Nightfall Chapter 21: Will I Be Able to Save Him? Jake's POV
**I'm sorry I have been MIA with the chapters fr a few months but I will be uploading a ton today to make up for it :)Enjoy! **
It kind of sucked to give up our alone time. If I could I would spend forever with Nessie hidden in these woods- but my jantung leapt at the thought of seeing our children. I stopped running for a moment completely thrown back oleh the thought. Our children. Ness and I had 6 kids to raise. My chest filled with pride at the thought, but reality quickly set in leading my throat to dry up. How in the hell were we going to manage this!?
My thoughts were cleared as I felt a rock slam into my back tackling me to the ground with a giggle. Hmm… a giggling rock…
“Ok, I know that anda have always let me win but really I don’t need the head starts anymore newborn remember?” I held onto her hands as I leapt to my feet and pulled her around to face me. Her legs wrapped themselves around my waist as though she couldn’t control it; the force between us truly was magnetic. She swept her hand across my face as she kissed my nose gently. “What’s wrong with my sparkly serigala man?” She cooed. I rolled my eyes at what was apparently now her favorit nickname for me and then averted my eyes from her. She always knew when something was bothering me and it was almost impossible for me to hide it for too long. I buried my face in her soft curls and breathed in without answering. The force of her newborn strength shocked me as she gripped my chin and pulled my face up to meet her startling crimson eyes.
“Jake, seriously what is it?” I sighed as I dragged my gaze up to meet hers.
“What if we can’t do this? I mean six kids is a lot to begin with but with their abilities… our whole family can’t even handle them and there are only two of us…” Her eyes softened as she kissed my forehead moments before leaning hers against it.
“We have gotten through a lot worse than six bayi Jacob Black.” I looked away from her again knowing that she was right… but still- this was different. This was 6 innocent lives that we were talking about; it would be so easy for me to mess up. I had fucked up so many times throughout my life and couldn’t beruang the thought of ruining this.
“What if I am not a good father I just know I’m going to screw this up.”
She brushed her lips across mine pulling away just long enough to murmur, “You are going to be an amazing father. I wish anda had the level of faith in yourself that I do. anda are the great grandson of Ephraim Black. anda are the first leader of your kind. anda can most definitely handle this. Plus as an added bonus anda have me…” she berkata the last part in a tiny voice almost as though she weren’t sure that it would provide me with the level of comfort she hoped it would. She was so ridiculous to doubt her value in my eyes. Without her I was nothing. I wrapped my arms around her tighter as I brought my lips back to hers.
“Thank you,” I whispered detik before our lips met with unadulterated passion that paralleled the way that we had spent the past 24 hours. She finally pulled away breathlessly an adorable dent of confusion on her perfect face.
“For what?” I set her onto her feet brushing my lips across her forehead.
“For doing for me what no one else has ever been able to. anda believe in me no matter what with anda oleh my side I can get through anything- anda make me want to be the best at all that I do. I cinta anda Nessie, so much that it scares me.” She kissed my cheek.
“I cinta anda too Jacob never doubt the potential that anda hold- anda are the father of a new race.” Her eyes flickered as a wicked gleam darkened them. She swung back and smacked my ass.
“Come on papa serigala lets get halaman awal before the big bad bayi blow the house down.” I cracked up at the look on her face, how could she go from being so serious to akting like a teenager in the span of seconds… She took off before I had a chance to react. I ran as hard as I could but was no match for her. As we got closer to Forks I heard a tiny but familiar voice growling angrily in my mind.
“Jacob I am your alpha and anda WILL listen to me, I have had it with you.” I paused for a moment I knew that voice but how the hellwas I hearing her like this… the tiny growl erupted again. It was replaced oleh Sam's voice.
"Jake? Are anda on your way back?" Oh my god, my daughter was able to communicate with me and Sam... like Alphas ae able to...
"Yea Sam I'm almost there."
"Good hurry up I'm on my way it doesn't sound good, Seth called me and I keep hearing Sarah I don't think she realizes how to control anyhing yet otherwise she wuldn't be sending us acak thoughts." I panicked at the thought of Sam getting involved.
"Sam, stay where anda are they are venemous and apparently out of control."
"I'm already here don't worry I will be fine..."
"SAM, no!" It was too late I couldn't reach him anymore what the hell happened? "Leah, Seth?" Goddamn it why weren't they answering me? Sarah's voice rang out once lebih in my mind in Sam's absence.
“I don’t want to hurt you- don’t make me do this.” The snarl that echoed through my mind was feral and terrifying as gambar from my daughters mind filled mine. Jake was challenging her Alpha status. I felt her fury as she unleashed an alpha command on him. I could hear her silent thoughts as the serigala in her took over lebih and lebih .She was going to attack him. My jantung leapt into my throat as I pushed myself further. We were so close to the house now.
Nessie looked at me in confusion as I blew past her phasing out of my clothes I screamed in my mind, “Sarah no! Don't touch your brother. And for the cinta of god don't bite Uncle Sam, I will be right there...” All that I heard in response was a growl of anger as I leapt through the living room window of Carlisle and Esme’s house hoping that I wasn’t too late.
**I'm sorry I have been MIA with the chapters fr a few months but I will be uploading a ton today to make up for it :)Enjoy! **
It kind of sucked to give up our alone time. If I could I would spend forever with Nessie hidden in these woods- but my jantung leapt at the thought of seeing our children. I stopped running for a moment completely thrown back oleh the thought. Our children. Ness and I had 6 kids to raise. My chest filled with pride at the thought, but reality quickly set in leading my throat to dry up. How in the hell were we going to manage this!?
