Have anda ever had a friend....
you may never meet?
But u find u trust them more
then the ones u know for real?
You don't know what they look like
maybe exotic
maybe normal...
or maybe not even there.

All anda have is a feeling like...
you could trust them with your life.
And, if it's true...
that halaman awal is where the jantung is...
then my halaman awal must be with you.
However, I don't know where anda are...
exactly...

My trust, my life, my heart
it's somewhere so I can't get to it.
I intend to find it someday
and in turn find you, my friend.
I must find anda somehow.
You have my heard and soul
with you.

I feel like I'm lost.......

Even though the initial pain is gone
the hurting never stops
it's been how long...?
seems like just yesterday but
it doesn't matter how long
because it hurts every day
the person that I love...
has forever gone away.

How can people say
that time heals all wounds?
How can they say that...
when it still hurts so much
each and every day?
So what would they say...
if we could get letters from the dead?

People say death is painless
“it doesn't hurt!”
whom do they mean...
when they say that?
Do they mean the one that died?
Surely they forgot, then...
the one's they leave behind....

so light a candle
let it burn
find...