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Riku114 berkata …
Honestly I just found out Pokemon Sun and Moon completely changed Lusamine's character to only be 90-95% of a shitty mother that she was in the game and totally pretty much entirely lightened the theme of abusive / toxic families seen in the game so....

Yeah that annoys me.

Some children have had shitty parents and stuff. It would be nice if they werent written off as "not kid friendly" atau whatever diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Gladion is precious diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly I do have to thank this dinding and the people who read this. It gives me a place to process a lot of stuff and really makes me feel at peace and comfortable.

Its probably part of why I got as far as I have with my mental health diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im not really watching American Idol but my mom has been and all I gotta say is that Cade is a serious rock bintang already.

Like wtf is he doing here?

Why isnt he already out there? diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
https://tinyurl.com/yao3batc

IRL foto of me and Wanta diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
LEFTERIS! WHY'D anda TAKE A PICTURE! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
^ It had to be done XD !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
This icon feel right XD

And it makes my posts on this dinding a little lebih mausing diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
For furture reference it is this icon: link lebih dari setahun yang lalu
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Birds make me so happy diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
The thing about menulis and working through your own issues through your characters and words is that while it can be kind of problmeatic and unproductive for someone who dissociates like me, it really gives anda a means to which anda can express emotions, issues, etc that anda cant really say outloud atau express since it would either hurt other atau cause problems, but in a peaceful and innocent and fun way. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
It isnt necessarily the best way to become the main one, but from time to time, with specific kinds of issues, it can be nice lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Just like reflecting upon characters anda relate to and all lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
#WorkingThroughYourShitViaRPing diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I dont get how people can have fun making out with strangers they meet and find attractive atau whatever.

Cos apparently my middle sister likes that part of the club nightlife and all

And Im just like "y tho????" diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Is that like my lack of sex drive speaking atau my introverted side speaking atau a combination? XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
Like I said, you'll end up having a libido for/with your significant other but not in general circumstances. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Probably both. Also, what Wanta berkata !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
I'm not the type to only use one name for a Pokemon. It's not like I will always name my Blastoises something specific atau like that..

But Snorlax?...only one name will be allowed.

#Snorgasm diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly though, the lebih I reflect upon Fushimi's character, the lebih I kind of really kind of see and personally feel the degree of which my family condition and my less... enjoyable experiences have warped my view of the world and relationships and behaviors and all that stuff.

Cos honestly... Fushimi and I have a lot of similar dynamics in past and a lot of similar dynamics in present. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Like membaca analyses on his characters and one of the tumblr people I follow responding to "what if"s about him and explaining it, sometimes when his past and his family stuff get brought up a part of me kinda... like... gets that "this is too close to home" feeling which I kinda actually like since Im kinda trying to work though them lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
FINALLY SPRING BREAK diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
I mean Im kinda busy still but sh lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Noice! Damn the fact that your Break starts right when mine is about to end though XD !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
*has 482 Gladion gambar to post on my club*

*already has 88 gambar on my club*

*not sure if theres overlap*

*does she have time to post all those?*

*also has like 300+ Fushimi gambar to post on her club*

*also has to make all the Gladion and Fushimi icons*

*might and likely still has yet to post some Danganronpa collections*

MY OBSESSIVENESS IS PACKED diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I wonder what my flow chart for posting on this dinding is...

Like what makes my brain go "We should post that on the wall" versus not even recommending / mentioning it. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I hate youtube and how it triggers my loves.

I wanna play Pokemon, Danganronpa, and Hatoful Boyfriend right now and all three of them cant function together :v :v :v diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Doesnt help I also wanna write three side stories as well rn XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Seriously yall need to check out Chase Holfelder.

If I had a constant income, I would totally give a portion out to support him on Patreon

He has a wonderful voice and makes great music. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I be all like

"Yay! Today is my hari to relax. Lets RP, play video games, watch two episode s of anime, read three chapters of manga, listen to music, watch youtube, and hang out with a friend. I will allocate roughly an jam to each.

So lets get to relaxing starting with RP. Wanta hurry up and start so I dont waste time relaxing.

