Honestly, whenever the time comes to get up, I curse myself for having to go through another usual day. Most of the time at least. Can't help but wonder why things couldn't be different. Still, when the image of all those that support as well as depend on me that I deeply care and respect come to mind, I have no choice but to oblige. They are my strength. My very inspiration. The reason why I keep enduring everything that comes at me. They make it all worthy when they're around. I couldn't possibly fail them !!!!
well i would be in tempat tidur 24/7 but... on school days: my sister keeps waking me up and i dont want to be late for school. if i am late im in big trouble oleh my grandmother, and i dont want anything to happen so i just get up. but sometimes i just get up when there is 5 menit left for me to go to school. i rush through everything.
on saterdays: Just sleep till 10 atau 11. Get up only because im not tired atau my sister forces me to get up.
on sundays: again forced to get up. but i have to get up around 8:30 to go to Church.
so basically i have to be forced to get up everyday.
On any hari Im busy, cos I have a dead line and dont have time to waste in bed. If I skip a class, life is just gonna be worse and its my responsibility over my own life and for the people who support me and responsibility of my reputation to make sure I get up, go to class, and be successful.
If its a hari I have off, firstly, why / when the fuck do I have a hari that I dont have something schedule? I never have nothing scheduled these days XD So 99% of the time its the stuff above.
If I do have an entire hari off then its usually because I feel lazy and gross staying in tempat tidur a long time. I mean living isnt necessarily fun and going on with the hari might not be better, but Id still take living in a depressing life over sleeping and staying in tempat tidur and feeling lazy, fat and worthless. I could wake up wanting to die and Id still get out.
I just honestly hate staying in tempat tidur past the amount of time it takes me to feel not-tired. Usually that means waking up at like 10:30 latest.
