I remember the hari when i promised myself that i would never return back, the place where i am being forced to return. I have never been this scared before in my life. i would give anything right now to back to my dad, in my room, with Jacob, where i am aman, brankas in the slightest and not on a sunny,blizzering beaten road weaving throught the tropical streets of Jacksonville in the back kursi my mothers Commodore. Feeling my heartbeat throught my ears.
I can feel my lunch begin to rise as i started to remember the jalan, street signs, the local bakery and smells of humiddity. My Mothers belly inferred with stirring wheel , at points of the drive i felt that we continueously doing fishtales, yet again contributing to my upset stomach. Mum berkata nothing, i felt her discomfort, she knew why.
The car began to slow on the curb of a suburban house that i tried to blur in my memories. I felt my chin quiver,. It was stalmate between me and the house. There was no way back, but yet i diddnt bring myself to pindah from my seat.
Mum hand reached from the front seat, she remained silent. She requested my hand. i causiously raised mine in response, shaking unconciously.Her hand was hold aside from the heat rays avporating throught the windows.
"Sweetheart, im so sorry, I never wanted to bring anda back, but anda know me, im selfish , and im scared. I can't do it alone, i need someone, Bella do anda understand" My mother confessed throught a voice that was soo scared for her life, i heared the flem in her throat, and her persuit to control her sobs and tears.
I berkata nothing, but inside i was screaming. I could not imagine anyone in my place years ago, and here my mother was stuck here , scared. i watched her immensly, studing her aging face, she was not the way i left her many years ago. The portiats of her that sat on Charlies mantipiece beg to differ to the reality of her real being. I watched her, the woman that has demanded me here after many years distant years to help through her pregnancy. She has 4 months remaining. But now, i see really why I'm here, to free her from the house, where secrets and horrors lives in the walls.
Walking into the house, was the nightmare i fear was coming true, How things have changed. The rooms were empty and the carpet smelled of bir and gym pitts. the marks on the walls looked fresh and disgarded, they told a tale. The lingering lour of cigarrette flowed in from the back porch, where two large anjing accombine a showdowed figure. The glass doors, had shatter marks and dried up slyiver. The house had gojne to ruins, type anda saw on TV where a pair of bill billy's grew their weed and raised their kucing and 12 kids in.
A gentle touch woke me back from my investgating trance.
Mother's beed eyes beared down at me, her eyes emflamed from the car, her other arm raised and planted on my other shoulder, her whole fce glearig down at me. She was scared adn sympathic. Finally she spoke "Bella,i really need anda to go to your room and stay in there until i say so, He doesnt wish to see anda right now, which is some aspects good news," She began to wimper, she finsihed oleh ciuman my forehead.
I can feel my lunch begin to rise as i started to remember the jalan, street signs, the local bakery and smells of humiddity. My Mothers belly inferred with stirring wheel , at points of the drive i felt that we continueously doing fishtales, yet again contributing to my upset stomach. Mum berkata nothing, i felt her discomfort, she knew why.
The car began to slow on the curb of a suburban house that i tried to blur in my memories. I felt my chin quiver,. It was stalmate between me and the house. There was no way back, but yet i diddnt bring myself to pindah from my seat.
Mum hand reached from the front seat, she remained silent. She requested my hand. i causiously raised mine in response, shaking unconciously.Her hand was hold aside from the heat rays avporating throught the windows.
"Sweetheart, im so sorry, I never wanted to bring anda back, but anda know me, im selfish , and im scared. I can't do it alone, i need someone, Bella do anda understand" My mother confessed throught a voice that was soo scared for her life, i heared the flem in her throat, and her persuit to control her sobs and tears.
I berkata nothing, but inside i was screaming. I could not imagine anyone in my place years ago, and here my mother was stuck here , scared. i watched her immensly, studing her aging face, she was not the way i left her many years ago. The portiats of her that sat on Charlies mantipiece beg to differ to the reality of her real being. I watched her, the woman that has demanded me here after many years distant years to help through her pregnancy. She has 4 months remaining. But now, i see really why I'm here, to free her from the house, where secrets and horrors lives in the walls.
Walking into the house, was the nightmare i fear was coming true, How things have changed. The rooms were empty and the carpet smelled of bir and gym pitts. the marks on the walls looked fresh and disgarded, they told a tale. The lingering lour of cigarrette flowed in from the back porch, where two large anjing accombine a showdowed figure. The glass doors, had shatter marks and dried up slyiver. The house had gojne to ruins, type anda saw on TV where a pair of bill billy's grew their weed and raised their kucing and 12 kids in.
A gentle touch woke me back from my investgating trance.
Mother's beed eyes beared down at me, her eyes emflamed from the car, her other arm raised and planted on my other shoulder, her whole fce glearig down at me. She was scared adn sympathic. Finally she spoke "Bella,i really need anda to go to your room and stay in there until i say so, He doesnt wish to see anda right now, which is some aspects good news," She began to wimper, she finsihed oleh ciuman my forehead.
Edward: The covesation's really good.
Bella: Uh huh.*gets another call*
Jake
Bella: *rejects call*
link
Edward: Who was that?
Bella: Jacob...
They talked for days.
Jacob: *growls*WHY WILL THEY SHUT UP!
*makes an new answering machine*
Bella: I gotta go. *makes a ciuman sound and hangs up*
15 Missed Calls
Bella: Alright anda win!
*calls him*
Jacob: hey its Jacob. If its Bella, STFU and if its the pack, leave the message.
Bella: *waits for tone*
1 jam Later
Bella: Forget it!*hangs up*
Phone: *tone*
Bella: T.T
Jacob: *laughs histericly*
Bella: Uh huh.*gets another call*
Jake
Bella: *rejects call*
link
Edward: Who was that?
Bella: Jacob...
They talked for days.
Jacob: *growls*WHY WILL THEY SHUT UP!
*makes an new answering machine*
Bella: I gotta go. *makes a ciuman sound and hangs up*
15 Missed Calls
Bella: Alright anda win!
*calls him*
Jacob: hey its Jacob. If its Bella, STFU and if its the pack, leave the message.
Bella: *waits for tone*
1 jam Later
Bella: Forget it!*hangs up*
Phone: *tone*
Bella: T.T
Jacob: *laughs histericly*