I'm not like all the other girls
I'm not tall, no boyfriend, no curls
Just deep brown eyes that hide the lies
The strong person in me cries
I used to be amazing
So fearless, so brave
Not at all shy, not at all so grave
Bt since they're here,
They torment me,
Bringing up my past,
They make me feel,
Like I have nothing to reveal
No secrets under my sleeve
No hidden lies,
No bird that flies
My friends are all pretty, all gorgeous, all cute
And I have nothing left to shoot,
Just the ugly can and such,
In school I'm not very much
The ladder of society
Forgets always little old me
And here I lie
And here I cry
To anda my tortured soul.
A poem about the torment I go though on the bus, the elder boys bring up my former cinta life. Just saying what I feel like, and the strong person inside of me wanting to break out of the thin shell. komentar are welcome!!
I'm not tall, no boyfriend, no curls
Just deep brown eyes that hide the lies
The strong person in me cries
I used to be amazing
So fearless, so brave
Not at all shy, not at all so grave
Bt since they're here,
They torment me,
Bringing up my past,
They make me feel,
Like I have nothing to reveal
No secrets under my sleeve
No hidden lies,
No bird that flies
My friends are all pretty, all gorgeous, all cute
And I have nothing left to shoot,
Just the ugly can and such,
In school I'm not very much
The ladder of society
Forgets always little old me
And here I lie
And here I cry
To anda my tortured soul.
A poem about the torment I go though on the bus, the elder boys bring up my former cinta life. Just saying what I feel like, and the strong person inside of me wanting to break out of the thin shell. komentar are welcome!!
When anda hope,
anda expect and wish,
anda have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
anda don’t want them killed,
Hope makes anda stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to anda in life,
Sometimes anda need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
anda and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire anda jantung out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
anda know what anda want,
Keep hoping till the END……
anda expect and wish,
anda have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
anda don’t want them killed,
Hope makes anda stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to anda in life,
Sometimes anda need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
anda and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire anda jantung out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
anda know what anda want,
Keep hoping till the END……
i'll be with anda as smile in joy and in tears in gloom
i'll be in your sun in morning and in night i'll be in moon
your pain your sorrows i want anda to lend
..till the ver end....
i'll stand besides anda in spring and also in fall
i'll never leave anda alone coz my jantung is not so small
in your world that is crystal clear
i'll not let fate bring any salty tear
for anda all pain i'll beruang
so that anda stay near and be my dear
in ll situations i'll tend to bend
..till the very end....
i'll be in your sun in morning and in night i'll be in moon
your pain your sorrows i want anda to lend
..till the ver end....
i'll stand besides anda in spring and also in fall
i'll never leave anda alone coz my jantung is not so small
in your world that is crystal clear
i'll not let fate bring any salty tear
for anda all pain i'll beruang
so that anda stay near and be my dear
in ll situations i'll tend to bend
..till the very end....
Until Now I Still Remembering How....
how the waves took my mind far away from here
took me against the memories that already left me far
far From the reality,that anda were gone
wind whispering your name once again,,,,finally I realized that was not a dream at all
anda are here now
anda took me oleh the pantai and told me stories,,,just as anda are never leaving from my side
just as anda never moving from a time
your laughs ,,,your smile stand still as I remembered
Who Done this To us?
We see the pantai far,,,,We smell the Breeze lebih and more,,,,and never get enough
Im still left here oleh the memories,,,,
still try to freeze this moment in my minds
Life was never goes simply for Me,,,,
But this riddle drove me into one things,,,,that cinta never wiped away from TIME
Im gathered oleh happiness after the Sorrow
And I know,,,,however I walk,,,Whenever I lookd back,,,I will still remembering That I Told the Beach,,
I miss anda
how the waves took my mind far away from here
took me against the memories that already left me far
far From the reality,that anda were gone
wind whispering your name once again,,,,finally I realized that was not a dream at all
anda are here now
anda took me oleh the pantai and told me stories,,,just as anda are never leaving from my side
just as anda never moving from a time
your laughs ,,,your smile stand still as I remembered
Who Done this To us?
We see the pantai far,,,,We smell the Breeze lebih and more,,,,and never get enough
Im still left here oleh the memories,,,,
still try to freeze this moment in my minds
Life was never goes simply for Me,,,,
But this riddle drove me into one things,,,,that cinta never wiped away from TIME
Im gathered oleh happiness after the Sorrow
And I know,,,,however I walk,,,Whenever I lookd back,,,I will still remembering That I Told the Beach,,
I miss anda
If I die tonight,
I want anda to tell my momma I cinta her,
And I'm sorry for losing the fight.
Tried, but there was no cure.
If I die tonight,
Remember me and always keep me in your heart.
Remember like a piece of art.
Sorry for the end, It just happened, alright..
Just let me go.
I'm sorry, what else is there?
All the blame goes to the foe.
My Love, My heart,
The time was near.
It's time to part.
If I die tonight..
Our cinta was here,
Our cinta was there.
But I'll wait.
