Chap 20
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the tempat tidur and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do anda come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed oleh him. But anda are the one that I need. anda don’t know how much I cinta you, Niall. anda changed my life at the moment. I heard anda sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t cinta anda as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, anda are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let anda down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will cinta anda till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie anda with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first cinta and I am the one anda cinta most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your jantung cry for love. And anda act like there’s no room, room for me atau anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would pindah out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a anak anjing, anjing love. It was just a anak anjing, anjing love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do anda still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if anda will cinta another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to cinta anda so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see anda cry like this. I cinta you. I have always been in cinta with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft ciuman on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my jantung was shattered into pieces. In a segi tiga, segitiga love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that anda came first atau later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our segi tiga, segitiga love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the foto of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are anda doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are anda burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, anda have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her anak anjing, anjing dog eyes:
“Can anda give me one?”
I berkata with my widened eyes:
“Really? anda want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did anda wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find anda again.”
She laughed:
“Wow anda did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are anda here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do anda think it’s crazy? We saw each other every hari and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier atau lebih beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? anda see? anda are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell berkata that my name was too hard for fan to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I cinta your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do anda think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the tempat tidur and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do anda come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed oleh him. But anda are the one that I need. anda don’t know how much I cinta you, Niall. anda changed my life at the moment. I heard anda sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t cinta anda as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, anda are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let anda down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will cinta anda till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie anda with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first cinta and I am the one anda cinta most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your jantung cry for love. And anda act like there’s no room, room for me atau anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would pindah out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a anak anjing, anjing love. It was just a anak anjing, anjing love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do anda still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if anda will cinta another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to cinta anda so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see anda cry like this. I cinta you. I have always been in cinta with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft ciuman on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my jantung was shattered into pieces. In a segi tiga, segitiga love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that anda came first atau later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our segi tiga, segitiga love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the foto of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are anda doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are anda burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, anda have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her anak anjing, anjing dog eyes:
“Can anda give me one?”
I berkata with my widened eyes:
“Really? anda want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did anda wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find anda again.”
She laughed:
“Wow anda did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are anda here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do anda think it’s crazy? We saw each other every hari and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier atau lebih beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? anda see? anda are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell berkata that my name was too hard for fan to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I cinta your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do anda think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
I think everyone feels happy when they see Harry Styles' beautiful smile but I mean like, one menit your depressed then when anda see Harrys smile anda are jumping for joy he has the smile of a hot angel! His smile is magicical it can turn trillions of upset girls into screaming girls just to get a glipse of his wonderful smile! Everyday I go awwwwww! Becuase I'm looking at his smile and its as adorable as him himself! I do it everyday on the phone to my BFF and becuase I'm like awwwwwwwwwwwwww! Right in the middle of her talking and she goes ewwwwwwwwww! And I'm like come on he's hot! How can anda not daydream about him at school right in the middle of a huge test! I mean come on everyones done it once of twice right? Maybe even 100! P.S komentar below if anda have been caught bermimpi about one direction in the middle of a huge test!
It's just been announced that Radio 1 will broadcast The Story Of One Direction between 9-10pm on BBC Radio 1, Monday 2nd April 2012. The press release states;
"One Direction invite Radio 1 Stories to follow them as they hit America for the first time. With full access to the boy band on the road as they tour with Nickleodeon act Big Time Rush, and prepare to launch their debut album in the country, we find out what it's like to be a Brit band breaking the US.
"And breaking it they are - with fan chasing their tourbus down the jalan, street and trying to break into their hotel rooms, pre-sales of the album going stratospheric, an appearance on the Today tampil that drew a larger crowd than Lady Gaga, and US radio hosts comparing the frenzy to Beatlemania."
"With a chance the band, who formed during the 2010 X Factor, are about to break records for the highest US billboard album chart debut, Radio 1 gets the full behind the scenes story.
"Be prepared for the screaming."
"One Direction invite Radio 1 Stories to follow them as they hit America for the first time. With full access to the boy band on the road as they tour with Nickleodeon act Big Time Rush, and prepare to launch their debut album in the country, we find out what it's like to be a Brit band breaking the US.
"And breaking it they are - with fan chasing their tourbus down the jalan, street and trying to break into their hotel rooms, pre-sales of the album going stratospheric, an appearance on the Today tampil that drew a larger crowd than Lady Gaga, and US radio hosts comparing the frenzy to Beatlemania."
"With a chance the band, who formed during the 2010 X Factor, are about to break records for the highest US billboard album chart debut, Radio 1 gets the full behind the scenes story.
"Be prepared for the screaming."
I cinta one direction. harry styles is the best in the band I think. harry was born February 1 1994 in Bromsgrove,Worcestershire, in the west midlands region of England.he and three of his friends formed a band called white Eskimo.harry's favirot warna are red and orange. I like red just like harry. cinta anda harry.i cinta harry,zayn,niall,liam,louis, im going to your consert this year. :) :) see anda there I hope harry gives me his adogaph . l hope anda read this one direction if harry id your faviort coment please