the emo kid Article: I will always be alone

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posted by demonthief

If there is a god, then why must we suffer?
I thought we were supposed to be loved.
not ridiculed and pushed away.
It makes me WANT to die!
It's not fair!
Everyone gets to have their perfect little life, while I stand in the background, alone.
They all pretend life is a game that will work itself out in the end.
If that were true, i'd still have a father.
I'd still have a grandmother.
I wouldn't be alone.
I still have some family, but their never their.
So I keep searching, seeking.
Never reaching for the light at the end of the tunnel.
So close but yet so far.
I will always be alone.

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SilverFanGirl You are not alone. What about your friends? Wait, your answer might be, "What friends?" Answer- The ones that YOU pushed away from you. That you blamed for every little thing that happened. Q- What if there is no God? A- There is. I experienced it. I heard a little voice in my head saying things. I ignored it. Finally, I listened to it and good things are happening to me. I used to cut myself. I didn't think God was on my side. That I was his play-thing. Well, I got to go to Spencer Lake Camp and after that, my life was changed. I no longer cut myself and if I want to, I push the thought away and I pray for God's help and guidance. You are not alone. We all think that the world is against us. Its part of life. We need people. If not, we fail. You need someone who will say, "If you fall, I will fall with you." Someone who will left you up when you're down. If it means a lot of online friends, take it. I have a lot of good online friends. When I'm sad, they cheer me up. Even though there is no physical contact, I feel as if they gave me a hug or a pat on the back. You just need a best friend. We all do. You are not alone.