Alice Cullen
I hadnt seen anything interesting happening today, but that didnt mean the visions were out of my system. Till today i didnt understand full how they worked, but just like Carlisle said: It was my gift. And yet it was also my poison. As soon as i was into someone, i would forsee their future.- or at least parts. So it was no suprise to me that i had seen that Jasper, Emmett and Edward would have a great hunt. Mountain lions, Grizzly's and some Fox's for my lover. All in all i was happy they were gone, or at least that Edward was.
Was it rude to think that way? Not at all, and he understood it completly. I loved Bella, i loved her already before she knew i was existing. And Edward didnt often leave her out of sight, so we could have some privacy. That was probably the only reason why i had agreed to his request, taking care of her. Seriously, like a danger magnet like her would be save, with whoever. Another fact i would never mention, and not think about when he was around.
For a split second i wished to have the gift, Edward had. Bella looked upset, lightly angry.- and i could understand it too well. She was the one that had the constant feeling that she needed protection, and that must have felt hard. Being a vampire was no easy run, but she definatley would have had it better.- if her love wasnt that stubborn. But it was like it was, and I couldnt change Edwards mind or his heart.
Alice Cullen: ''Your angry with me, i know that.''
Bella Swan: ''I am fine.''
She was such an awful liar, it made me giggle.- my sopran laughter was heard probably everywhere in the house. Rosalie looked over to us, like always having her serious face put on. She would grow on Bella, at least thats what i saw. It was something completly with Esme, she adored Bella. And it was just her character, to love people. So it was no suprise that she did treat her like a daughter, giving her the warmth from the inside.- that the outside didnt show. Right now my mother was located in the dinning room, looking through some files.
Alice Cullen: ''You shouldnt lie to someone that plays in a different league. I know your unhappy, and i am sorry if its my fault aswell. Just understand he worries about you.''
Bella Swan: ''Its not that i am angry with you, i know you love him just as much. But i am no baby.''
Alice Cullen: ''Then swallow it Bella, and enjoy your free manicure. Its not like i do that for much people.''
Bella Swan: ''Its not like you know much people that need one, or that have a beating heart.''
Again i had to laugh, but this time she would laugh with me. My new sister never was angry for a long time, so that was definatley a plus. And the guilt that i had inside felt a little less, allthough i still had it. My black eyes had focused on her, she knew pretty well that i had to leave the next night. My thirst was there, always.- but i had myself in good control. Different than Jasper, oh my love, my life and my only hope. I missed him always and i didnt even have to tell him. That was our connection.
Bella Swan: ''I hope they come back soon. Edward and I need to talk... .''
Alice Cullen: ''You will not be mad at him, common.''
Bella Swan: ''Not that. But look at you, someone else should have babysit me.- you are thirsty. And then you have me around.- dangerous.''
She was a cute thing, a bit absurd sometimes.- but lovley. Again i concentrate to paint her nails, inhaling the smell of the nailpolish. It took my mind off of her smell, i could not lie she was mouthwatering. But even thought my instincts were always coming first, my heart took a bigger place. She was part of the family now, the only real family i have ever had. And it was ironic to think about it, i had to die to find them.
To be Continued by BELLA SWAN ONLY
I hadnt seen anything interesting happening today, but that didnt mean the visions were out of my system. Till today i didnt understand full how they worked, but just like Carlisle said: It was my gift. And yet it was also my poison. As soon as i was into someone, i would forsee their future.- or at least parts. So it was no suprise to me that i had seen that Jasper, Emmett and Edward would have a great hunt. Mountain lions, Grizzly's and some Fox's for my lover. All in all i was happy they were gone, or at least that Edward was.
Was it rude to think that way? Not at all, and he understood it completly. I loved Bella, i loved her already before she knew i was existing. And Edward didnt often leave her out of sight, so we could have some privacy. That was probably the only reason why i had agreed to his request, taking care of her. Seriously, like a danger magnet like her would be save, with whoever. Another fact i would never mention, and not think about when he was around.
For a split second i wished to have the gift, Edward had. Bella looked upset, lightly angry.- and i could understand it too well. She was the one that had the constant feeling that she needed protection, and that must have felt hard. Being a vampire was no easy run, but she definatley would have had it better.- if her love wasnt that stubborn. But it was like it was, and I couldnt change Edwards mind or his heart.
Alice Cullen: ''Your angry with me, i know that.''
Bella Swan: ''I am fine.''
She was such an awful liar, it made me giggle.- my sopran laughter was heard probably everywhere in the house. Rosalie looked over to us, like always having her serious face put on. She would grow on Bella, at least thats what i saw. It was something completly with Esme, she adored Bella. And it was just her character, to love people. So it was no suprise that she did treat her like a daughter, giving her the warmth from the inside.- that the outside didnt show. Right now my mother was located in the dinning room, looking through some files.
Alice Cullen: ''You shouldnt lie to someone that plays in a different league. I know your unhappy, and i am sorry if its my fault aswell. Just understand he worries about you.''
Bella Swan: ''Its not that i am angry with you, i know you love him just as much. But i am no baby.''
Alice Cullen: ''Then swallow it Bella, and enjoy your free manicure. Its not like i do that for much people.''
Bella Swan: ''Its not like you know much people that need one, or that have a beating heart.''
Again i had to laugh, but this time she would laugh with me. My new sister never was angry for a long time, so that was definatley a plus. And the guilt that i had inside felt a little less, allthough i still had it. My black eyes had focused on her, she knew pretty well that i had to leave the next night. My thirst was there, always.- but i had myself in good control. Different than Jasper, oh my love, my life and my only hope. I missed him always and i didnt even have to tell him. That was our connection.
Bella Swan: ''I hope they come back soon. Edward and I need to talk... .''
Alice Cullen: ''You will not be mad at him, common.''
Bella Swan: ''Not that. But look at you, someone else should have babysit me.- you are thirsty. And then you have me around.- dangerous.''
She was a cute thing, a bit absurd sometimes.- but lovley. Again i concentrate to paint her nails, inhaling the smell of the nailpolish. It took my mind off of her smell, i could not lie she was mouthwatering. But even thought my instincts were always coming first, my heart took a bigger place. She was part of the family now, the only real family i have ever had. And it was ironic to think about it, i had to die to find them.
To be Continued by BELLA SWAN ONLY
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