No matter how long it'll take.
I'll miss you,
But there's nothing now to do.
If I die tonight..
I want anda to tell my momma I cinta her,
And I'm sorry for losing the fight.
Tried, but there was no cure.
If I die tonight,
Remember me and always keep me in your heart.
Remember like a piece of art.
Sorry for the end, It just happened, alright..
Just let me go.
I'm sorry, what else is there?
All the blame goes to the foe.
My Love, My heart,
The time was near.
It's time to part.
If I die tonight..
Our cinta was here,
Our cinta was there.
But I'll wait.
No matter how long it'll take.
I'll miss you,
But there's nothing now to do.
If I die tonight..
Beautiful people, beautiful faces, Gods
diberikan talent is the one who
makes it. Skin is beautiful, cinta is laughter, beautiful faces, beautiful eyes, beautiful days that will never go bye.
Everything that anda see is beautiful, times
will never go away because life is beautiful.
Everywhere.... everywhere..... everywhere i go i see beautiful people, all races, different faces, religion, beautiful warna the exotic places.
Its nothing but beauty all around the whole world, it takes control, it never loses your soul. The prettiest inside anda and the one that is with you, don't let your lives go past the day; don't never try to break away beauty is all around you.
diberikan talent is the one who
makes it. Skin is beautiful, cinta is laughter, beautiful faces, beautiful eyes, beautiful days that will never go bye.
Everything that anda see is beautiful, times
will never go away because life is beautiful.
Everywhere.... everywhere..... everywhere i go i see beautiful people, all races, different faces, religion, beautiful warna the exotic places.
Its nothing but beauty all around the whole world, it takes control, it never loses your soul. The prettiest inside anda and the one that is with you, don't let your lives go past the day; don't never try to break away beauty is all around you.
graceful and lovely
with the deep, jantung and
body so sexy, her cinta is full of
grace, smiles shines with the sun
if known it was on her face.
Her body so warm with passion, her desire
is so meaningful. As to be loved, she was
so graceful, deep and soul powers her life even
the sweet children says good morning to
her and goodnight.
she makes me feel so good and crazy
over her, I think about her night and day
till it breaks me inside all away.
The strengths and challenges takes me over.
I got to have her she is my queen
so bronze and bold, shes the woman i want to hold.
Even the acoustics rise me over. She is my cinta forever as one Grace
The joyful morning shattered oleh the heartbreak
News told from child to child
But I couldn't cry
Tears shed left and right
As I only shed a little
But I tried holding strong
Why must others suffer?
Why must we feel sickness?
Why is this feeling so negative?
Head hurts to the point of screaming
The feeling of vomiting
As I hug my mother crying
I have dealt with death before
Why must it hurt so badly?
As the pisau in my jantung goes deeper and deeper
Dry lips and throat
Never ending pain
It will go away
But I want it to leave now!
As I long for deep slumber
As I long for peace
The pain will leave
It will descend
People are born
People are dead
Birth is such a joyous occasion
As death is a nightmare
But in death suffering ends
But we still cry and miss
The people we hold near to us
The people that we love
Our bodies may die
But our spirits and memories are eternal and beautiful.
News told from child to child
But I couldn't cry
Tears shed left and right
As I only shed a little
But I tried holding strong
Why must others suffer?
Why must we feel sickness?
Why is this feeling so negative?
Head hurts to the point of screaming
The feeling of vomiting
As I hug my mother crying
I have dealt with death before
Why must it hurt so badly?
As the pisau in my jantung goes deeper and deeper
Dry lips and throat
Never ending pain
It will go away
But I want it to leave now!
As I long for deep slumber
As I long for peace
The pain will leave
It will descend
People are born
People are dead
Birth is such a joyous occasion
As death is a nightmare
But in death suffering ends
But we still cry and miss
The people we hold near to us
The people that we love
Our bodies may die
But our spirits and memories are eternal and beautiful.
