Silent cry

Go to sleep if anda dare
No matter where anda go guilt will follow anda there
Don't be scared atau affraid
Guilt will tampil anda all the mistakes you've made
It can eat anda alive
The only way to survive is to tell the pahit truth
If anda live out the rest of your days
You'll never escape it you'll be trapped in it's maze
Struggling to forget the guilt in your shallow soul
That is forever rising like a api when anda add coal
Your guilt drives anda insane and follows anda forever
You'll go to your grave with it unless anda
Never tell another lie as long as anda live

The End

For Now Anyways

Don't Be Affraid

ROMANCE

Romance, who loves to nod and sing,
With drowsy head and folded wing,
Among the green leaves as they shake
Far down within some shadowy lake,
To me a painted paroquet
Hath been a most familiar bird
Taught me my alphabet to say
To lisp my very earliest word
While in the wild wood I did lie,
A child- with a most knowing eye.

Of late, eternal condor years
So shake the very Heaven on high
With tumult as they thunder by,
I have no time for idle cares
Through gazing on the unquiet sky.
And when an jam with calmer wings
Its down upon my spirit flings
That little time with lyre and rhyme
To while away- forbidden things !
My jantung would feel to be a crime
Unless it trembled with the strings.

Eldorado

Gaily bedight,
A gallant knight,
In sunshine and shadow,
Had journeyed long,
bernyanyi a song,
In cari for Eldorado.

But he grew old –
This knight so bold –
And o’er his jantung a shadow
Fell, as he found
No spot of ground
That looked like Eldorado

And, as his strength
Failed at length,
He met a pilgrim shadow –
“Shadow,” berkata he ,
“Where can it be, -
This land of Eldorado?”

“Over the Mountains
Of the moon,
Down the Valley of the Shadow,
Ride , boldly ride,”
The shade replied,
“If anda seek for Eldorado!”

- Edgar Allan Poe

cry, cry, let the tears roll down.
the willows will weep for thee.
oleh the river i see thine frown.
and thine bloodshot eyes see me.

the bunga covered in morning dew.
droop and hang their heads.
the water runs on one atau two.
they cry into the riverbed.

i wade across the water cold.
to embrace anda in my arms.
for be anda young atau be anda old.
a hug will do no harm.

anda see me fight the current.
as i try to get across.
i see the helping hand anda lend.
and i see the tears have lost.

anda smile and, despite being sodden.
anda membungkus, bungkus your arms around me.
the darkness inside anda has finally fallen.
and i know that sad anda will never be.

Many days since we were apart have passed,
and each one of us lived their lives.
Can't anda see where anda are now?
anda and me where now?..

I am very sorry for us,
that parting shouldn't have happened to us.
But what can I say?
My jantung has expired!

But I can't blame you,
this was the life fault.


Oh darling, even if had passed billion years would never forget who eased my mind such as you!
Come back please!

Who's else anda can feel the peace of mind with?
I swear my life without anda isn't a life,
anda still on my mind.
Come back again!


Wasn't me, weren't you, but the life fault.

* Tick tick tick tick tick*

That sound...where have I heard it before?

* Tick tick tick tick tick*

That sound.....it sounds so fimliar...where have I heard it before?

My jantung stops as I remember......

That the sound of my memories fading into nothing...but vague dreams.

Vague dreams that I do not want to remember....but have to...or everything will stop.

*Tick tick tick tick*

How much time left...until it all disappears?....

* tick....tick...tick...*

Ah, there it goes...the memories I had of you...of them.

They are starting to leave ...to fade.

*Tick.*

Haha, there....it's done.


*Click*

Remember Forever....nothing ever really disappears ....

I will never involve myself
in any-thing that isn't estranged
from me being inside your jantung
and soul that anda expose only
to me.

As anda find an impylse to
any-kind of reason that will
imply me being amazed by
what anda do with your life as
it comes to you.

inside your jantung and
your soul, lies a man
that cannot stand on
his own two feet alone,
as he looks for ways to
escape the terrifying
out-look on the life that
he wants and needs to
leave out now.

But anda carry the weight
of cinta on your shoulders
as anda give away your delayed
response to the pertanyaan that
seem to be playing around inside
your mind as of right now.