Okay good now onto-"

"You should chill and relax" diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
"IM TOTALLY RELAXING. I WROTE IT DOWN IN MY MENTAL SCHEDULE THAT IM RELAXING. LOOK ITS RIGHT THERE. I DONT HAVE TIME TO SIT DOWN AND DO NOTHING. I DONT HAVE TIME TO RELAX WHILE I SHOULD BE RELAXING. GOSH" lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
Is that a hint that I should reply? lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
It is something that I have noticed as well. One lebih apparent fact about anda XD !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I usually cant nap in the hari time since I am way too pressured oleh time and because Im just not comfortable sleeping during the time my brain allocates to doing things atau around my family...

But at times, I come to the logical conclusion that oleh not getting rest and choosing to remain tired, I am greatly wasting time so I force myself to sleep as to satisfy and alleviate the time pressure I have XD diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku is sleepy. Now is the time to post REALLY confusing things on here. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Tfw anda betis randomly wants to make a few menit long super cramp at like .... five in the morning, leaving your leg to be super picky of how anda sleep without pain, then anda wake up later and it can barely hold any weight while walking diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
UGH LUSAMINE WHY DO I HATE AND cinta anda SO MUCH

LIKE I WANT TO cinta YOU

BUT LIKE

anda TORTURED MY GLADION, MY LILLIE, AND MY GUZMA

LIKE....

I HATE anda SO MUCH BUT cinta anda SO MUCH AND I HATE HAVING CONFUSED FEELINGS OVER CHARACTERS diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
TFW anda arent sure if anda are just mentally stable and in a good mood atau if your brain returned to not trying to harass yourself with unpleasant situations and went back to deciding it was alright to let berkata things remain forgotten. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Either way Im in a good mood so Ill leave figuring THAT out to my therapist lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku: "Ask me anything!"

Wanta: *goes to Rikus blog*

Riku: "I DIDN'T MEAN IT STAHP!" diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Most People: WHAT IF IT POOPS ON ME?!

Me: Awww whos a good boy Lucy- *notices my hand has poop on it* *sigh* Lucy really? Was that on your back atau did anda just let that one rip at some point? Go back to the cage. I have to go clean my hand. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
anda know a bird trusts anda and loves yo uwhen they let anda grab their head and neck, pull the mright up to your mouth and ciuman their entire head

Lucy is just like ":3 Moms scratching me and gave me a ciuman :3 Forget tht my most delicate part of my body is between her fingers and my head in her palm and up against her mouth" diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I FINALLY GOT THE TAG PAGE TO WORK :v

IT ONLY TOOK ME LIKE TWENTY menit TO GET THE FILTER FUNCTION TO WORK AND ANOTHER TWENTY menit BEFORE IT TO REALIZE THE TAG THEME I WAS WORKING WITH JUST WOULDNT FIT WHAT I WANT

WOO

https://jaden-writes.tumblr.com/tags

LOOK anda CAN CLICK THE SIDE BAR TITLES AND ITLL ORGANIZE THE TAG BOXES :V diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 komentar…
Congrats xD. Seriously when I first started fiddling with themes there were aspects that gave me hell as well. Like using custom fonts lol. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
XD I almost always fiddle with themes. I like to thing Im pretty good at them..? I mean for an amateur that doesnt make her own XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
^Same XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
The lebih I think about it, the lebih I realize I am set in stone AGAINST ever using Mega Evolutions. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also for those that didnt know, I set up a new blog for menulis fanfics and acak stories. I might stick with it, I might not.

On there, for the sake of not sounding Kingdom Hearts focused and not using my real name, I decided Id go oleh the name Jaden XD

For now the link is jaden-writes.tumblr.com if yall wanna check out a mostly blank but set up blog. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 komentar…
I followed. Also I read your about and honestly I don't think riku is a cringey name. I can think of alot of names that are cringey. I think riku as a name is just chill really. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Oh yeah I know XD I just dont like having character names too much these days. Riku is fine to me cos like... Its pretty much almost as much of my name as my actual name (maybe even more, it used to be tbh). Its just that since Im starting off, I want to start fresh with a lebih normalish name XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Interesting. I followed as well. Looks nice. Can't help but wonder how that particular name came up XD !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 komentar…
@Riku ^Fair enough. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
God its been so long since I wrote anything remotely steamy atau smutty.

Ive reverted from menulis it just as a naturally as anything else to going back to having to pause and figure it out. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Believe in the me that believes in your libido diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
^ !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Yall ever post something in a light jantung and with the intention of specifically making a fun conversation atau for some jokes to be made about it but instead it turns out to do the exact opposite?

