Chapter 15
E|POV
(B) Edward, anda never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell anda but under no circumstances can anda blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when anda left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put anda through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night anda left, after I had read the letter when anda told me anda were In cinta with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, anda did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, anda can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do anda mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! anda were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I cinta you! I can’t put anda in danger! Even if it’s to save anda from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and anda returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! anda attempted suicide 3 times, anda were admitted to rehab! Anything else anda want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry anda think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last tahun that I would try to kill myself because the girl I cinta left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) anda know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but anda know comment, become a fan etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
E|POV
(B) Edward, anda never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell anda but under no circumstances can anda blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when anda left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put anda through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night anda left, after I had read the letter when anda told me anda were In cinta with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, anda did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, anda can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do anda mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! anda were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I cinta you! I can’t put anda in danger! Even if it’s to save anda from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and anda returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! anda attempted suicide 3 times, anda were admitted to rehab! Anything else anda want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry anda think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last tahun that I would try to kill myself because the girl I cinta left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) anda know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but anda know comment, become a fan etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.