My dear
anda have grown werid
I haven't seen anda in years
I gave a sharp look
And only gave them a hook
To chew on
As I walked away
The ingnorance displayed
Was quite surreal
And it could kill
This boy had not
Laid eyes upon me in years
Now he looked as if he were shot
I did look different
Yes indeed
It's called expresion
Quite a dwindling thing
No one seems to know its king
I choose to walk this path
Most go a safer route
They only want the easy way out
I want knowledge
Art, literature
Sadly, no one can concur
Ah, anda naieve people
The educated will gain power
Then leave anda in the dust
anda have grown werid
I haven't seen anda in years
I gave a sharp look
And only gave them a hook
To chew on
As I walked away
The ingnorance displayed
Was quite surreal
And it could kill
This boy had not
Laid eyes upon me in years
Now he looked as if he were shot
I did look different
Yes indeed
It's called expresion
Quite a dwindling thing
No one seems to know its king
I choose to walk this path
Most go a safer route
They only want the easy way out
I want knowledge
Art, literature
Sadly, no one can concur
Ah, anda naieve people
The educated will gain power
Then leave anda in the dust
memories never die ,all we have memories,some are good and bad
some are unforgettable,these memories always come to reminds you,the old time that has passed-in, will always be with you,some memories are like the api flies which always come to anda to light up your way!some are like bad nightmares that u never want to be happen again,some memories are like the wind ,that make anda feel alive,some are like the fragrance of May ,that spread around your soul through out your life,some memories give anda the strength in hard times,
memories are your friends ,will never leave anda alone ,in the shine and in the night
i know i'll die
but my memories will never die
never die
never die
some are unforgettable,these memories always come to reminds you,the old time that has passed-in, will always be with you,some memories are like the api flies which always come to anda to light up your way!some are like bad nightmares that u never want to be happen again,some memories are like the wind ,that make anda feel alive,some are like the fragrance of May ,that spread around your soul through out your life,some memories give anda the strength in hard times,
memories are your friends ,will never leave anda alone ,in the shine and in the night
i know i'll die
but my memories will never die
never die
never die
but time enverstops to flow
someday in someway it makes me to realise
that i was wrong and it was right
in that situation i hold my emotions tight
every morning i want to be lebih meture
one hari i will be i am sure
but He Himself made me and many
and He only knows if there will change any
i can't tell carelessness is absorbed in me so much
that it will not go even if i want to crush
Being reckless i throw up and high later it becomes reason for downfall of mine
after falling irecall this thing
without giving my eyes a single blink
just after a detik the world seems same again
without caring of gain i just pindah on my lane to beruang a little lebih pain.
Two people...Boy and Girl.
They never met before that year.
It seems like a tale of old ages but today still stands.
Eyes meet all other sounds are tuned away hearing nothing but the beating of each others hearts.
Falling into the deepness of the Boy's eyes she gives herself.
But the boy had new ideas and left her.
Her last words was a four letter pertanyaan meant for the boy to answer and he never did...
Why hear the beating?
he never answered her and she today still hears the beating of their hearts intertwined in that long gaze.
They never met before that year.
It seems like a tale of old ages but today still stands.
Eyes meet all other sounds are tuned away hearing nothing but the beating of each others hearts.
Falling into the deepness of the Boy's eyes she gives herself.
But the boy had new ideas and left her.
Her last words was a four letter pertanyaan meant for the boy to answer and he never did...
Why hear the beating?
he never answered her and she today still hears the beating of their hearts intertwined in that long gaze.
I listen but don’t feel,
I listen to my cry,
I listen to my screams,
I listen to the slams,
I listen to the blows.
I listen to my jantung as it slows,
I listen to the door slam,
I listen to the sirens,
I listen to the beeps,
I listen to the sigh,
I listen to my jantung pick up,
I listen to find that this will never end.
I listen to the cry of my voice,
I see the mans face,
I taste the blood,
I sense that there is someone,
Someone I don’t know,
That someone tried to stop this,
That someone had failed.
I listen to my friends cry,
I listen for the final scream,
I open my eyes to see,
That someone was selanjutnya to me.
That someone had come for me,
That someone came to save me,
That some one I will always love,
That someone is,
You.
I listen to your voice,
As clamming as the sea,
I find that one hari I will be with you,
Forever and always.
a child had a dream.
The dream
that never faded.
Once
a girl had a dream.
A dream
that fades oleh time.
A dream that
reality wakes
every time
she's sad.
Dreams
can be cruel,
imagination
has nothing
to do with reality.
And yet,
we still
live in imagination
partly.
Once
a girl made a wish.
But
happiness
doesn't live here.
Sadness is eternal.
And yet,
wishes are something
we still long for.
To love
and be loved,
unconditional and pure love
is what we all want,
a piece of happiness
to be ours,
sorrow to find its end.
Once
a girl had a dream.
Darkness is there light...
they hurt other people emotionly and physicaly...
Why do they do this...
i dont know... to mabie feel confort.. from being left out.... mabiey there jelouse of u... dont be a monster... dont hurt other people emotionly and physicaly... so dont hurt others.. dont be cruel ..but be your self.. dont let them bring u down to there level... ignore there crewl komentar and tourchureious words... be you... dont let them hurt ur self.. stand up to them.. but dont fight with fists only with strong words .. be assertive.. give them a stern look in the eye.. dont back down... stay strong and proseper threw there darkness.. make light.. for light is ur key.. even if they hurt u.. make light come in.. and never back down..
they hurt other people emotionly and physicaly...
Why do they do this...
i dont know... to mabie feel confort.. from being left out.... mabiey there jelouse of u... dont be a monster... dont hurt other people emotionly and physicaly... so dont hurt others.. dont be cruel ..but be your self.. dont let them bring u down to there level... ignore there crewl komentar and tourchureious words... be you... dont let them hurt ur self.. stand up to them.. but dont fight with fists only with strong words .. be assertive.. give them a stern look in the eye.. dont back down... stay strong and proseper threw there darkness.. make light.. for light is ur key.. even if they hurt u.. make light come in.. and never back down..