But instead anda of ":feelsbadman:" anda are just lebih like

https://tinyurl.com/ybxak93e diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Quite honestly tho XD This happens too much with me lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Especially since I have a horrible sense of dark humor a lot of the time. Especially irl with people lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Most of the time, the exact opposite of the opposite anda mentioned yourself happens to me !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Gosh making a blog theme look nice always takes hours... diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
I can imagine lebih dari setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 komentar…
It does lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
It sure can be tricky !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I still sometimes wonder to what degree Im closer to being gay than straight.

Cos honestly, I think Im like 65-70% gay and 30-35% straight XD diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Enough pondering this strange topic tho XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Embrace the Gayness, dudette. gabung the Prez's Side !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I can also be a TOTAL flirt to girls if I want to be XD Literally spent a 10 jam Disneyland trip fake flirting with a lesbian cos my friend thought it was a good idea to invite a homophobe, a homosexual, and a bisexual together for her birthday. That of which when the homosexual and homophobe have poor waters with each other XD

10/10 would have kissed her just to make the homophobe uncomfortable if I wasnt a ciuman virgin then. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
I also dont really take ciuman seriously atau anything. It can be casual for me XD I just respect the wishes of my partner so Im not allowed to XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also, I little strange 'fun' idea since I heard about it on a youtube video is being a bisexual polygamous dom with like... beta females and all.

Like I liked the idea of it and thought it would be interesting and a nice dynamic to have with people.

But then I take like... a bit to realize.

Im not really all that sexual.

I really wouldnt take action into it and might not like it because of the sex-based atmosphere XD diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Also lowkey sad I never got to ciuman a girl XD Literally small stuff like that sometimes makes a small part of me be upset my relationship hasnt died XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Personally, I never really understood how people see men and women seperately when it comes to crushes and all. That being said, I still dont get crushes, but I guess Ive been hardcore bi since before I knew it was a thing?

Cos it just doesnt make sense to me (I mean it makes logical sense, but when analyzing emotions it doesnt) for cinta to be specifically segregated oleh gender XD

Women can make my jantung tick - so can men. Gender rarely ever even remotely came into the picture diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 komentar…
It's kinda simple. Sometimes anda just know what anda like. I know I cannot ever be pansexual atau bi. It's not me. But I can understand why someone would be like that regardless. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 komentar…
If I was bi/pan I think I'd find nearly everyone fuckable/attractive diberikan how I am while straight. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
What Blind said, pretty much. anda just know it. It comes along naturally, I suppose !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: We should write. Its getting late and we planned to do that today

Me: We should also go do our homework cos thats actually due

Me: Hmmmm.

Me: Lets just listen to musik and shit post on our club. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
*narrows eyes*

Some acak website gave me advertisements for a Sarumi poster and Bird Treats. >.> Someones tracking my interests quite well diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Its a cute poster tho so Im not even mad lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
link lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I like helping people.

The world is too dark for everyone to be going through it alone.

Friendship and connections are what brings light to the darkness and lets the world be beautiful and shine wonderfully.

If I could help bright light to someone's world, its one of the best things I could ask for. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
I feel some people get so lost in their own world that they often forget there are still people drowning in a dark abyss. Sometimes anda are in there too, sometimes your world is a beautiful one full of light, but just being there for another person... regardless of if anda are drowning in darkness atau basking in the light, that spark could change someone's world lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
And there is little lebih rewarding than realizing anda changed someone's world for the better lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
AMEN TO THAT POST! I share those feelings as well. Well said, Comrade !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I dunno if its a normal thing atau not.... but does anyone else ever get the feeling they enjoy being.... like... depressed and mentally tortured lebih than being normal atau happy at times..?

Like maybe its because being depressed, feeling like crap, and having poor mental stability has been with me so long that it almost developed as part of my identity, atau becuase, as my therapist words it, I grew up in a constant "crisis" state at home...

