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anda threw your head back,covering your eyes with the sleeves of your hoodie. anda were trying so hard to not let the nasty tweets get to you. One tear made its way down your face,ruining some of your eyeliner. anda started wiping instantly,fixing your makeup.
"What are anda doing?" Niall walked in,taking your hands away from your watery eyes
anda glanced into his bright eyes,looking away,"Nothing"
"Lemme see your laptop!" Niall shouted as he realized what might have happened
anda shooed him away,"NO,NIALL!"
"GIVE ME THE LAPTOP!" Niall shouted again,taking the laptop from your desk
anda stood selanjutnya to him as he scrolled through all the nasty tweets anda had recieved just an jam ago. Niall glared at the screen,slamming the laptop shut. He stormed towards his room,taking his phone in his hand. anda stayed in your room,hopping up onto the bed.
Eleanor walked in,her hair tied up in a messy bun,"Hey! Niall told me what happened..were anda really listening to those fans?"
"Yeah..I mean,most of the times they say something,they're right!" anda argued,covering your eyes once again as anda lay back
Eleanor sighed,lying down besides you,"Let me tell anda something,they don't know how in cinta anda and Zayn are!"
"ELEANOR! They hate me for being in love. They hate me for even knowing Zayn!" anda screamed,"They think that I'm using him for fame. They think I'm a emas digger. They think I'm a whore. They say I'm a slut. They say our relationship is for publicity! They say I'm using him for everything!! THEY EVEN THINK I'M CHEATING ON HIM!" anda let the tears stream down your face
"I know what you're going through..I got hate as well..but I'm going to tell anda one thing. Don't listen to them! They don't know what they're talking about. If anda were cheating on him,you would know. If you're using him,you would know! So don't listen to them!" Eleanor wiped a tear from your cheek as it started falling
anda stared at her for a while,"I-I miss him so much right now. If he was here..he would've made me feel better..but he's not. Because he's probably looking for a better girl then me. I don't deserve to be with Zayn..." anda got up,"I'll be back,Eleanor. Tell the boys the same."
anda threw your hair into a ponytail,clipping a black bow into your bun. anda shaked your way into your Hollister sweats and put on a tank top. anda stepped into your brown boots,heading out of the house. anda knew it was cold,but anda didn't care right now. anda headed towards the train station. The tweets went through your mind once again...
...@VSpinkZayn anda don't deserve to be with Zayn...
...@VSpinkZayn ur a whore...
...@VSpinkZayn ur pretty,but forreals..ur obviously using Zayn..
...@VSpinkZayn ur a pain in the 1d family's ass...
You waited patiently at the station. anda heard the honking of the selanjutnya train and felt the sun sparkling on your pale skin. anda stood up,stepping onto the tracks.
"Zayn,I want anda to know I've always loved you. Don't end up like me. This is a foolish mistake,but I let the hate get to me. Don't quit the band because of me. Just know I cinta you. I've always loved you. They never knew what we did best. They never knew what anda did to my heart..I will always cinta you,Zayn" anda muttered,shutting your eyes.
anda heard the train approaching you. The honks became lebih frequent and louder. anda held your hands at your side.
"I cinta you,Zayn" anda mutttered as the impact of the train hit you.
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Zayn waited at home,waiting for anda to come home. Not knowing what had went wrong.
"Where is she?! Eleanor,she didn't tell anda where she was going?" Zayn started screaming
Eleanor shook her head,"Zayn,calm do-"
Zayn's phone began ringing. He ran towards the phone,snatching it up quickly. He glanced at the number before answering.
"This is Zayn Malik. WHAT DO anda MEAN SHE'S GONE?!! SHE CAN'T BE GONE!" Zayn screamed into the phone
Zayn hung up the phone,throwing it at the wall. The tears were already streaming down his red face. He waited for the boys to come. He slouched to the floor,blinking.
"I always loved you..." Zayn muttered
