i quickly felt asleep when we arrive halaman awal
i was in the woods
i was wearing my favorit dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it pindah ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing oleh a pohon in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me oleh the waist also tighlty and sigh happily
"i cinta anda edward" i berkata he smile brightly at me
he pindah clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this ciuman reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to ciuman me
i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself
but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james ciuman well attack again so i hop out of my tempat tidur to open my window it was still night probably 2 am
i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night gaun got filled with dirt i sigh
wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change
then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden
i went to my favorit spot at the garden it was the part of the white mawar and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain
i sat on the edge of the air mancur and play with the water
i heard some bushes pindah i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james atau my mother ...
i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere
i felt silly but i berkata "edward?"
edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do
i laugh at his face
he stay there and i run and hugg him
"i miss you" i berkata happily
edward laugh and berkata "me too Bella lebih than anda imagine"
i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 hari yang lalu and i was already akting and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but
i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the air mancur i sat besied him
"Bella i have to confess something to anda ..." he berkata and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to anda but 1 thing i can't never tell anda because i cinta anda too much and if i tell anda , anda would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but anda could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."