But sometimes I feel like I miss being unstable. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Sometimes having a peaceful happy life feels so... odd, foreign, and just wrong and my mind does mention that its dull and boring even though I dont feel that way lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Its cause of this that sometimes Im tempted to let myself go just because for some reason going back to that mental state is oddly... beckoning. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
^ Indeed. It is something that has really stood out, Riku !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also people underestimate what it means to be on my good side and a team mate of mine. Cos like in Stats, I had to break up my group since we couldnt have groups of 5 and all, but back then I would bring food and snacks and all for project days and share it with them and make sure they knew everything they were doing

But now that they are broken up, even though I stated that Im still going to treat them as if they were in my group, they dont bother coming oleh and asking for help? diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Like I reject a lot of people help, especially when I find the topic too easy atau people keep asking me the same damn question, but I would like walk over to my old group and be like "So Luke, do anda need any help? anda do realize Ill always respond to anda right?" lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
I can be very cold and sometimes self centered with how I help people, but when Ive chosen people I like and people to be group members / team members / pack members, I will make sure they succeed and grow strong no matter what. I have a busy schedule and anda need an jam of tutoring atau help? I gotchya. anda need lebih practice and involvement in band? I gotcha, Ill recommend anda for the side things from now on. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
But yeah, out side of being a pack / team member of mine, the only other ways to get help from me is A) Im bored B) anda are offering food I like in exchange atau C) money. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly...

I bond with people very animalistically XD diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
Same. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I so badly want all birds in the world to be happy and live happy lives.

I dont know why I feel so strongly about birds in specific, but just seeing like documentaries its like

UGH BIRDS. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I write to vent. I write to express and process emotions I otherwise would struggle with.

Personally Ive always struggled with it, but its really only through menulis that I could ever really truly make sense of what was going on

So its part of the reason I write as much as I do.

A lot of my 'articles' Ive written never got posted, either because they went to nonsensical places, atau because they were to real and too personal diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
"Low carb diets aren't healthy if done for long periods of time."

Me: *sighs and facepalms at the misinformation being spread* diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: *took Smokey out and shes hanging out on me*

Elvis, her mate: *crying and calling for her to come back*

Me: *sticks tongue out* SHE WAS MINE FIRST. anda GET HER ALL hari AND SHE USUALLY DOESNT WANT TO STAY WITH ME. LET ME ENJOY THIS diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
*tries to do some Pokemon Showdown*

"NO! anda can't use this cuz Swagger clause."

"NO! anda can't use this cuz evasion clause."

"NO! anda can't have this pindah when combined with this other pindah the Pokemon can legitimately learn"

"NO!

"NO!"

"NO!"

And now I remember why I don't play competitive Pokemon. I'll stick with the lebih challenging PVE cuz tiers suck and "competitive" is kind of a joke diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
^That and sticking with just us XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Semi-competitively lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
Tru lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I hate Wanta. He entices the devil in me diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
IVE CHANGED MY WAYS DAMN IT. I DONT NEED TO TORTURE MY CHARACTERS ANY MORE. IVE GROWN PAST IT BUT HE TEMPTS IT lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Okay not so much anymore but still. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, there are so many people who have changed my life, I cant even thank them all.

Even the ones that gave me a 'negative' change in my life. I've learned so much from them too. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I personally owe a lot to binatang to be honest.

Especially Smokey. She was there when no one else was and shes a wonderful sweet and pure cockatiel. I often talk about her son a lot, but shes the best bird in the world.

I cinta her so much. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, I might go into Conservation teams instead of Veterinarian, atau be a Veterinarian for a zoo atau something. I think the idea of rescuing endangered species, especially birds, sounds super fulfilling. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Made this forum which I may atau may not use but wanted to advertise

link diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
But honestly, experiencing life is horrible XD

Stress is so much lebih extreme when your mind doesnt automatically numb it, depression is much lebih stinging and consuming when your mind doesnt block it out and choose to be happy after three detik of it, etc

I mean it is worth it in the long run and even just in some aspects outside of the long run, but really... life was easy dissociated. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Its like "/testingcheatsenabled true" on sims where anda can keep the health bar up oleh dragging it up. anda can do wayyyy lebih than if anda didnt use the cheat. Getting through each hari is sooooo much easier for the most part. But the challenge of the game goes away and anda get bored of it when anda stop getting your sadistic pleasure from it lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly sometimes it amazes me.

The amount other people have to go through before their brain says "This is too much for me, we are disconnecting" and reach the point of dissociation Ive spent most of my life and especially my teenage years in.

It really makes me wonder how horribly overwhelmed, scared, and affected my brain was from things I still dont remember really atau understand. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Mine is as bad as it is because it became an exercised coping mechanism throughout my childhood so Im much lebih prone to it, but even so. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku: Wanta truly has an expertise in Pokemon and can be questioned for advice!

