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so chapter 13 TAKE TWO!
i stood behind the tree. just watching, bella lied streched across the open grass, beleiving i had just left.. again.
like i could, i dont think i ever could, i dont know how i even did it the first time, and how i kept it up for so long.
i dont know how long forever is, so how long long imortal is, but i do know that as long im living it , bella will be in too. wheither under ground, atau with me.
There was a life in her life now. i little life. but a large part in her life. haha how i stop that. take it away. who berkata i could every make her. her even win.
who berkata she would ever leave. leave her family. a husband, a life. without me, it was proberly a better life she had created that want with me in it, than the one where i was.
What would of come of her if i had stayed. i'd be doomed to hell. atau six feet under.
She diddnt flinch, not even blink, the only movement i saw come form her was her eyes. a tear. the saltwater. It was like ther was a invisable brick dinding stopping me from walking right over there carrying her in my arms, and never ever leting go.
i tought the scent the wolfs, they had followed my scent. i knew they would, jacob isnt thatr stupid, considering he was A dog.
it wasnt long until the six wolfs followed the scent right into hte meadow, our meadow.
The leader was russet-brown,jacob. i knew it.
The wolfs have changed ever since i saw them 70 years ago. The were smaller. one colour.
no threat. these were.
Even if i was vampire, i was only one vampire. i was the prey. the first time in 111 years, i was the prey, not the preditor.
i smiled,i was smiling at death. Will it come as it may, i would rather have death, then walk away in fright and leave bella. again.
sometimes, i wish that i diddnt have to mae myself feel bad all the time oleh assing again. my do i make things harder on myself.ive only got myself to blame.
Bella, still refused to move, i dont know whether it was oleh choice.
jacob, could still feel me here. their thought fooled throught, me, like a overflowing radiostation.
"bella. omg bella, nonononnonononon"
"where is he, ill bloody kill him."
"ohh that smell. filthy bloodsuckers.jacob. leave bella with seth, seth will take her back, ayy seth!"
"HEY!!NOT FAIR!! I WANT TO JOIN.im 17 now!! IM NOT THE PUP ANYMORE! I WANT TO FIGHT!"
"NOW SETH!!!! HURRY!"
"NO!!! LEAH anda DO IT! YOUR A GIRL!!! BELLAS A GIRL!!"
"SETH!, THIS IS A ORDER! TAKE BELLA BACK NOW!"
"ok everybody, follow that trail.stick close. after vitoria, them fangs can be well anda know."
wait no, sam, this is my fight. my wife, my fight, i wanted to kill him himself."
i diddnt move. i wanted him to find me,.i wanted to die.
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