as i aprouched the car i could hear jacob mutter to himself
"should of stayed, what would sam think? i am the worst excuse for werewolf"
"jacob are anda ok?" i asked as i climbed in
"are anda ok? dont ask me i should of stayed its my job to protect humans humans like anda from them" he spat the word. best tell him now before he hates me.
"jacob i can handle my self i am not what anda think i am"
"no your lebih your smart funny and beautiful nessie and i cinta you" he leaned in and i couldnt stop him onse he started when he did start so before his lips could touch mine
"i am half vampire" he stopped and pulled back
"what?"
"i am half vampire half human" i looked down surly he couldnt be mad.
i was wrong
"nessie what?! your one of them your part them your vihle kind should exsist"
"there not vihle well not all of them" i was still looking down.
"yes they are and and well so are you" i looked up into the anger filled eyes and i shot out of the car running with all my speed to charlies.

charlie
i am sorry to walk out like this i just feel its better and well there are a few things anda dont know what i carnt tell anda but it is hard to explain and even harder to keep from anda so here goes.
when mum met dad she knew something about him knew that him and the rest of the cullens are, well vampires.
mum fell in cinta anyway and well she became one to but before that she got pregnant with me and if dad didnt change her she would of died anda remember when she was ill right? well thats why. so yes i am really going to stay this way for ever now and i am sorry.
so i am part vampire part human.

im sorry charlie and i cinta anda
all my best and cinta and apolagies
nessie
renesmee
xx


i tapped it to the landing mirror and ran ran as fast and as long as i could till i reach home.

but what was waiting for me i wasnt expecting.

"mum? dad? alice? anyone?" no answer just silence where were they all??
"hello nessie" oh no i knew that voice i would know it anywhere it haunted my dreams at night it stayed beside me for my dumping him yes. alec.
"alec what are anda doing here? where is everyone?" i asked while slowly turning not wanting to meet the blood red eyes.
"well i was still thinking about anda and thought ill come and see anda and must say anda have never looked better" he stepped forard while i stepped back.
"get out now alec it was over months ago" i stuttered.
"well the thing is ness is that i have found a new gift and with that we could rule rule everything all anda have to do is say anda still cinta me"
"alec i could never cinta you" i stepped back again
"well if i carnt have anda no one can" his hands suddenly flicked out while i crumbled in pain to the floor the last thing i heard was a deep voice screaming "noooo!"
and the pain stopped

life is harder now last week was a distant but painfull memorie looking back over it everything went wrong.

i woke to the sound of screaming someone was in pain.
who was it? i tried to open my eyes feeling a little pain in that move.
looking to my left i saw who was making the noise and i sat and crawled over to were he lay
"jacob"
"nessie im sorry i didnt mean what i berkata i was stupid and im sorry" he gasped and screamed again.
"its ok i didnt mean to hurt anda i should of told anda sooner then maybe this wouldnt be happerning" i cupped his face in my hands.
"you know what it feels right dieing in your arms ness it feels right" he started to close his eyes.
"no jacob look at me look your not going anywhere your going to be allright your going to survive" i cried
"no i m not i can feel it but i have one lebih thing to say and give anda its its in my pocket" as i reach for it his hand grabbed mine "dont read it yet read it after when im gone" he chocked and slowly and peacefully his eyes closed.
thats how jacob black died in my arms.

hours later they returned
"nessie?! whats happened ?? who is this" i was still crying as mum rushed over to me and my dead love.
"oh my edward look i i dont belive it" she berkata this like she knew him.
"bella bella hunny its going to be fine lets just help renesmee right now. baby can anda move" i nodded and stood up letting him go out of my life for ever.

a week later
"nessie are anda sure anda want to read this?" mum asked me for the last time i hoped i had putten membaca what jacob has wrote for a week now and it was time for me to hear that he hated me and that he never wanted to see me again

"renesmee i mean nessie" i began to read out loud thinking it would be easier to do if they knew.
"the past week atau few times i guess has been the best times of my life. anda have changed my life in so many levles. when anda told me what anda were half vampire and human i didnt get mad at anda i promise how could i i was mad at them. your mum and dad. bella and edward. anda see i use to know them and well time moved i started to cinta your mum and she loved edward i didnt know they would have a daughter and well what she would be and also that i would fall inlove and inprint with her. when i found out i was so happy that night i spoke to sam about how much i wanted to be with anda and that i had inprinted and wondered if anda wonted to stay with me. i couldnt bare it if i lost you. every hari i would cinta and protect anda and no matter what your life means lebih to me then mine. and if i died tonight in your arms it would be a beautiful death
i cinta anda nissie
all my cinta and jantung
jacob" i chocked the last part out not able to.

life would never be the same.
atau would it?

thank anda for being great and all the nice komentar please komentar and sadly this is the last beautiful death story i will write but i may write another what do anda think??
hope anda liked it
and sorry about the spellings :)
its long because i havnt wrote in a while :)