how frustrating life can be to many centurys of the same thing.always searching never finding what i am looking for.jumping from one figure to the next.how can i intraduce myself when i have no permanent form to call my own.so to explain.i can take on any form of my choosing i have been nearly every animal i have even been the wind blowing through ones nose and out the mouth that was extremly weird.i have been dirt of which anda walk on doors being closed.i am not whole because until i find my soulmate i cannot find a permanent body.all of them creatures i have inhabited and there enampt chatter never holding my interest for very long.stories endless stories of there trials and yet of all them nothing that matters to me.i have tried in the beginning i wanted so hard to belong i tried to make my self stay just to be able to feel anything and yet nothing.is there anyone like me out there i think not one time long yang lalu i was in the form of a dolpin such an esquite animal.always with there mate so at ease peaceful i wanted to belong but in the end i bounced out of it into a sea penyu, kura-kura on to the seaweed drifting in the ocean just laying there.floating.then the wind took me to pantai apon the pantai thats when i went into the most interesting creature yet.human they walked with each other and held hands this fascinated me i had never seen anything like it i tried to mimick the other humans eating i didnt have food i didnt need such things it would not sustain me.so i quickly avoided that all together.but then i saw something no someone who caught my eye.she was a human of course but she was looking through me not at me as if she could not see me this was a first everyone seen me i just never gave them the chance to get close but she fasinated me.i had to talk to her to find out why she didnt see me could she even hear me.i walked up slowly always smiling that was a natural thing to do.she just kept looking like she didnt see me. hello i berkata in my voice it was the first i had heard such noise usualy it was lebih of a humming noise.but she did not say anything.hum this was a first how could i get her attention i could blow on the sand.but she would think it was the wind.i could clap my hands would she even hear that. hey anda there sir.can anda do me a favor.but he to did not see me.this is a first every other creature i inhabited was lebih than polite.they would always run on and on about silly stuff i often disregarded as rubbish.what to do oh well i need to find another form this is irrating i will become that there seagull and fly away from here.this is strange i usualy would not atau even could not keep a form for very long before i would be bolsting from its remains into another creature.here i go pushing pushing pulling what is this why am i not in that there seagull.what is going on.i have never even tried like this before no wait the girl from which i was first drawn to got up and and is coming over to me.hello are anda okay anda look like anda were i dont know trying to pull your head off so i thought i would see if i should stop you.oh no she seen me trying to shift that never happens.i um well i have a headace that seems like a good excuse.so anda thought that oleh trying to pull your head off that it would stop.she was whats the word i think laughing at me. why are anda laughing at me i will not tolerate that do anda want me to become a storm and suck anda up and spit anda out anda horrible little creature..um okay she berkata sorry i tried to help anda complete and stupid idiot.the words i berkata must have offened her somehow i dont see why anda there what do these people i guess thats the word yea people what do they call you.i just stood there laughing at her to. she gave me a mean look and started laughing again this time i joined her,i kept on long after she quit didnt know if i should stop.okay anyways she berkata your kinda weird ya know.yea well any way i dont tell crazy people my name so i would say nice to meet anda but i just need to get out of here.okay then anda run along anda human anda and i will stay here okay okay she looked at me with crazy eyes.hey before anda go what do i need to do with myself i cant escape and i was wondering if anda knew.oh i dont even know what your talking about nor do i care but maybe anda should go to a mental hospital.oh okay well will anda take me. yeah i might need to anda could hurt someone.just follow me okay.okay she seems fairly interesting i think i will follow her.so will anda tell me now what your name is since im going to this hospital.okay my name is sheena i am eighteen years old i live with my grandparents i like seafood is there anything else anda want to know.yes do anda have a mate are anda sexually active.thats none of your buisness.oh but im afraid it is why is that because anda dear are my soul mate and we belong together.what what are anda talking about look we dont have much further til we get to the hospital.were not going to the hospital anda are coming with me.she stopped the car get out help get out.what did i do anda are freaking me out get out i just wanted to help.but beautiful anda already have i have found where i belong it is with anda can i keep anda i used what is my gift for the first time on her she was hipnotized see what ever creature atau thing i became i took part of it with me i am not trying to scare anda cinta iam in cinta with anda i have been searching for anda for centuries wil anda let me explain i am not of this world and yet i am i am everything and anything anda want.i can be the air that anda breathe i used to think that was disgusting but with anda i think i would like it.for your mouth to suck me in and blow me out.i will tampil anda and with that i changed into the wind and did as i berkata slowly coming back to my human form.what in the world what are anda i am a form of all creatures i can inhibit anything atau anyone.do anda see what i mean do anda understand i am sorry about before with the storm thing had i known it was anda i would have been on my knees mind anda this is afirst for me i am new to all this.but why me im no one special.oh but anda are wrong for it is anda who stopped this ever changing unit into something stable something to hold a grasp on.i will be forever in your debt i dont know anda but i cinta you.will anda take my hand and with that we will be what ever anda want.can anda give me a sec this is all strange.take