anda said...
anda said
anda would
try to make
this up.
anda said
anda wanted
me oleh your side.
anda said
I would be happy,
I would be
happy this time.
anda said.
anda said
anda wanted
the fresh start
for us,
anda said
anda wanted us
back,
anda wanted
me back.
anda promised.
anda said
anda would
try,
anda said
that things
would be better
this time,
anda said
I would feel
better
from now.
Remember,
anda said.
No lebih tears,
anda said,
no more
empty words,
remember?
anda said.
anda said
anda wanted
a fresh start
for us.
anda said,
no lebih pain,
anda said,
no more.
And no lebih lies
now I say,
sell them
some where else.
Broken promises,
that's all
anda gave,
no lebih pain,
that's what
anda said.
THe world is cruel,
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one hari someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate anda for who anda are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because anda have white skin
because I have two dads
because anda have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge anda by.
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one hari someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate anda for who anda are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because anda have white skin
because I have two dads
because anda have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge anda by.
anda seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows anda
like a hook,
won't let anda go,
won't leave anda alone.
anda smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that anda hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves anda not,
anda don't see the malaikat on
your shoulder,
trying to give anda a strength.
anda long for life
that anda don't know of,
anda seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.
why did anda cheat on me?
why did I deserve that?
I loved anda so much, I still do,
and if anda asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I cinta you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved anda and anda just threw it away,
but that's it im done with anda now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing anda ever had,
anda don't know what anda have got until anda loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
why did I deserve that?
I loved anda so much, I still do,
and if anda asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I cinta you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved anda and anda just threw it away,
but that's it im done with anda now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing anda ever had,
anda don't know what anda have got until anda loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
sorry for hateing you
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting anda sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if anda are hear membaca this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if anda will not forgive me i chose to be mad at anda when anda tried to apolagize
just know this friends are forever
i will keep anda in my head if i forget ill still have anda in my heart
and hopefully anda will keep me in yours now your gone anda wont see me but anda have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to lebih then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting anda sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if anda are hear membaca this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if anda will not forgive me i chose to be mad at anda when anda tried to apolagize
just know this friends are forever
i will keep anda in my head if i forget ill still have anda in my heart
and hopefully anda will keep me in yours now your gone anda wont see me but anda have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to lebih then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
I pindah a hundred steps
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I pindah behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I pindah between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of gin slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your cinta is a drug
your cinta is my high
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I pindah behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I pindah between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of gin slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your cinta is a drug
your cinta is my high
As life flutters oleh on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My jantung leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters oleh on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My jantung leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters oleh on Angel's wings
