(I found a song that goes GREAT with this chapter, and its called NO GOOD oleh KATE VOEGELE, and then there is also KINDLY UNSPOKEN oleh her too! And for CHAPTER ELEVEN, at the very end of chapter ten and throughout chapter 11, HALLELUJAH oleh KATE VOEGELE works AWESOMELY with that! Check them out, and enjoy CHAPTER 12 ~BuffyFaithfan1)

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CHAPTER TWELVE: Its Gotta Be This One...
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I always wonder if this is truely me u know? I've been thinking of this lyric from a song called NO GOOD oleh KATE VOEGELE. The lyric goes: I NEVER FEARED THE UNEXPECTED! UNTIL I FOUND MYSELF IN THIS PECULIAR PLACE! UNAWARE WHERE I WAS HEADED! OH IT TURNS OUT IT WAS YOUR FOOTSTEPS I HAD CHASED!
And what if its right? I didnt really see Edward pushing me away when I asked him back. Okay, I pushed him away after we saved Renesmee, but that was different! anda gotta' believe me! Anybody on Team Bella out there? If so, anda know what I mean! And now that I want him back, he doesn't want me back QUITE YET! I have to make him take me back ASAP! So, after he berkata NO to the TAKE ME BACK thing, I told myself to fight for your right to party, FIGHT like a brave, FIGHT THE POWER! And now, I relaized a couple years back, I FOUGHT for Edward back in my arms, and got it. So, I need to fight for my husband: Edward Cullen! Once Again!
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I
told myself to fight back for Edward. And now I will.
"Edward!" I berkata and turned to face his eyes. "Dont! Dont just act like the pain can go away! Someone once told me that! And I had jantung aches, and I wanted SO bad to cry for you! But I couldn't and anda know why? Cause I made the choice of becoming a Vampire. Just like you. We got married! Had a BEAUTIFUL daughter named Renesmee! And I have a WONDERFUL husband named Edward, who changed me RIGHT after I had our daughter! So, anda can slam the door on my face just like I did, but I still and ALWAYS WILL cinta anda Edward! Believe me on that one! But if anda want us to be apart for good, then I wont stop you!" I berkata and started to leave with tearless sobs, bust just as I reached for the door knob Edward berkata my name and grabbed my arm. He pulled me around to face him.
"Dont think I ever stopped loving and missing you!" He berkata and threw me into a kiss! I wrapped my arms around his beautiful body, and he held me tightly to him. I didnt let go, till he forced me too.
"Am I forgiven?" I asked him.
"Only if I am!" He said.
"Well, anda are forgiven." I berkata and he smiled.
"Then anda are too!" He berkata and pulled me ontop of him as he layed down on the bed.
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His
arm was wrapped around me, as he held us together.
"I have been thinking!," I berkata and he loosened his grip to let me turn over to face him.
"Yeah?" He berkata and I shook my head yes!
"Yes! I think we should pindah back in with Esme and Carlisle and the others just until Ili is Dead And Gone!" I berkata and he got to his feet.
"I think youre right! So, when are we going? I'm thinking as soon as possible!" He berkata and I nodded in agreement, and he threw open the bedroom door to grab the phone and then I realized Jasper was still in the house.
"EDWARD WAIT DONT GO!" I berkata but too late.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" I heard Jasper scream from the living room. I then heard him say, "What the hell man!?" And then he ran out of the house, and ran all the way home. Edward came back in with the phone, and started to laugh. I thought it was embarrising, but then I started to laugh so hard I fell off the bed.
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Okay, we shall never speak of what just happened!" Edward berkata as we started to drive towards home. I couldn't help but laugh as he berkata that. I know it wasn't a good thing for him to know atau see. But it was just so damn funny! Edward started to laugh, and that made me laugh harder. He pulled into the driveway, and we got out laughing. Renesmee came out of the house, and throwing us in BIG hugs! We let her scamper back off into the house as Alice came out to hug me and Edward seperatly. We went back inside, and just as the sun sank into the horizon, I knew that today atau tonight started out crappy...but ended happily!
I layed down on the bed, as Edward went to cover the whole thing Jasper saw as we knew he spread it around the house like kacang mentega on bread. I smiled and laughed at it again, and Edward came in just then and smiled. He layed down selanjutnya to me after lightly shutting the door. He kicked off his shoes, and pulled me into his chest. I stopped laughing, and I looked at him. He looked at me, and I kissed him. It was so intesne, and so...powerfully romantic that I couldn't let this one slide.
"Is the door locked?" I asked Edward.
"Yes, yes it is!" He answered.
"Good!" I replied and ripped off his shirt!