*PLEASE READ THIS NOTE FIRST SO THIS MAKES SENSE!*
Bold means Nabu’s POV
Underline means Aisha’s POV
Underline and bold means both of their POV’s
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I'm so tired of being here, suppressed oleh all my childish fears
And if anda have to leave, I wish that anda would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
As I lay in my tempat tidur with the winx being gone at the mall where I didn’t want to go, I roll around thinking of what to do until I roll and see the picture of me and Nabu together. I sit up and pick it up. I look at it. A droplet of water splashed on the glass. I wipe away my tears and hug the photo, as if it were Nabu himself. I wish I could just forget about him, and not get depressed everything something that reminds me of him pops up. It’s like his ghost, is taunting me oleh staying oleh my side and making me think of him every second, of every minute, of every day.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I...I try, and I try to ignore this void that hides deep inside me. But sometimes, My sadness is too strong and overpowers my attempt to ignore the emptiness in me. There are so many emotions brewing inside me; sadness, anger, confusion, and all at the same time… I don’t think I’ll ever get rid of those feelings.
When anda cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But anda still have all of me
My deep depression just won’t seem to go away and leave me alone, like it wants me to be sad, but...I know that’s not why. Nabu was the first cinta of my life. We may have had a rocky start on the red air mancur ship, and when we were at the museum. But the way our relationship progressed, and the rate it grew affected me so much emotionally that when he died, It just destroyed the emotional part of me.
But sometimes, I feel, I feel something touch my jantung and make me feel a little less sad, not exactly happy, but close to it. This thing also is preventing me from wanting to go bad and make me do drugs and drink the hari away. Sometimes I like to think that that thing is Nabu’s spirit staying with me, and comforting me. And if that is him, It’s nice to know that he still has me, and I still have him.
You used to captivate me oleh your resonating light
Now, I'm bound oleh the life anda left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
Nabu always kept me in the best of moods. Like when anda walk through the woods and anda see a very bright light, and anda immediately just want to go to it. Even if anda end up not liking what you’ve found, anda still go to it. But sometimes this can become bad. The thing that you’ve found, that light could end up going out and you’re left with the thoughts of that light, and you’d wish it was still there with anda in that big forest. And without that light there and anda leave and wonder about it. Then, anda go to sleep and it taunts anda oleh appearing in your dreams and all of your thoughts. And when anda can’t sleep anda just want to seek out what made that light go out and destroy it, have your revenge. And until anda get as anda wish, anda go crazy.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Without Aisha in my life, I’ve just felt so lonely, even as a spirit, I bet she’s felt the same. I mean she has the winx oleh her side. But, things that you’ve connected so well with can’t are too hard to ignore with some sort of deep sadness. Sometimes I can’t sleep. It’s like the sadness has turned into a loud bunch of kids that run around making all the noise they possibly can that anda can’t even sleep through.
And all this sleep deprivation doesn’t help depression, it just makes it worse, and anda feel hopeless.
When anda cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But anda still have all of me
I know I was wrong for stalking her before we first met. And then running away like a coward the hari at the Museum. But when we met officially, and actually talked to each other and started to like each other. I just miss being there for her. Being able to hug her, and comfort her when ever she needed to be. I miss walking with her and holding her hand the whole way and never letting go.
But, she always berkata to stay strong. The fact that those words stayed with me for so long makes me just the teeiniest bit less depressed. I cinta to know that I still have her in my heart. And I’d bet, that she still has me, in hers.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When anda cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But anda still have all of me, me, me
I’ve tried to train my brain that you’re not here anymore for so long. But since you’re still with me in my heart, I guess no type of training will truly get rid of you. I’ll miss Being with anda physically. Being there to calm anda down and help anda with whatever anda needed help with. But I guess knowing anda still have all of me in your jantung still brings the tiniest bit of joy, and happiness to my soul.
Bold means Nabu’s POV
Underline means Aisha’s POV
Underline and bold means both of their POV’s
_________________________________________
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed oleh all my childish fears
And if anda have to leave, I wish that anda would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
As I lay in my tempat tidur with the winx being gone at the mall where I didn’t want to go, I roll around thinking of what to do until I roll and see the picture of me and Nabu together. I sit up and pick it up. I look at it. A droplet of water splashed on the glass. I wipe away my tears and hug the photo, as if it were Nabu himself. I wish I could just forget about him, and not get depressed everything something that reminds me of him pops up. It’s like his ghost, is taunting me oleh staying oleh my side and making me think of him every second, of every minute, of every day.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I...I try, and I try to ignore this void that hides deep inside me. But sometimes, My sadness is too strong and overpowers my attempt to ignore the emptiness in me. There are so many emotions brewing inside me; sadness, anger, confusion, and all at the same time… I don’t think I’ll ever get rid of those feelings.
When anda cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But anda still have all of me
My deep depression just won’t seem to go away and leave me alone, like it wants me to be sad, but...I know that’s not why. Nabu was the first cinta of my life. We may have had a rocky start on the red air mancur ship, and when we were at the museum. But the way our relationship progressed, and the rate it grew affected me so much emotionally that when he died, It just destroyed the emotional part of me.
But sometimes, I feel, I feel something touch my jantung and make me feel a little less sad, not exactly happy, but close to it. This thing also is preventing me from wanting to go bad and make me do drugs and drink the hari away. Sometimes I like to think that that thing is Nabu’s spirit staying with me, and comforting me. And if that is him, It’s nice to know that he still has me, and I still have him.
You used to captivate me oleh your resonating light
Now, I'm bound oleh the life anda left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
Nabu always kept me in the best of moods. Like when anda walk through the woods and anda see a very bright light, and anda immediately just want to go to it. Even if anda end up not liking what you’ve found, anda still go to it. But sometimes this can become bad. The thing that you’ve found, that light could end up going out and you’re left with the thoughts of that light, and you’d wish it was still there with anda in that big forest. And without that light there and anda leave and wonder about it. Then, anda go to sleep and it taunts anda oleh appearing in your dreams and all of your thoughts. And when anda can’t sleep anda just want to seek out what made that light go out and destroy it, have your revenge. And until anda get as anda wish, anda go crazy.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Without Aisha in my life, I’ve just felt so lonely, even as a spirit, I bet she’s felt the same. I mean she has the winx oleh her side. But, things that you’ve connected so well with can’t are too hard to ignore with some sort of deep sadness. Sometimes I can’t sleep. It’s like the sadness has turned into a loud bunch of kids that run around making all the noise they possibly can that anda can’t even sleep through.
And all this sleep deprivation doesn’t help depression, it just makes it worse, and anda feel hopeless.
When anda cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But anda still have all of me
I know I was wrong for stalking her before we first met. And then running away like a coward the hari at the Museum. But when we met officially, and actually talked to each other and started to like each other. I just miss being there for her. Being able to hug her, and comfort her when ever she needed to be. I miss walking with her and holding her hand the whole way and never letting go.
But, she always berkata to stay strong. The fact that those words stayed with me for so long makes me just the teeiniest bit less depressed. I cinta to know that I still have her in my heart. And I’d bet, that she still has me, in hers.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When anda cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But anda still have all of me, me, me
I’ve tried to train my brain that you’re not here anymore for so long. But since you’re still with me in my heart, I guess no type of training will truly get rid of you. I’ll miss Being with anda physically. Being there to calm anda down and help anda with whatever anda needed help with. But I guess knowing anda still have all of me in your jantung still brings the tiniest bit of joy, and happiness to my soul.