My thoughts were cleared as I felt a rock slam into my back tackling me to the ground with a giggle. Hmm… a giggling rock…
“Ok, I know that anda have always let me win but really I don’t need the head starts anymore newborn remember?” I held onto her hands as I leapt to my feet and pulled her around to face me. Her legs wrapped themselves around my waist as though she couldn’t control it; the force between us truly was magnetic. She swept her hand across my face as she kissed my nose gently. “What’s wrong with my sparkly serigala man?” She cooed. I rolled my eyes at what was apparently now her favorit nickname for me and then averted my eyes from her. She always knew when something was bothering me and it was almost impossible for me to hide it for too long. I buried my face in her soft curls and breathed in without answering. The force of her newborn strength shocked me as she gripped my chin and pulled my face up to meet her startling crimson eyes.
“Jake, seriously what is it?” I sighed as I dragged my gaze up to meet hers.
“What if we can’t do this? I mean six kids is a lot to begin with but with their abilities… our whole family can’t even handle them and there are only two of us…” Her eyes softened as she kissed my forehead moments before leaning hers against it.
“We have gotten through a lot worse than six bayi Jacob Black.” I looked away from her again knowing that she was right… but still- this was different. This was 6 innocent lives that we were talking about; it would be so easy for me to mess up. I had fucked up so many times throughout my life and couldn’t beruang the thought of ruining this.
“What if I am not a good father I just know I’m going to screw this up.”
She brushed her lips across mine pulling away just long enough to murmur, “You are going to be an amazing father. I wish anda had the level of faith in yourself that I do. anda are the great grandson of Ephraim Black. anda are the first leader of your kind. anda can most definitely handle this. Plus as an added bonus anda have me…” she berkata the last part in a tiny voice almost as though she weren’t sure that it would provide me with the level of comfort she hoped it would. She was so ridiculous to doubt her value in my eyes. Without her I was nothing. I wrapped my arms around her tighter as I brought my lips back to hers.
“Thank you,” I whispered detik before our lips met with unadulterated passion that paralleled the way that we had spent the past 24 hours. She finally pulled away breathlessly an adorable dent of confusion on her perfect face.
“For what?” I set her onto her feet brushing my lips across her forehead.
“For doing for me what no one else has ever been able to. anda believe in me no matter what with anda oleh my side I can get through anything- anda make me want to be the best at all that I do. I cinta anda Nessie, so much that it scares me.” She kissed my cheek.
“I cinta anda too Jacob never doubt the potential that anda hold- anda are the father of a new race.” Her eyes flickered as a wicked gleam darkened them. She swung back and smacked my ass.
“Come on papa serigala lets get halaman awal before the big bad bayi blow the house down.” I cracked up at the look on her face, how could she go from being so serious to akting like a teenager in the span of seconds… She took off before I had a chance to react. I ran as hard as I could but was no match for her. As we got closer to Forks I heard a tiny but familiar voice growling angrily in my mind.
“Jacob I am your alpha and anda WILL listen to me, I have had it with you.” I paused for a moment I knew that voice but how the hellwas I hearing her like this… the tiny growl erupted again. It was replaced oleh Sam's voice.
"Jake? Are anda on your way back?" Oh my god, my daughter was able to communicate with me and Sam... like Alphas ae able to...
"Yea Sam I'm almost there."
"Good hurry up I'm on my way it doesn't sound good, Seth called me and I keep hearing Sarah I don't think she realizes how to control anyhing yet otherwise she wuldn't be sending us acak thoughts." I panicked at the thought of Sam getting involved.
"Sam, stay where anda are they are venemous and apparently out of control."
"I'm already here don't worry I will be fine..."
"SAM, no!" It was too late I couldn't reach him anymore what the hell happened? "Leah, Seth?" Goddamn it why weren't they answering me? Sarah's voice rang out once lebih in my mind in Sam's absence.
“I don’t want to hurt you- don’t make me do this.” The snarl that echoed through my mind was feral and terrifying as gambar from my daughters mind filled mine. Jake was challenging her Alpha status. I felt her fury as she unleashed an alpha command on him. I could hear her silent thoughts as the serigala in her took over lebih and lebih .She was going to attack him. My jantung leapt into my throat as I pushed myself further. We were so close to the house now.
Nessie looked at me in confusion as I blew past her phasing out of my clothes I screamed in my mind, “Sarah no! Don't touch your brother. And for the cinta of god don't bite Uncle Sam, I will be right there...” All that I heard in response was a growl of anger as I leapt through the living room window of Carlisle and Esme’s house hoping that I wasn’t too late.
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just berkata that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine anda can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell anda that anda had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 jam later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just berkata that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine anda can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell anda that anda had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 jam later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he berkata to me. "yeah and anda should be hunting." I berkata with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see anda later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what anda looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he berkata to me. "yeah and anda should be hunting." I berkata with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see anda later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what anda looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told anda I was a vampire and not the good kind, would anda believe me? Of course not. anda live in a world where vampire don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. anda must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once anda turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell anda is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect anda to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampire aren’t supposed to be real, but anda my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before anda turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask anda again to keep this book a secret, if anda don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
anda may now enter. If anda dare.
What if I told anda I was a vampire and not the good kind, would anda believe me? Of course not. anda live in a world where vampire don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. anda must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once anda turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell anda is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect anda to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampire aren’t supposed to be real, but anda my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before anda turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask anda again to keep this book a secret, if anda don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
anda may now enter. If anda dare.