all the time anda need i am not atau cannot go anywhere without anda it is impossible.okay so anda say we can be what ever atau who ever we want can we be other people.why of course anything atau any one. i want to be a bird.can i be, yes but i should warn anda once anda leave this body we can never come back anda need to know this. this body will not sustain anda any more, but anda left and came back when anda were the wind. oh yes cinta because anda were holding me here your pull like i berkata i cannot not that i would want to but it isnt posssible to be away from anda .you are my other half.i have been seacrhing for anda through air.sea, animals,storms yes i can become a storm.i can also be atau we can be the snow people play in the api people come into to warm themself.we can be anything.but there is a price to pay. i will let anda decide i of course kind of like being human but the choice is yours.okay i think i will yeah i will stay human for now thats weird to say stay human. it is rather tempting like i have a super power atau something huh well dear anda actually do who do anda know that can do such things. um well nobody.wow i guess your right i cant believe im taking this so lightly i dont understand. again beautiful it is because anda belong to me as i to you. dont anda mean with. okay cinta get up and try to go to that store over there okay. she got out of the car only to make it to the kap, hood and then she was back in the drivers side .does that same thing happen to you. yes it would cinta and note the pull anda have on me is another thing to think about. we are close in this human form but when and if we take on another we will be one not two one we are soulmates in everysense we are but one.wow that is strange why do anda feel that way well i have heard of such a pull as two intertwining into one but to actualy have one body how could we ever be physically anda know.active.well dear that is basicly the same in all creatures the need to procreate.but with our kind it is so much lebih than that. we will try your way of course if anda want i dont know what it is like not ever doing that but it is i cant even explain anda will see.what happens when we get that close i mean the pull.it is kind of like magnets i should say thats the closest i can think of. when and if we do what anda ask we will be closer than any other human animal anything has ever been.even just ciuman anda would be like pulling my self away from a tornado.oh okay i need to talk to my mom and dad they are probaly wodering when im coming halaman awal i thought anda berkata anda lived with your grandparents yea about that actualy my name is not sheena it is tiffany and i dont like seafood at all.i didnt want to tell a crazy person the truth about me.anyways what do i call anda .you call me one as well as yourself eventualy your name will not matter over time anda will see.exactually how old are anda anyways.by which anda mean time i am thirty five hundred years old.give atau take a century we dont count time.so if i take on another form i will live forever.i wouldnt say forever but a very long time.but if i didnt change what would happen to anda when i die.well my cinta we share the same ever thing joy pain excitment every feeling anda have is now apart of me.for anda are me so when anda go i go.but thats not right i cant do that to anda .one i am nothing without anda i would consider it an honor to die with anda dont think of me when anda make your choice i would not have told anda this but i cannot hold anything from anda not that i would want to i have finaly found anda i am happy i have never felt anything in my time and now cant anda feel it like my whats the word my jantung will jump out of my chest.yes i do i feel the same can i do something. if anda wish i want to touch anda to see that anda are real just then as she touched my hand had the consistency of glue in between two hands trying to pull away but hard to do so.it left shivers up my spine i did not want her to pull away if that is even possible.i dont know.i cant pull away.i dont want to have to but i need to focus there is still things she must know.if i told anda something would anda not freak out.um after everything i have seen and felt and now anda ask me this.what is it.i dont know i know i have to tell anda but i am afraid. anda are immortal what could anda be afraid of.i need anda to understand that if anda decide to stay human i will always be there everywhere.so dont freak out but your body even human body is going to start to change. what do anda mean.i mean is that every creature that i inhabited i took part of that with me and i have been many many creatures.for one i was a bird and well cinta um i can fly which means anda also.i was a snake so watch who anda ciuman for now your bite is deadly what im venomous i cant even ciuman my mom atau dad. not unless anda want to kill them sorry i know its a bit much.but there how shall i say this there is so much lebih anda can do anda will see.
“New Moon”
Release date: November 20, 2009
Cast: Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson
Directed by: Chris Weitz
Written by: Melissa Rosenberg
Synopsis: Bella angsa, swan is devastated oleh the abrupt departure of her vampire love, Edward Cullen but her spirit is rekindled oleh her growing friendship with the irresistible Jacob Black. Suddenly she finds herself drawn into the world of the werewolves, ancestral enemies of the vampires, and finds her loyalties tested.
but, they have yet to tell us if Taylor will be Jacob... and the information reguarding the rest of the cast still hasn't been confirmed.
from link
The fantastic penulis of the Twilight series, Stephenie Meyer, makes a tough decision on who anda would choose. atau lebih importantly who Bella will choose. Jacob atau Edward? She certainly is in less danger if she is with Jacob. But it is almost evened out. If she stands too close to Jacob when he is mad, he might just kill her, too. But if she is with Edward, who always craves for her blood lebih than any other vampire, she might just get killed in that situation too. The penulis wants to make it clear that its a very tough decision. I mean who would anda choose? My friends and I have already chosen Jacob. But a lot of people say Edward. I still haven't let go of Edward, but I still think that Jacob is a better decison. Who will anda choose? And lebih importantly, who will Bella choose?