Chapter Five ( writers block strikes again =[)
soz this chapters not as good as the others, writers block =[
Everyone seemed to know. Jake swore he hadn’t told anyone, but news spread like wild api in La Push. It started off as just gossiping, but had soon escalated to taunting. Leah had conveniently ditched us, but Quil, Jake and Seth stupidly stood oleh me. I was surprised; they seemed to pick on Jake just as much as me. But Jake took it all in his stride, standing up for me, even though the lebih he stood up for me the lebih they taunted him. I couldn’t beruang it. My friends were sharing my punishment for being illegitimate, for no reason. They were being taunted and hurt oleh others too, for no reason. Quil tried not to stir up too much trouble; he was already on the principles hit list. He just stood quietly behind me when someone had a go at me, but Seth and Jake went out of their way to defend me, seeing as I wasn’t going to do it myself. I even heard Seth snarl at a group of girls from his year. That made me so angry; he would never get any friends atau imprint if he was just going to snarl and be hostile to everyone. All of them should just leave a loser like me.
I walked halaman awal alone. Jake had wanted to drive me back, but I couldn’t stand to be with him. I didn’t want to be anyone. I felt angry, pahit and unwanted. That was a relief, no lebih sadness. So I let the anger flow threw me and take over each cell in my body. That felt good.
“Embry, Embry!” Seth caught my arm. I hadn’t even heard him walking up behind me.
“What is it Seth?” I growled, and then felt bad. He was only trying to help.
“Just face it Seth. He doesn’t want our help.” Leah snapped from behind me. She was reviling in my pain. Now she wasn’t the one who was the most hurt she intended to keep it that way.
“Embry I just wanted to ask I could come over and help anda with your dirt bike?” Seth asked hopefully.
I grinned at the idea of riding my dirt bike again. “Sure Seth. Come over as early as anda can!”
I heard Leah sniff behind me. I rolled my eyes, and added grudgingly “You can come too Leah… if anda want?”
She laughed, so I took that as a no.
Luckily the house was empty when I got back. Well, probably lucky. I had a good idea where my mom was. She was probably up at Billy’s; she probably didn’t even come back last night. Well good, I thought she can go piss him off. I knew I would have to go over to Jakes to get a bike for Seth. I sighed and went to get my dirt bike out of the garage.
I rounded the corner of the house and my mouth fell open. A little red bike was leaning up against the wall, with blue ribbon tied on the handlebars. There was a note too. I ripped it off the seat, where it was stuck with tape, and attempted to read it.
“Th-o-u-ght…thought anda might want this.” I read aloud, sounding out each word. “Don’t get mad at Seth. He really wanted to come anyway. Jake.” I sniggered crumpling the letter into a ball.
I’d just located a sponge when Seth knocked on the front door. I set Seth to work washing my bike, while I checked that Bella’s bike still worked. Jake had kept it in pristine condition for her. My bike was soon as perfectly shiny as Bella’s. Seth berkata he wanted ride Bella’s bike, so I helped him with the basics. He picked it up really quickly, so I suggested that we rode them up to the cliffs.
It was nice to be on my bike again. I felt like my worries had been left in my garage, as we sped past the cliffs where I’d done cliff diving with Sam. We found the little dust road where most beginners rode. And that was where we met Samantha Kirk.
Thanks Sk8bordNewMoon for all your komentar =] and thanks to everyone else who has commented/rated/or even just read this story. I lurve u all (j.k) cinta she_wolf x P.S. Who do anda think was a better Embry, ♥ Kiowa Gordon ♥ atau ♥ Kyrs Hyatt ♥?
soz this chapters not as good as the others, writers block =[
Everyone seemed to know. Jake swore he hadn’t told anyone, but news spread like wild api in La Push. It started off as just gossiping, but had soon escalated to taunting. Leah had conveniently ditched us, but Quil, Jake and Seth stupidly stood oleh me. I was surprised; they seemed to pick on Jake just as much as me. But Jake took it all in his stride, standing up for me, even though the lebih he stood up for me the lebih they taunted him. I couldn’t beruang it. My friends were sharing my punishment for being illegitimate, for no reason. They were being taunted and hurt oleh others too, for no reason. Quil tried not to stir up too much trouble; he was already on the principles hit list. He just stood quietly behind me when someone had a go at me, but Seth and Jake went out of their way to defend me, seeing as I wasn’t going to do it myself. I even heard Seth snarl at a group of girls from his year. That made me so angry; he would never get any friends atau imprint if he was just going to snarl and be hostile to everyone. All of them should just leave a loser like me.
I walked halaman awal alone. Jake had wanted to drive me back, but I couldn’t stand to be with him. I didn’t want to be anyone. I felt angry, pahit and unwanted. That was a relief, no lebih sadness. So I let the anger flow threw me and take over each cell in my body. That felt good.
“Embry, Embry!” Seth caught my arm. I hadn’t even heard him walking up behind me.
“What is it Seth?” I growled, and then felt bad. He was only trying to help.