Their body, glistening in the moonlight
Their hooves going
"Clippity clop, clippity clop"
Running faster than the wind
Its mane flowing in the air
Around and around the track it goes
Not stopping
Faster and faster the jantung is pumping
Heaving, breath after breath
One hoof goes over the other
Nostrils flaring
Its green eyes lighting up
The bit squeezes the jaw
The whip thundering down onto the horse
Crossing the finish line
Being rewarded with glory
And back into it's lonely stable it goes

Your words trasform me
And mandi, shower upon me like a water fall
Your touch so calm as the sea
Makes me come alive
Only to be turned off when anda leave
The thought of anda helps me to survive
I stare at anda from affar
Waiting for anda to notice me
My cinta for anda slowly burning out like a bintang
And finnaly dying out
With no feelings left at all

Why do I feel this way
Like I want to scream
Like my mouths on mute and I have nothing to say
Do I need anda to be my cruch
When I'm hurt
Do I rely on anda depend on anda and such
And why do I dream of anda every night
And think of anda everyday
Even though your out of my eyesight

cinta is enough: though the world be a-waning,
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
And this hari draw a veil over all deeds passed over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter:
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter
These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes lingkaran moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that cinta would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

Life
What if Life Happens
Life dose happen
What if i Cant Take it
ill Take it
What if.....,
anda say ur nothing
i know ur Everything
Cover ur jantung With my Soul
I Hate u
Hatred
Sarrow
pain
Love
You
Forevever
Tonite stay with me
Close ur Eyes And Let the Heavans dream
Tomorrow cinta me say my name
Your Voice like Angels
Everything
u are
Nothin
i am
cinta
We are
Compadable
never leave me
I Never Hurt
Sorrow
Despair
Pain
Anxiaty
Never
you
Never
Me
Come to me i will cinta anda in a world That has Forgotton
I Rember
I Rember ur Name Frome the first time we met
I Rember
Sadness Tell me You
anda Cant Tell a Sad Story To jantung Thats Been Torn
anda Can Tell me cuz my Torn jantung Just Morns
Groken peises Falling Down
We Are
I am
Coming to an End
Hatred
Me
cinta
You
Never Fix me
Never cinta Me
never HURT me

There are times
when I feel your presence
at my side

There are times
when I hear anda say
it will be alright

There are times
when I see
your face in a crowd
and I turn around

There are times
when I miss you
and my jantung begins to ache
and I smile through the pain

But then there are times
when I realize
this is just the way
it has to be
there’s no anda and me
This poems (not written oleh me) are dedicared to my best friends who I missed very badly.

There are times when
I feel strong
and I know that I
can finally pindah on

There are times when
my mind is at ease
and I can enjoy life
and all it can bring

There are times when
I miss you
and times when I’m okay
it’s getting better everyday

No matter how much time
there is in this life
I’ll think of you
from time to time
and remember anda with a smile.

In this night
composed of beads sprinkled
of the memories and remembrance of
the days that sill live in the hearts of sorrow.


In this night
I cari for one soul
who can understand my thoughts,
in this night I whisper...


Your name like a blessing,
your hug like a consolation.


In this night,
magic is real,
weakness of the past has been stopped
oleh this moment of fidelity,
this moment belongs to us.


Make my demons go away,
I know,you're the only one,
the only one who can stop the pain.


Beads are sprinkled all over,
this beads of past,
rolling to the floor to my foot
just to remind me,
just to punish me
for the days when my strength
was gone,
when I was gone,
burried oleh the thoughts of darkness and grief.


But this night belongs to magic,
the magic of your presence,
this night will forgive my weakness,
so I shall forgive,
I will pick these beads and I will be free,
fear won't find me,
the night will forgive me.

In the silence of
your thoughts
anda hear the wind of
past.


Wind of memories,
wind that whispers
the most powerful words
that are locked inside your heart.


In the silence of
your words,
anda feel the strength
of the things that have never
been revealed,
the unspoken words that
are hidden in your heart.


In the silence of
your dark
anda see these memories
that are never going to fade.


In the silence of
your heart
anda hear the calling,
anda hear the whisper of
the wind which is sent
oleh the dearest one,
the one that has a special
place in your heart.


That's the silence
of your heart.