Renesmee's POV
Why is it that when anda know something has to be done that time goes faster?
I thought I still had 2hrs to think about how to talk to Jacob, but it seems that I now only have 10 menit until the big reveal.
He'll be standing there looking beautiful, sexy and handsome with that gorgeous wolfy smile that seems to reach out and grab me, making me melt and tremble with desire, waiting for me in the car park. How am I going to tell him? should I just touch his cheek and tampil him atau should I just say what's on my mind? I've never had any problems telling him what I thought.... But this is different, I feel different its like I have a stomach full of butterflies, I'm so nervous. What if he doesn't want me the same as I want him? What if he still sees me as his little sister? And most importantly will this push him away from me? So many questions. I don't think I could handle his rejection, he completes me,he is my soul, my cinta and now my life. I'm just going to have to tampil him (I'd be to embarrassed if someone overheard me) Yes that's it I'll just place my hand gently on his cheek and tampil him easy...
Oh no! class has finished, it's time... ok just calm down and walk slowly one step at a time, anda can do this, Take a deep breath.... Oh man look at him! the way his body commands my attention, the way he's looking at me, that smile,those eyes. I feel all light-headed, (just the nerves I can control them)
He is walking towards me with the grace and agility of a wolf, his arms are held out towards me. There's something different in his eyes, I'm not sure what it is, but I can tell I'm about to find out, he's focused on me like he's seeing the sun for the first time. I'm not nervous anymore.
He starts to speak to me, "Nessie I have to tell anda something... I'm in cinta with anda ,I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
"No, Jacob I cinta you. here I'll tampil you" as I place my hand upon his cheek, his face goes blank as he listens, then suddenly he swooped and placed his warm lips onto mine, crushing my body against his, wrapping his arms around me so tight that I thought he'd never let me go, but he did, I felt cold and alone all of a sudden. "What's wrong?" pretty sure that my feelings were tampilkan on my face,I ask as he pulls his mouth away from mine,"We should go somewhere lebih private," grinning at me with his smile, "there are to many people here and I want anda all to myself". "Oh" was my genius response, "Where do anda want to go?", "We'll go down to the La Push res, where we can be alone" he answered as he caressed my back then he very slowly bent down to touch my lips with his. This wasn't as bad as I thought, he really loves me. Smiling to myself, as we walked to the car.
Jacob's POV.
Oh man, this hari is really dragging. I'm missing Nessie lebih and more. I have to tell her how I feel, this is pure torture. Will she feel the same,does she hunger for me, the way I for her?
I shouldn't have come here as early as I did, sitting in the car waiting is just making me lebih jumpy. 10 menit to go.. should I get out and meet her, should I just stand oleh the car and wait? should I go to her and just draw her into my arms? I'm not usually this nervous, (but this isn't a normal day). Today I am going to tell her how I feel, how she makes me feel when I'm around her. How to say it? hmmmmm....
Oh man here she comes, I cinta to watch her walk, I cinta the way her hair sparkles and moves as she does, the way her beautiful hips sway, the way her skin shines faintly in the sun. I notice my breath is getting heavy, I'm aching to just go and grab her, to feel her warm, supple,beautiful body against mine as I embrace her, to feel her lavish lips against mine, before I knew it I was out of the car walking towards her, my arms already open for her embrace. I open my mouth and the words just spill out,"Nessie I have to tell anda something...." no sooner than the words were out my nessie, showed me that she loved me too oleh placing her warm hand upon my cheek, the emotions I felt passing through us were as strong as each other's. I couldn't take it anymore and crushed my lips against hers, tampilkan how much I loved her. The taste of her mouth against mine was exquisite, the feel of her body against mine was better than I had ever imagined, my breathing started to get heavier and I had to fight the need to possess her totally, the need to rip of her clothes and feel her warmth around me. So I pulled away and berkata that we should go somewhere lebih private, (I didn't want to embarrass ourselves anymore than we already had) As I caressed her back and placed a gentle ciuman upon her mouth and towed her gently towards the car. this was easier than I thought. We'd have time to explore these feelings later.
