My gitar ‘teacher’ friend Isabelle (the one from STW- band) Handmakes a few items (like this bracelet: link) to raise money for her band And a week yang lalu she asked if I’d like one if she made one for me when working on the selanjutnya order. I was super exhilarated because I’ve always wanted one. So yeah, she has a “Stay Alive” one for me in a few weeks which is amazing because no one does anything like that for me. !!!
Finally being able to go halaman awal after being stuck in prison—I-I mean, working at Goodwill. For 8 fucking hours. OK, maybe it’s not that bad, I just hate how far away it is. It’s 1 jam from my house, and that’s only if there’s no heavy traffic.
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Prison....goodwill....hell...Texas...... eh what’s the difference
The job itself isn’t really bad, it’s just that sometimes I don’t always want to be there. I like getting $$$, of course, but I hate the long distance. And it’s also th fact that it’s dark AF oleh the time I get home. And I’m usually exhausted, on puncak, atas of that. So, I literally don’t have a lot of energy left to really enjoy the rest of my day. It’s sucks, honestly.
A Family Friend offering me encouragement about my future. Had been doing it every now and then. It is nice to know that there are some who believe in me. We went to a trip as well. Being closer to Nature always brings me at peace !!!!
The other bulan I was out and I had a terrible hari due to some psychotic, trashy woman going off at me. She was some stranger and was probably on something. My partner told me to go over to his asap. I was there in tears, that woman was so intense and it took everything in me to not fight back. He set a blanket on the floor, rolled me in the blanket and then picked me up and lay me on the dipan, sofa and just cuddled me until I was ok. He literally did the blanket sushi thing to me hahaha. It was really sweet.
Another kind thing he did was when I was having a very low hari he caught an uber, picked up a box of chocolates and came over to my place and we watched film together. He really has a way of brightening up my day.
A big one I remember was the other year. I was in a terrible headspace and my brother told me to come with him in the car. He took me to a golf driving range even tho it was late. I had never been before, it was so much fun.
My boyfriends walked / biked half way across the city, took me out to the park at midnight despite us both having to be up at 4 AM because my family was being an pantat, keledai and I needed some support. Theres a lot I can say that hes done cause hes done lebih than I could ever ask for
But there were smaller things like my college bandos helping me when I was injured get to places I need atau just going out to practice with them on rougher days.