Felt like I've been howling for - forever (?).
It seems like it's all I did these past few months.Geez...MONTHS!
Howling in grief, in desperation. Does she care? I don't think so. She's happy - happy beyond the borders of sanity, I realized bitterly.
I pushed forwrd with all my might, as fast as these four legs can. The bloodsucker drove even faster, I thought disdainfully.I howled once more.
I could hardly see their vehicle - the vehicle that would bring her to her doom - a doom she happily embraced.
I will kill you! I swear I will! I vowed.
I wished with all my jantung the bloodsucker could still hear my thoughts.
The tail lights are now fading. Like her, she's fading away from me.
I stopped. I can't catch up on her, try hard as I might, I can't. I realized I've always tried to catch up on her, tried to include myself in her perfect happy little world, not merely as her friend. I craved to play a bigger role. I could have been good for her.I howled once more.More grief - I succumbed to it.
I'm so sorry, man.. It was Seth. I growled, baring my teeth. The pack shied away from my thoughts. They knew better than to wallow tith me.
Oh! so, they pity me now?
I don't need your pity! I thought vehemently, arrogantly. I already pity myself, I thought weakly as I slowly lower myself on the ground. I shook my fur. I tried to shake the tears away, too. I covered my eyes with my paws, then whimpered.
All my efforts to keep her safe, alive - wasted! She's a sucker for death wishes. The girl who stirred - longing, grief, desperation, hopelessness, cinta - all these inside me - thinking of her cold, lifeless - I cringed.
There's nothing anda can do now, Jake. Quil thought.
Go away! Stay out of my mind!I really wish they could. I need to be alone - to suffer alone.
I let lebih suffering seep into my whole consciousness.
The first time I saw her down at the beach.
The first time I danced ackwardly with her at her stupid prom.
The first time she brought me those darn motorcycles.
The first time I watched a movie with her - while Newton was gagging.
The first time I saved her life. The first time I realized I can't live without her.
The first time I realized I cinta her with all my might.
The first time I kissed her, held her in my arms.
The first time I begged her to stay with me, to choose me.
The first time she realized she cinta me, too.
The time she admitted, it wasn't enough.
The time I danced with her - and she officially belonged to another.
OUCH!
All those firsts, I'll glady relive them, pain included, over and over again, if it only means I won't lose her. How many times do I have to lose her? After all the firsts, I hope this would be the last.
Phase back, Jacob. Billy's concerned. Sam thought.
I can't. I won't be able to endure this. I thought
Jacob... Sam tried to start.
Command me to phase back, then. I thought bitterly.
Finally, silence...I'm already falling apart. All the broken pieces of my jantung - shattered, minced even more.
If only I could forget about her. But it would be like forgetting a huge part of my life. I couldn't. I wouldn't forget about her. Let all the grief and desperation start again. Let me savour it. I don't care. I won't forget her. I simply refuse to. I simply won't!
All the while, the tears never ceased...
It seems like it's all I did these past few months.Geez...MONTHS!
Howling in grief, in desperation. Does she care? I don't think so. She's happy - happy beyond the borders of sanity, I realized bitterly.
I pushed forwrd with all my might, as fast as these four legs can. The bloodsucker drove even faster, I thought disdainfully.I howled once more.
I could hardly see their vehicle - the vehicle that would bring her to her doom - a doom she happily embraced.
I will kill you! I swear I will! I vowed.
I wished with all my jantung the bloodsucker could still hear my thoughts.
The tail lights are now fading. Like her, she's fading away from me.
I stopped. I can't catch up on her, try hard as I might, I can't. I realized I've always tried to catch up on her, tried to include myself in her perfect happy little world, not merely as her friend. I craved to play a bigger role. I could have been good for her.I howled once more.More grief - I succumbed to it.
I'm so sorry, man.. It was Seth. I growled, baring my teeth. The pack shied away from my thoughts. They knew better than to wallow tith me.
Oh! so, they pity me now?
I don't need your pity! I thought vehemently, arrogantly. I already pity myself, I thought weakly as I slowly lower myself on the ground. I shook my fur. I tried to shake the tears away, too. I covered my eyes with my paws, then whimpered.
All my efforts to keep her safe, alive - wasted! She's a sucker for death wishes. The girl who stirred - longing, grief, desperation, hopelessness, cinta - all these inside me - thinking of her cold, lifeless - I cringed.
There's nothing anda can do now, Jake. Quil thought.
Go away! Stay out of my mind!I really wish they could. I need to be alone - to suffer alone.
I let lebih suffering seep into my whole consciousness.
The first time I saw her down at the beach.
The first time I danced ackwardly with her at her stupid prom.
