda and torture anda and i'll watch anda screaming
look at the bloody faces smiling at you,taking anda down and making anda drown
i wanna kill anda the same way anda killed me
leaving me thoughtless
anda can try to tell me that i'm worthless
but anda can not break me down
gonna take anda down because nothing in this world is going to save me
The hari of love,
Is here again,
This is tough,
From end to end,
A joyus occasion,
Is our salvation,
Without you,
I would be empty,
No one oleh my side,
No one to embrace me when I'm tired,
Stuck within a baracading window,
Wishing oh so much,
That anda would show,
Just another day,
Where I would have to sit here and say,
Alone again,
Always alone,
Behind these eyes are tears of love,
anda are my one true,
Thank anda honey,
For being with me,
I cinta anda so,
Please,
Never ever leave me
oleh ScottishChic, dedicated to all whom I cinta x
Is here again,
This is tough,
From end to end,
A joyus occasion,
Is our salvation,
Without you,
I would be empty,
No one oleh my side,
No one to embrace me when I'm tired,
Stuck within a baracading window,
Wishing oh so much,
That anda would show,
Just another day,
Where I would have to sit here and say,
Alone again,
Always alone,
Behind these eyes are tears of love,
anda are my one true,
Thank anda honey,
For being with me,
I cinta anda so,
Please,
Never ever leave me
oleh ScottishChic, dedicated to all whom I cinta x
Hello my name is Cristina Xtri ,i am 15 years old and i cinta every singer's songs because SONG IS MY LIFE and also if singers wasn't even here exist then there would be no songs and i wouldn't even listen to song but now singers are here my life in on a ROCK AND ROLL!!!! WELL want to say something i cinta every singer's songs well they are GREAT for me it is my LIFE!!
SINGERS THAT I KNOW :Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Nicki Minaj,Justin Bieber, Rihanna, Ariana Grande, Selena Gomez,Jennifer Lopez, well i just cinta every singers !!
Well i wish all the singer a big GOOD LUCK!!!! and also i cinta every songs well they are great!! hey all the singers make lebih song for me please want to see lebih !!! well just cinta every singer!!, well my favorit song is WORK oleh rihanna and what is yours?
SINGERS THAT I KNOW :Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Nicki Minaj,Justin Bieber, Rihanna, Ariana Grande, Selena Gomez,Jennifer Lopez, well i just cinta every singers !!
Well i wish all the singer a big GOOD LUCK!!!! and also i cinta every songs well they are great!! hey all the singers make lebih song for me please want to see lebih !!! well just cinta every singer!!, well my favorit song is WORK oleh rihanna and what is yours?