Wanta: *using a Special Attacking Moxie Pyroar* diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
There is little lebih rewarding than helping someone out and watching them grow from it. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Heres an idea for self improvement. Think of one atau two things anda care a lot about atau an activity anda are interested and daftar as many things of that in which anda are lacking atau suck at.

Rank those things anda are lacking in priority to anda and focus on working on something at least every other hari and if anda are really up for it, every day.

Youll be shocked at how much progress and mastery anda can get oleh adding one atau two things to the daftar of things to work on daily diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
My main one is my mental health XD But I also do work towards menulis and creating lebih stable and sturdy relationships irl. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
I think Ill soon get to adding stuff for the future as well like.... working on weights atau whatever since I might need that if I end up working at a zoo for a bit during my educational career after I get a bachelor degree - atau just secara keseluruhan, keseluruhan to be healthy lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
I believe some Exercise in general should be pretty good for anda indeed !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
“I created the OASIS because I never felt at halaman awal in the real world. I didn't know how to connect with the people there. I was afraid, for all of my life, right up until I knew it was ending. That was when I realized, as terrifying and painful as reality can be, it's also the only place where anda can find true happiness. Because reality is real.” diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Sad I couldnt fit a Silvally into my profile.

Also

#HailLordLopunny diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
#HailLordLopunny'sChild lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Riku has internet: https://avatars.mds.yandex.net/get-pdb/163339/397b0d96-585d-412c-9c67-46434db655cf/orig diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I AM BACK.

I HAVE INTERNET diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
YAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSS! WELCOME BACK FLUFF !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 komentar…
yeheah!!!!! wb riku hun🌹 lebih dari setahun yang lalu
SilentForce komentar…
Glad to see that anda have come back from the dead lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
Note: Consider changing the sentence in the eulogy to "but instead am glad to have gotten the opportunity to see her grow from a Derpy Lil Shit into an older, wiser, bustier, but not necessarily taller Derpy Lil Shit." diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
sad
wantadog berkata …
RIP Riku. May she pass on peacefully to the other side and immediately become way too busy. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Yall bore me. I come on and no stupid shit has been going on in the hari atau two I was mostly absent? diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Heartbeat- komentar…
Tbh I’ve been getting sick easily these days🤨 lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Heartbeat- komentar…
Welcome back 🌷 lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Hello bitches. Im at school and have internet here

Fuck yeah. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Ps. Im not dead diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
HOOLYYYYYY SHIEEEEEET! RIKU IS ACTUALLY ALIVE !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 komentar…
yeah !!!!!!!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Now the real question. Will we ever get back to K? diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Someday, Riku. Someday... lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Soon enough XD !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I really do have some of the best people around me.

As someone who has been around multiple codependent friends and my family the way it is, this is really nice.

Having a good group of friends and a good community makes being depressed a quite harder. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
On a brighter note tho

On the field trip to the zoo yesterday, I impressed my classmates and my chaperones how skilled I was at identifying birds

Like I was better than the teachers XD

And apparently no one know what this "dinosaur looking bird with the weird beak"

link diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
I always loved that Bird XD !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
To put how exhausting this week has been, I usually wake up at an average time of 6:30 am on school days, run a normal school day, maybe go to someones house, do some homework, play games, and go to sleep around 11:30 pm atau 12 am kind of tired.

I woke up at 10 am today, and its not even 9 pm yet and Im exhausted to the point it should be 2 atau 3 am if the time was dependent on my energy levels diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
An early sleep could do anda some good !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
OKAY I JUST REALLY HAD TO SAY THIS COS IT REALLY STOOD OUT TO ME

"Whats the point of having guns if anda cant aim
Whats the point of having bloods with no veins
Whats the point of having cinta with no pain"

Like... I just have to point out how thats really well written. The first two statements are pretty factually real and true. If anda cant aim, no point in having guns. If anda dont have veins, your blood is pretty pointless.

So its indirectly saying cinta is factually tied with pain. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Thats like... so nicely put through. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
I mean I disagree. But.. XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Really though. NF has some really powerful and well written lyrics. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
heart
Riku114 berkata …
Honestly, anda are all too wonderful people.

For how horrible this week has been treating me, I have so many supportive, caring, concerned and wonderful friends trying to help me in the way they can and Ive really do appreciate it.