The first time she brought me those darn motorcycles.
The first time I watched a movie with her - while Newton was gagging.
The first time I saved her life. The first time I realized I can't live without her.
The first time I realized I cinta her with all my might.
The first time I kissed her, held her in my arms.
The first time I begged her to stay with me, to choose me.
The first time she realized she cinta me, too.
The time she admitted, it wasn't enough.
The time I danced with her - and she officially belonged to another.
OUCH!
All those firsts, I'll glady relive them, pain included, over and over again, if it only means I won't lose her. How many times do I have to lose her? After all the firsts, I hope this would be the last.
Phase back, Jacob. Billy's concerned. Sam thought.
I can't. I won't be able to endure this. I thought
Jacob... Sam tried to start.
Command me to phase back, then. I thought bitterly.
Finally, silence...I'm already falling apart. All the broken pieces of my jantung - shattered, minced even more.
If only I could forget about her. But it would be like forgetting a huge part of my life. I couldn't. I wouldn't forget about her. Let all the grief and desperation start again. Let me savour it. I don't care. I won't forget her. I simply refuse to. I simply won't!
All the while, the tears never ceased...
edward pov.
"what happened alice please tell me"isaid angrily," i can ashore anda she isn't dead but..."alice tralied off,"but wat"i berkata softly.
"volturi have her"alice berkata very angry.emse gasp
.then we all stould in silents then rosalie broke the silents,"so..... what do we do now"she ask alice,alice awser shoked all of us"we wait for bella to call so wait a second"1 detik later carlise's phone rang it was bella's phone number,but it wasn't bella becauseface changed red then he berkata "aro how did u get this number?"
then he put him on speaker and then he said"bella" .............
srry that i didn't write sooner,i got the flu but i good now!!
"what happened alice please tell me"isaid angrily," i can ashore anda she isn't dead but..."alice tralied off,"but wat"i berkata softly.
"volturi have her"alice berkata very angry.emse gasp
.then we all stould in silents then rosalie broke the silents,"so..... what do we do now"she ask alice,alice awser shoked all of us"we wait for bella to call so wait a second"1 detik later carlise's phone rang it was bella's phone number,but it wasn't bella becauseface changed red then he berkata "aro how did u get this number?"
then he put him on speaker and then he said"bella" .............
srry that i didn't write sooner,i got the flu but i good now!!
"humans humans don't know when to stop talking" jane berkata looking a the 3 girls screaming for help but no one bothered because jane berkata they were crazy and runaways too.then were in the lobbey of the clocktower were jane's humans that were so stuiped to work there were,then asoon a s we walk into the doors in the doors i never want to go in, there the leaders sat looking at the waiting for me to come then smiled when i walked in frowning.
wat will happen next? will bella live atau die?
it was a short plane ride but a long car ride to the clock tower.It was a very sunny day,luckitly jane bought me a pair of shorts and a blue tank puncak, atas and a pair of sneakers.then they got out of the car and said"STAY HERE"jane order.
so i did then a jam later,they came back with 5 people knocked out 3 females all with brown with black highlights,but al looked my age and 2 where male weired they where not knocked out atau tied up not even a blindfold,then we where a someplace then somebody opened the car door and took my arm and then those girls,i felt like i was i taken!!
Hello, My Name Is: Death
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Later that day, Jerek was visiting with Verona, and I was bored off my ass. I was wanting to talk to Tabra, but every time I approached him, he was suddenly busy. We had people on watch guard, and Shropee didn't need me to do anything, so I was bored. Very. Bored.
"I'm bored." I berkata to holly who was walking past me.
"Like I care!" She snapped, and continued on her way.
"Well." I got to my feet, and started off to see how Verona's doing.
When I got to the bottom of the steps, Jerek ran out of the room. "I'll be back. I'm getting Shropee."
"Wait. What? Why?" I asked. "Is she okay?"
"She's awake." Jerek called over his shoulder, and I gasped.
Verona's awake? Verona's awake. Verona's awake.
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Later that day, Jerek was visiting with Verona, and I was bored off my ass. I was wanting to talk to Tabra, but every time I approached him, he was suddenly busy. We had people on watch guard, and Shropee didn't need me to do anything, so I was bored. Very. Bored.
"I'm bored." I berkata to holly who was walking past me.
"Like I care!" She snapped, and continued on her way.
"Well." I got to my feet, and started off to see how Verona's doing.
When I got to the bottom of the steps, Jerek ran out of the room. "I'll be back. I'm getting Shropee."
"Wait. What? Why?" I asked. "Is she okay?"
"She's awake." Jerek called over his shoulder, and I gasped.
Verona's awake? Verona's awake. Verona's awake.