renesmee's pov

i wake up i was felling better my neck was almost heal because i heal faster than normal humans

i was alone in my room but i could hear jake and noah talking outside in a low voice but i could still hear it

"look bloodsucker let me explain this to you" jake said
"hey don't call me bloodsucker and i won't call anda dog ok?" noah berkata
jake sigh and berkata "ok look i just wanted to explain anda what imprinting is "
noah interupted him
"oo i get it is like cinta at first sight but"
jake start talking
"no no is not like that i imprinted on renesmee since the hari she was born " jake berkata paitienly
"YOU WHAT?? ugh are anda sick that is just gross she was a baby for god sake" noah berkata i laugh quietly
"no no agh could anda shut up and let me explain god i dont know how ness can cinta YOU"
"I ask myself the same question" noah muttered
"Are anda going to let me explain"jake ask

"sure" noah said

"imprinting is the way we find our soulmates it's lebih powerful that cinta at first sight it is lebih absolute, so when renesmee was a baby i didn't like her in any romantic way no i cinta her as a daughter then as a sister as a friend and now..."

noah was speechless for the fist time

"so do anda see how ness and i are destine for each other, forever "jake ask noah he sounded a bit smug

noah was silent

"blood-noah "jake berkata expecting an answer

"well but "noah started to talk his voice sounded depressed "if anda and renesmee are for each other "he barely spoke the last words
"then why i fall in cinta with nessie and nessie says she loves me too huh "
"don't anda think that because ness and i are the same kind well maybe that's why your imprinting didn't work"

"imprinting doesn't is that it work atau didn't. it is written it cant be change renesmee is mine and i am hers maybe it is like anda berkata that because anda are her kind that maybe confused nessie but believe me ness and i are going to end together" jake berkata sure of himself

really ??he sounded so sure but the cinta i felt for noah i knew it wasn't just a confusion atau a silly crush it was lebih i remember the api of the kiss.. no no i was not just confused

"well im going to stay here until nessie says something differnt and one lebih thing,"noah berkata slowly"i'll be fighting for her too i been alone all my life and i am going to fight for her twice as hard as anda are"

jake sigh"you are only going to make it hard for her why don't anda just understand that nessie is mine" "but it's ok i fight for her too but anda are fighting something that anda already lose ok "

"you wish dog and oleh the way in this moment she is not yours so stop with that" noah said

and opened the door of my room before jake could answer

"hi noah "i berkata sleepy
"hey ness you. had a good night sleepy?? " he come closer and whipered at my ear" i miss you"
i put my hand at his cheek and berkata
"me too " because i truly had miss him
he chucled and ciuman my forehead he sat oleh my tempat tidur and took my hand.

then i saw jake come in i smile at him
he look at me "hey baby" and ciuman my lips y open my eyes surprized this was the 3 ciuman jake gave me in all my live.

but i realize i didn't felt the api i felt with noah it was something differnt but also strong

noah's grip on my hand became a little harder

"hey jake"

"Jacob, billy arrived he says that anda need to come down" alice yelled

Noah chucled quietly and smile smugly

jake get up and run to the door

"finally some time alone, rose is right they do reak" he smile at me
i laughed "no they dont well not to us only to vampire and anda know that"
he sigh "yeah anda are right so i know anda hear our conversation out there so what do anda think about it?" noah ask

what did i think about imprinting atau on noah's fellings about me atau how i was going to chose atau on whether jake should say i was his i didn't knew about any of it

i look down "i dont know"

noah pick my chin up so i was looking at him
"but do anda cinta well like me i know yesterday anda berkata anda did cinta me but well please don't say it just to make me fell better tell me the truth is it true that jake is your only and truly love??"

"No Noah i don't only cinta jake i also cinta anda and it is true i truly cinta anda but i also truly cinta jake
im so sorry about that but it is true i i i can't decied i dont want to leave any of anda "

i tear roll down my cheek
i was crying a lot this days

noah took the tear away with his lips and my skin was on api oleh that simple touch

"its ok"he smile "i would stay here oleh your side until anda want me to go away"

"so do anda think that i could ciuman anda again ness?" he ask innocently

of course i wanted to ciuman him again but that would hurt jake if i ask him

i just look at his green eyes and he started to get closer me too and then our lips met
it was the same explosion but my neck was still sore so he pull away quickly and ciuman my cheek
"thank anda ness "

then jake arrive
"hey noah carlisle is asking for anda " he berkata
"yeah right " noah snorted and was still holding my hand

and then from downstairs my grampa said
"noah can i ask anda something about well your eating desicions well if anda hunt hum"
"im coming " noah berkata
"tell ya" jake berkata smugly

be right back
ok i berkata
ooo this was looking so like little kids like they couldn't be in the same room together i sighed