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Louis tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear,”I missed you”
anda nodded,”I-I missed anda too,Lou”
“What’s wrong?” Louis reached out towards you
anda no longer felt his touch as soon as anda opened your eyes,”Louis?”
Perrie took a kursi besides you,engulfing anda in her warm arms. She pat your back softly. Harry surprisingly walked in,his eyes full of sorrow. anda studied each of their eyes,wanting to hit them for not just telling anda right then and there. They made it lebih difficult just looking away from you. anda shut your eyes again,feeling Louis selanjutnya to you,holding your hand tightly.
-“I did it for you,babe” Louis whispered
“Did what?” anda questioned,wanting to just snog him right then and there
Louis sighed,”I commit suicide. The hate got to me. I don’t want anda to be like me. I don’t want anda to let the hate get to you. Being with anda was amazing. I hope one hari we can meet each other again. I cinta you,just know that. Tell the boys to continue singing. To not let my death ‘cause them to break up. Don’t let them. Tell Perrie that her and the girls should keep it up no matter how hurt Zayn is. Tell Harry to not be so depressed about me going away. I know we’re best friends,but I need him to be okay. Please.”
“LOUIS! Why’d anda do it?!” anda practically screamed,squeezing his hand that seemed transparent
“I did it for the sake of our love” Louis muttered,leaning in towards you-
anda opened your eyes,”H-he’s gone,isn’t he?”
Perrie bit her bottom lip,”I’m sorry,baba. He loved you.”
Harry handed anda a letter,shutting his eyes and giving anda a beruang hug. He tried to release anda from the hug but anda still had him in your arms.
“H-harry..I..I cinta you,okay?” anda whispered
Harry smiled slightly,trying,”T-thank you”
anda opened the letter~
To my beautiful girlfriend<3
I’m guessing you’re wondering where I am. Why I’m not with anda in the bed. Why I’m not engulfing anda in hugs. You’re wondering why am I so dumb. Well,babe,it was for the best. The hate was getting worse AND worse for me and you. I’m the one that let it get to me. I hope anda don’t either. I just want anda to know,I cinta anda lebih than I should. Keep living. We’ll meet again someday. Tell Haz,Zayn,Nialler,and Li to continue being a band. Don’t let them break up because of me. I cinta you. Don’t go into depression. Just know I miss anda and cinta you. Tell Perrie to not let Zayn go into depression. Tell Dani the same,but for Liam. I miss you,babe. I’m sorry that I did this. I did it for the sake of us. I couldn’t take people hating on us together. I cinta anda all. xxx
“No. No,this isn’t the end! THIS ISN’T THE END OF HIM!” anda screamed,clutching onto Harry’s shirt.
Harry sighed,”I know that you’re not going to believe this,but it was possibly for the best of him. He had started cutting and taking pills. I knew anda didn’t notice. That’s why he always wore longsleeves. “
anda groaned,”I could’ve saved him,but no. I was so concieded and all I cared about was ME getting hate from fans. Those fan are the reason Louis isn’t here. He could’ve came halaman awal and I would’ve ran into his arms..and..and” anda burst into tears,”I need him.”
Harry and Perrie both stood up from the bed,heading out the door. anda could tell they knew anda wanted privacy right now. anda shut the door,locking it. anda knocked on the door to see if anyone was passing by. No one tried opening the door,you ran to the cabinets in the white restroom sink. anda grabbed a razor,quietly slamming the cabinet door. anda never wanted to go back to the old days,but anda were doing it for Louis. anda dug the razor into your skin,pressing it deeply. anda pulled it away to see your red blood stain the white tiles of the floor. A small smile appeared on your face. anda pressed the razor to your skin once again,digging it in your skin. anda threw the razor to the ground as lebih blood started flowing onto the floor. A pill bottle labelled DO NOT TAKE IF anda HAVE DEPRESSION were obviously the ones Louis took. They were tightly closed on the sink rim. anda snatched them from the sink rim and threw the top,taking most of them into your mouth. Only 5 of them were left. anda took 2 lebih and felt your eyes getting heavy. anda started swaying from left to right,your vision getting blurry. anda sat down on the cold hard ground,noticing your blood once again. anda smiled up at the ceiling.
“I did it for all of you” anda whispered as your death reached you
Your eyes closed,sending anda away from this place. anda and Louis watched over the boys and the girls in heaven. anda were their guardian angels.
“I cinta you,Louis”
