What Did anda do on 25thjune 2009?

Well my brother first told me the bad news, I didn't believe him but when he showed me the footage on TV I cried my eyes out. Everyone tried to cheer me up but it just wouldn't work. For the selanjutnya 2 weeks all I did was stay in my room listening to Michael's musik and looking at pictures of him while crying. I felt HORRIBLE! What cheered me up was when my brother lectured me, he couldn't see me cry no longer so he said,"STOP IT! I CAN'T SEE anda SUFFER LIKE THIS! Michael wouldn't want anda to cry! He would want anda to remember him in a good way! Besides he's looking down at anda right now feeling sad, it hurts him watching all of his fan crying. He doesn't want to see anda cry so just stop it already!" That made me stop crying...but it didn't help the sad feeling in my heart. To this hari im doing all right, but once in a while I get that feeling and just cry for a couple of minutes. Michael was and is the best...no one can replace him.

June 25th I was having a good day. Then on my way halaman awal with my Mom, my Grandmom called us and berkata that she heard MJ died. I was lebih in shock than anything else. As soon as we got halaman awal we turned on CNN. And that's when we found out he died. My mom cried so hard. I was in shock and disbelief on that day. I didn't cry until the selanjutnya day. That's when I started getting sad about it. But I moved on now!

That hari was alright at the beggining. I went to school like always and then I came back. I had lunch and while I was doing my homework I heard my mum saying : "PALOMA! COME HERE QUICK!" "I'm doing my homework mum" I said.
"Then don't tell me that I didn't tell you!"
*I walked over*
The tv was on and the news reporter was saying that Michael was very bad in the hospital and that he was barely breathing something like that..I prayed and I got scared at the moment..prayed..prayed and then after like 2 hours yang lalu , "Michael Jackson just died" on the tv. I was like "Oh my god" *Leaving a tear* and my mum hugged me saying : "I know it's not fair." "He was so young."
It was horrible :'(

I remember that HORRIBLE hari like it was yesterday.I was watching tv in my room when my aunt rushes in crying.I say "what's wrong" She just wordlessly turns on the tv.Channel 5 nbc news. " Just in,michael jackson otherwise known as the king of pop has beeen hospitalized due to cardiac arrest. Jackson was found in his rented mansion alive ,but hardly breathing,HIs phisycian Dr.Conrad Murray called 911 sayin a man was down.Emergency services immediatly drove to jacksons home.We await news of JAcksons stability... CLICK. i TURNED OF THE TV NOT WANTING TO BELIEVE.I stand there for 30 menit just staring,no tears jsut staring Could it be true. My aunt berkata "your not going to know if anda do't turn back on the tv. I turn it on and in big bold letters. "MICHAEL JACKSON"pronounced dead. Thats when the tears start to fall uncontrollably.Gone,the one man i cinta gone. My aunt just sits there letting me cry out my heart. Then she berkata the words that changed me. She berkata the words that made me this sad,depressed girl I am today.They were wise words but they just ripped out my scarred unhealed heart. " remember him in life and not in death,thats how he would want it."

To this hari i don' smile atau laugh like i use too,i sit in my room reading,listening and watching the man i love. I dont think it will ever get better. That is the reason why i am hear,to protect him from allof the drama that people still have to say about him. to do waht i have to do as a fan...

Oh!The worst hari of my life!
Well at the beggining of the hari I went to my gitar lessons, then my gitar teacher told me that Michael died today, but I didn't bealive, I just thought that it was another press jokes. But when I went halaman awal I surfed the internet and all the sites had this: "Michael Jackson has just died" and this kind of stuff. At that time my eyes filled with tears! And then I turned the TV on and saw that every chanel is only speaking about MJs death!I have never felt this way before, it was just so horrible!Even when in my family atau someone I have known for a long time died I never felt this way!I thought I need some fresh air, and I opened the window, but when I looked outside the world seemd so different!I thought that the world is nothing without him! And then I couldn't spent my summer vacations, all I did was sit there and watch,listen to Michael!It was so horrible day!And I just don't want to talk about it so much cuz I will cry and feel that pain again!sorry!

His jantung is the jantung that makes our jantung beat!
Miss Michael so so much!

I was coming halaman awal work and was with my parents in the car when they told me Farrah Fawsett died and I was sad about that and wanted to look he up on the internet. Mind anda I wasn't a fan of Michaels at the time, Im sad that I wasn't a true fan earlier.. Well, after I came halaman awal I turned on the computer and saw on the webpage that I had set on had that Michael was in the hospital for cardiac arrest, I was shocked! Then I kept on watching and membaca on the net to see if Michael was going to be fine.. I was so sad that it turn out that he died later on. Then I decided to watch Moonwalker on YouTube after I came halaman awal after work that hari and I have been a true fan ever since then I hope I don't ever stop being one!

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as a hari gose's oleh a teardrop in my eye
all we once had suddley went bye ..............................................................i cried my eyes out and still today i do it hopeing that michael's deth was just a lie :'(