Rape at age 7 and having to kill him just to escape that hell and come back to a family that never knew anda were kidnapped and simply thought anda had committed suicide, do to all the teasing anda got at school. Only years later finding out that in your absence your family had gone on holiday with your cousins. There are thousands lebih things in my life that hurt, but this is the most painful.
I hate to be alone... I feel all lonely and I want company. But nobody cares about me. Only my parents. But I don't want just them. I want my friends. My crush. Just... SOMEONE. But what I hate most is that I do nothing about it... :(