Why is it that when anda know something has to be done that time goes faster?
I thought I still had 2hrs to think about how to talk to Jacob, but it seems that I now only have 10 menit until the big reveal.
He'll be standing there looking beautiful, sexy and handsome with that gorgeous wolfy smile that seems to reach out and grab me, making me melt and tremble with desire, waiting for me in the car park. How am I going to tell him? should I just touch his cheek and tampil him atau should I just say what's on my mind? I've never had any problems telling him what I thought.... But this is different, I feel different its like I have a stomach full of butterflies, I'm so nervous. What if he doesn't want me the same as I want him? What if he still sees me as his little sister? And most importantly will this push him away from me? So many questions. I don't think I could handle his rejection, he completes me,he is my soul, my cinta and now my life. I'm just going to have to tampil him (I'd be to embarrassed if someone overheard me) Yes that's it I'll just place my hand gently on his cheek and tampil him easy...
Oh no! class has finished, it's time... ok just calm down and walk slowly one step at a time, anda can do this, Take a deep breath.... Oh man look at him! the way his body commands my attention, the way he's looking at me, that smile,those eyes. I feel all light-headed, (just the nerves I can control them)
He is walking towards me with the grace and agility of a wolf, his arms are held out towards me. There's something different in his eyes, I'm not sure what it is, but I can tell I'm about to find out, he's focused on me like he's seeing the sun for the first time. I'm not nervous anymore.
He starts to speak to me, "Nessie I have to tell anda something... I'm in cinta with anda ,I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
"No, Jacob I cinta you. here I'll tampil you" as I place my hand upon his cheek, his face goes blank as he listens, then suddenly he swooped and placed his warm lips onto mine, crushing my body against his, wrapping his arms around me so tight that I thought he'd never let me go, but he did, I felt cold and alone all of a sudden. "What's wrong?" pretty sure that my feelings were tampilkan on my face,I ask as he pulls his mouth away from mine,"We should go somewhere lebih private," grinning at me with his smile, "there are to many people here and I want anda all to myself". "Oh" was my genius response, "Where do anda want to go?", "We'll go down to the La Push res, where we can be alone" he answered as he caressed my back then he very slowly bent down to touch my lips with his. This wasn't as bad as I thought, he really loves me. Smiling to myself, as we walked to the car.
Jacob's POV.
Oh man, this hari is really dragging. I'm missing Nessie lebih and more. I have to tell her how I feel, this is pure torture. Will she feel the same,does she hunger for me, the way I for her?
I shouldn't have come here as early as I did, sitting in the car waiting is just making me lebih jumpy. 10 menit to go.. should I get out and meet her, should I just stand oleh the car and wait? should I go to her and just draw her into my arms? I'm not usually this nervous, (but this isn't a normal day). Today I am going to tell her how I feel, how she makes me feel when I'm around her. How to say it? hmmmmm....
Oh man here she comes, I cinta to watch her walk, I cinta the way her hair sparkles and moves as she does, the way her beautiful hips sway, the way her skin shines faintly in the sun. I notice my breath is getting heavy, I'm aching to just go and grab her, to feel her warm, supple,beautiful body against mine as I embrace her, to feel her lavish lips against mine, before I knew it I was out of the car walking towards her, my arms already open for her embrace. I open my mouth and the words just spill out,"Nessie I have to tell anda something...." no sooner than the words were out my nessie, showed me that she loved me too oleh placing her warm hand upon my cheek, the emotions I felt passing through us were as strong as each other's. I couldn't take it anymore and crushed my lips against hers, tampilkan how much I loved her. The taste of her mouth against mine was exquisite, the feel of her body against mine was better than I had ever imagined, my breathing started to get heavier and I had to fight the need to possess her totally, the need to rip of her clothes and feel her warmth around me. So I pulled away and berkata that we should go somewhere lebih private, (I didn't want to embarrass ourselves anymore than we already had) As I caressed her back and placed a gentle ciuman upon her mouth and towed her gently towards the car. this was easier than I thought. We'd have time to explore these feelings later.
