cinta

Trying to forget the pain,but everywhere I go,it follows me
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from anda are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like anda were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if anda wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one hari we'll fly together and have those great times again

To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw

Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer

Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure

The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be oleh my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num

Please anda cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave

Pain fills me
Getting hit oleh the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall

Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well

I call for you
But all anda do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down

All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry

They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright

when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters

we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my jantung fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u

This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"

Look what I see there
those mawar are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those bernyanyi birds are very dear to me..

This green rumput freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart

See what I see there
a pelangi after a very heavy rain
those warna can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature

I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am bernyanyi with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.

a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.

When anda hope,
anda expect and wish,
anda have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
anda don’t want them killed,
Hope makes anda stronger,

We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,

Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,

Keep hope close to anda in life,
Sometimes anda need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,

Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,


Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,

Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?

anda and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,

Wish and desire anda jantung out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
anda know what anda want,


Keep hoping till the END……

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still cinta him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my jantung cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile anda see on my face.
Going a single hari without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the selanjutnya day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

Oh Payton why did anda go,
I miss you,
anda never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you

I was always in the dark,
anda were the sun and I was the shade,
anda never even looked at me,
I always thought of you

Without anda I could die,
I was so sad when anda moved,
anda didn't care when anda moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish anda had met me

Every night I can't go to tempat tidur cause
of you,
And each night i wish anda will
pindah back where anda belong,
Also wish anda loved me back
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Hi this is my small poem
Hope anda like it its for
my cinta Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he berkata hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
cinta with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he berkata hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she berkata no for me
And he never ever berkata anything else
to us.

The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from anda and the things you've become.
Don't anda remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do anda remember at all?
Now my hatred for anda is growing strong.
Every insult anda throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much lebih can I take?
Now do anda see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are anda glad that anda killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course anda don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My jantung isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black


So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some friends atau something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:

-OfmiceandDes

This is my first poem. I don't even know if anda would call this a poem, it's just what I was feeling right this moment. komentar tell me what anda think.

What is he thinking? Sometimes I wonder what goes on in a guys mind. I mean when anda look directly into his eyes for the first time atau just that morning when anda pass him in the hallway. What does he think about anda when he sees you. When anda say hi as anda walk oleh him and look him in the eyes,what is he thinking. Is it, why is she looking at me that way atau something else. Some people might think I'm crazy for thinking this but it crosses every girls mind sometime atau another. I pass him in the hall and smile, is it just curiousity atau just me wondering, what does he think about me.

anda Hear My jantung Beat,
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye

But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,

I Want To Tell anda These Things,
I Wish To Sing To anda About These Things!
These Things I Feel When anda Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...

That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.