“Just face it Seth. He doesn’t want our help.” Leah snapped from behind me. She was reviling in my pain. Now she wasn’t the one who was the most hurt she intended to keep it that way.
“Embry I just wanted to ask I could come over and help anda with your dirt bike?” Seth asked hopefully.
I grinned at the idea of riding my dirt bike again. “Sure Seth. Come over as early as anda can!”
I heard Leah sniff behind me. I rolled my eyes, and added grudgingly “You can come too Leah… if anda want?”
She laughed, so I took that as a no.
Luckily the house was empty when I got back. Well, probably lucky. I had a good idea where my mom was. She was probably up at Billy’s; she probably didn’t even come back last night. Well good, I thought she can go piss him off. I knew I would have to go over to Jakes to get a bike for Seth. I sighed and went to get my dirt bike out of the garage.
I rounded the corner of the house and my mouth fell open. A little red bike was leaning up against the wall, with blue ribbon tied on the handlebars. There was a note too. I ripped it off the seat, where it was stuck with tape, and attempted to read it.
“Th-o-u-ght…thought anda might want this.” I read aloud, sounding out each word. “Don’t get mad at Seth. He really wanted to come anyway. Jake.” I sniggered crumpling the letter into a ball.
I’d just located a sponge when Seth knocked on the front door. I set Seth to work washing my bike, while I checked that Bella’s bike still worked. Jake had kept it in pristine condition for her. My bike was soon as perfectly shiny as Bella’s. Seth berkata he wanted ride Bella’s bike, so I helped him with the basics. He picked it up really quickly, so I suggested that we rode them up to the cliffs.
It was nice to be on my bike again. I felt like my worries had been left in my garage, as we sped past the cliffs where I’d done cliff diving with Sam. We found the little dust road where most beginners rode. And that was where we met Samantha Kirk.
Thanks Sk8bordNewMoon for all your komentar =] and thanks to everyone else who has commented/rated/or even just read this story. I lurve u all (j.k) cinta she_wolf x P.S. Who do anda think was a better Embry, ♥ Kiowa Gordon ♥ atau ♥ Kyrs Hyatt ♥?
one of them is you,
because we're membagi, split in two,
all of my life,
I dreamed to be your wife,
it isn't real,
anda don't know how I feel,
it took me so long,
to figure out you're wrong,
I drive down the road,
not knowing where to go,
might as well jump off a cliff,
I have no idea if I'll live,
so now I'm at the bottom of the ocean,
my mind going through all of this confusion,
I have no lebih air,
I still don't see anda anywhere,
but you're trying to save me,
I thought anda still hated me,
as my fingers slip through yours,
I now touch the sea floor,
knowing that I won't exsist anymore.
I promise to remember Bella Each time I trip for no reason.
And I promise to remember Edward Whenever I covet something.
I promise to obey traffic laws For Charlies sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob When I see a smile that lights up my whole day
I promise to remember Carlisle
Whenever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rose Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Nessie When I see my child for the first time and tell it i cinta it
And I promise to remember Esme When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper Whenever I see someone constantly in pain =)
And I promise to remember the Volturi When someone speaks of dominating the world
I swear i will cinta Twilight everyday of my life for the rest of my life
And I promise to remember Edward Whenever I covet something.
I promise to obey traffic laws For Charlies sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob When I see a smile that lights up my whole day
I promise to remember Carlisle
Whenever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rose Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Nessie When I see my child for the first time and tell it i cinta it
And I promise to remember Esme When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper Whenever I see someone constantly in pain =)
And I promise to remember the Volturi When someone speaks of dominating the world
I swear i will cinta Twilight everyday of my life for the rest of my life
On her website, Stephenie Meyer berkata that this is the musik playlist that she envisioned for Twilight. She also berkata that she would always listen to these songs WHILE menulis Twilight!=
1. "Why Does it Always Rain on Me?" — Travis
2. "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" [video edit] — My Chemical Romance
3. "Creep" [radio edit] — Radiohead
4. "In My Place" — Coldplay
5. "By Myself" — Linkin Park
6. "Dreaming" — OMD
7. "Please Forgive Me" — David Gray
8. "Here With Me" — Dido
9. "With You" [reanimation remix] — Linkin Park
10. "Time is Running Out" — Muse
11. "Dreams" — The Cranberries
12. "Tremble for My Beloved" — Collective Soul
13. "Lullaby (Goodnight, My Angel)" — Billy Joel
There anda have it! :D
1. "Why Does it Always Rain on Me?" — Travis
2. "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" [video edit] — My Chemical Romance
3. "Creep" [radio edit] — Radiohead
4. "In My Place" — Coldplay
5. "By Myself" — Linkin Park
6. "Dreaming" — OMD
7. "Please Forgive Me" — David Gray
8. "Here With Me" — Dido
9. "With You" [reanimation remix] — Linkin Park
10. "Time is Running Out" — Muse
11. "Dreams" — The Cranberries
12. "Tremble for My Beloved" — Collective Soul
13. "Lullaby (Goodnight, My Angel)" — Billy Joel
There anda have it! :D