1)Every night, I cry very hard and listen to the song "You Are Not Alone". I miss Michael so much because the world was so cruel to him and hardly anybody understood what a tough life he had starting from childhood. He was abused mentally all his life and many people showed no respect for him even though he was an malaikat on Earth.
2) When I was a little girl around age 2 my sister made me a CD with Smooth Crimninal on it and I loved that song. It was one of my earliest memories. I used to go around saying "Im going to meet the person who wrote this song. Ill see a konser one day. Youll see" when I was 2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-and a bit to 10. When I was 10 I still kept that CD close to my jantung and still listened to the jackson 5 just didnt know michael jackson sang any of those songs. I didnt know he wrote such amazing songs that I loved. On June 25th 2009, I watched Michael Memorial and I felt so defeated when they played smooth criminal I knew I missed my chance. I ended up deafeated, ruined oleh shame and gave up on the whole thing because my dreams were crushed. For 1 year, he didnt menyeberang, salib my mind. Then one bulan ago, I decided I had waited long enough and went to find my CD. Unfortunetly, It was lost. I watched the video on youtube and fell in cinta allover again. Then I made up my mind. I would dedicate my life to making Michael proud in heaven and doing things that would make him smile.
3)When people diss michael I feel the pain like he would. I would much rather them diss me than him. "I have a jantung and I have feeling. I feel that. Dont do it."~ Michael Jackson
4) I used to be really upset when my friends started girl drama for no reason atau a stupid reasont hat doesnt matter. I dotn care anymore because I know I have friends up in heaven like Michael and they are watching me and are with me with every step I take.
5) This is strange yet stupid. I am not afraid to die. Im not going to kill myself I just mean if it is my time then I am not afraid and never will be. I know that when it is my time and I go to heaven, I will fulfill my long lost dreamsand meet who I always wanted to.
6)When I was 5, I watched the living with michael jackson documentery. I was a VERY mature 5 tahun old. I couldnt find a thing wrong with Michael. I knew about rape and all that but the man seemed so innocent. I can tell when someone is lying and I can ready eyes like some can read palms. I looked into his eyes and saw the pure innocence. I could never find a thing wrong with michael. Only Martin Bashir. That is why I hate Martin Bashir so much. Because he ruined him like death ruined me.