Its a really nice change from what Im used to.

I cinta anda all. <3 diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
^ The feeling's mutual. anda can be sure of that !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Heartbeat- komentar…
link lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
link lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Since Ive literally had a mental breakdown every hari of the week (well week thus far, the five days into it) thus far, I am saying "Fuck it" and even though I have a test tomorrow, Im just not going to school and going to give myself a "mental health break."

Ive never had one before, but I figure five mental breakdowns in five days qualifies me for a single hari free (except for packing) diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
That sounds like a good idea. anda certainly seem like anda need a break. lebih than one really, in my opinion !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
How to defeat the Generation 1 Elite Four using only 1 Pokemon and zero items.

Step 1: Capture a Diglett atau Dugtrio from Digletts Cave

Step 2: Put Earthquake on Dugtrio

Step 3: Go to Celadon City and purchase TM 15, Hyper Beam.

Step 4: Beat Elite Four. (Hyper Beam requires no recharge if anda KO the opposing Pokemon. Earthquake handles Agatha.) diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
I have done the same. Only that I had a Charizard. I simply spammed my strongest attacks and got through !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Me: *is on my own profile* *wants to get to my club* *habitually clicks the first link* *gets Monika* ..... im hacked #JustMonika diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Past: hey Riku! Lets go back to shit we tried to forget!

Me: ... uh... no

Present: hey Riku! How about me? Lets look at how tired we are and our current and upcoming schedule this week and realize we are EXTREMELY overexerted!

Me: ... no thank... you

Future: hey Riku! Lets think about coll-

Me: Fuck off. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Also Doki Doki Literature is probably not a good game for people like me as I discussed with Wanta

But at the same time, its people like me that probably like it the most diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Quick question. If in Pokemon Ultra Sun/Moon, Maxie and all have Groudon and Kyogre, why did they gabung Team pelangi Rocket anyways...?

Like why didnt they just flood / drought the world right away like they planned to?

Thats the real pertanyaan Im wondering from the game. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I demand life cut me some slack.

Like can I have one hari without it trying to raise the torture level? diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Wall: Wow! Riku is so optimistic about her mental state and her breakdowns!

Me: :) Yep

Wanta / Others I ranted to: *shakes head slowly* anda havent seen behind the scenes diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Also, apologies if during one of those breakdowns I write some reaaaaaallllyyyy crazy shit. I can really get bad in them lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Heartbeat- komentar…
No need to apologize. anda can rant all anda want as long as anda get it off your chest. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
^ THIS. It is only natural really so do not feel bad about it !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
BlindBandit92 komentar…
Rant all anda want Rku. It's fine. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
OKAY SO HERES THE THING.

DISSOCIATVE BREAKDOWNS ARE PIECES OF CRAP. anda get existential crisis like never before, anda ruin relationships, anda feel lonelier than shit, #ExtremeNihilism, anda literally dont feel like anda exist, life becomes super boring, anda dont even know why anda are living cos anda feel nothing, and they can last anywhere from half an jam to two atau so months from my experiences.

BREAKDOWNS INVOLVING TRAUMA ARE WAAAAAYY BETTER. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
They are VERY intense, horrible, anda literally feel crazy, anda loose control for a bit, anda feel strangled, anda have to leave, and its horrible and hits out of nowhere and its painful, however its much lebih manageable because they are usually no longer than an jam (given mental state was decent before) and anda can return to being happy and feeling GREAT after lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Shitty pantat, keledai Dissociative Breakdowns ruin the rest of the hari even when anda get out of it, make your paranoid for the selanjutnya week atau so, until anda ultimately fall into another one again lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Lets see how bad this trauma related stuff can get though. Apparently it only gets worse from here until my mind has fully processed everything so *cracks knuckles* Lets do this bois lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
once upon a time diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
In a medieval display in the center of the clothing section of a Walmart in San Francisco lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
And finally he met a lion named "HOLY FUCK A LION SOMEBODY HELP ME!" lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
and that was how Carl's story ended lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
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Riku114 berkata …
ŀŃŚŁŒ¾¤ĈĢġŌĩŏçąË¯þď ŅúĿĈĊìş¹ĈũģÈŕéśŅĵĿŊ ³ŌČŃëşĩ×Đó§¤ĬƬďîþÑ diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
ĻŤâůÝå¿ŕºÞ·íÐŏŪĜ¡¡¦ ÖŻģŮÄňķĪ£ÈĈč©È©ŻáóĒ Ċ¢®ĿŠŊěŤįïú¤ťË°ŇķĻ¬ diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
For youtube to actually convince me Doki Doki Literature Club was worth going back for despite its slow pace, it REALLY had to spoil a good handful of things, but at the same time it did win me over so... XD diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
So I got spoiled on a lot of Sayori and Monika, Wanta got a lot of Yuri and Monika, and neither of us got much of anything if at all of berwarna merah muda, merah muda haired girl I forgot the name of XD Shes still a mystery lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Dammit Riku! Why the need for Spoilers??? Meh... Regardless, good to know that it won anda over even if it was expected !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
XD I know I just forgot Natsuki's name. TBH I want lebih Natsuki in later parts atau something. Cos like.... shes the only one I felt aman, brankas around excluding Sayori XD lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
*sick* diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
anda are sick? lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Heartbeat- komentar…
linkFeel better;3 lebih dari setahun yang lalu
GDragon612 komentar…
get well soon riku ೋღღೋ lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Mood: Better and noice diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Decision, since I probably can, Imma take today as a "day off" and just relax and not worry about college, packing, atau mental health atau anything. Just dedicate today to #FeelGood and #EnjoyLife to balance out the days lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Hopefully I can XD My parents could screw up my plans atau me getting sick / lebih irritated in the throat due to dust might too. But #RP #Gaming #Music lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
Best idea lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
This Mood is precious and needs to be treasured !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Mood: pahit and apathetic. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Mood: link lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Mood: Why cant I write my relatable RP character's story? Why am I too tired to write it properly? Boo. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Mood: Will probably be better tomorrow morning and is just pahit and apathetic because shes super drained and exhausted lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
TFW anda are doing Pokemon Showdown and the opponent turns on the timer while anda take a moment to get acclimated to the gen 7 Pokemon and anda get so pissed, anda promptly wipe the floor with them without tampilkan any mercy.

Riku can attest, I embarrassed the kid. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Relatable !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
To be honest, anyone who abuses their children in any form deserve hell.

Because honestly, the amount of life long crap anda put them in, screw them over mentally, and make them have to deal with is horrible. Honestly, I almost say it might be better to give them mercy and kill them instead of cursing them with such a state of being for the rest of their life - atau at least for the rest of their childhood they will never get back. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Plus people who kill children get much lebih severely punished than those that abuse them. For fucks sake, one of my friend's dad tried to rape her and hes still a roaming free man lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
Like seriously why the fuck is he still roaming? I actually know a lot of people who have PTSD because of my old group therapy and I can say 90% of their abusers are running fucking free. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
I mean trade my eternal soul and put it in eternal torture for all child abusers to be stuck in there for eternity? Im almost down. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Im honestly not really sad atau anything, just really stressed out, overworked, and exhausted managing college stuff, school, my family, my mental health, and moving at once.

I could use a lap to sleep on. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
anda need a good ol Siberian Husky to cuddle up to lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
atau an Akita. lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
That is only natural, Riku. Lots of stuff pulling anda from every direction. Organize your daily schedule well. Most of all, anda could really use some sleep indeed !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
That wonderful light feeling your head goes after anda intentionally null yourself out. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Yall ever get that feeling where anda want time to go oleh faster so anda just kinda want to go to sleep even though anda arent tired? diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Heartbeat- komentar…
Yep And! I’m still awake 😐 lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
Quite a few times !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I know its whining but ugh. Why do I have so many events booked this week AND still have school at the same time :v diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog komentar…
Can we trade? Can I have things to do all week while anda get to rest? I'd cinta a week of nonstop job interviews lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Heartbeat- komentar…
Super Riku lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 komentar…
@Wanta For this week sure. :v lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
Fun fact, I dont post my banners atau backgrounds that I have on my profil on my club since Im protective of the things I made personally for my use only XD However if I do make a profil banner atau background for other people, I do like to share them XD diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
TheLefteris24 komentar…
<3 !!!! lebih dari setahun yang lalu
Riku114 berkata …
I havent had nachos in a while... I should probably have some nachos. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu
wantadog berkata …
20XX is such a good gaaaaaaame!!!!!! it's just so friggin funnnnnn! diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu