This is what I imagine Amelia to look like.
Summer… hari 1, one big happy party?
“Be sure to be here on time before dinner. I won’t have anda looking like… Well, that.” My mother pointed to my clothes.
“Sure whatever anda say.” I berkata with just a hint of sarcasm that was just enough for her to notice.
“You listen here young lady anda are dam straight that it’s whatever I say and I will not have anda making a spectacle of this family.” She was definitely sent over the edge on this one.
I haven’t heard my mother curse since…
“Do I need repeat myself?” She narrowed her eyes toward me.
“No.” And I walked out the door.
I began running on the cream colored sand. It was a nice hari out. Blue skies all around accept for one way off in the distance. I tried to keep my eyes straight ahead, but they seemed to have minds of their own. I would either look at the ocean atau the sand. Mainly it was the sand.
My iPod began to play Coldplay’s lost. I liked the song and the name didn’t really fit.
“Just because I’m losing
Doesn’t mean I’m lost
Doesn’t mean I’ll stop
Doesn’t mean I’ll cross
Just because I’m hurting
Doesn’t mean I’m hurt
Doesn’t mean I didn’t get what I deserved
No better atau no worse “
Then the chorus and the AMAZING gitar solo. The song is truly brilliant and relatable. (So tell me… WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD THEY NAME IT THAT??? )
As I got lost in the musik I barley heard someone yell.
“LOOK OUT!!!” and out of nowhere I was knock down to the ground.
Okay so this is not how I would like my days to start off as…
1.I get my mother angry AGAIN!
2.I completely ignore ALL of my surroundings making myself look like an idiot.
3.Getting knocked of my feet oleh a flying foot ball. Did I mention I look like an idiot?!
“Hey are anda all right?”
I looked up, but all I could see was the sun blinding me.
“You know normally when anda have to ask if someone if they’re alright atau not. They’re usually not, but in this case consider yourself lucky.” I answer back a little bit annoyed. He laughed a little, but contained it.
My head was killing me, but I would never admit it if someone were to ask me.
I always had bad luck with any sport that had anything to do with a ball. Now it was confirmed that it was indeed true. Balls were definitely out to get me.
The man grabbed my hands and pulled me to my feet with such ease.
Wow, was all I could think when I looked into his eyes. They were mysterious and almost black looking eyes. He had tanned skin. Black hair that reached his ears and that had been sun bleached to the point of so many natural looking highlights. His teeth were perfectly straight and pure white. He was definitely muscular. A six pack of course and brad shoulders. He was tall probably around 6’6.
Okay so maybe getting hit in the head wasn’t so bad, but still Amelia knew better this guy was definitely not her type and even if he was would she go out with him.
“I’m Greg.” He held out his hand.
“Amelia.” She shook his hand. “Some people like to call me Mel atau Lily.” She left out the part the she hadn’t been called those names for months.
“I’m sorry about that… Umm…My friend and I can get kind of out of control sometimes.” He nervously ran his fingers through perfect hair. “Um…Is there any way that I can make it up to you?”
He didn’t seem to take notice that he had better hair than Amelia. All she had done to her hair this morning was throw it up into a messy bun. atau the fact that he was nicely dressed and she wasn’t. All she was wearing were sneakers full of sand, a tank puncak, atas and a pair of white shorts. If he had there is no way he would be trying to make a pindah on her. In that case there must be something wrong with him.
“Would anda like to go to a party that I’m going to tonight?” He was so nervous and shy.
Ok what was she suppose to say? No? It would crush the guy and she would ruin her chances at him. As much as she hated to admit to herself she was no doubt attracted to him.
“Sure. What time?” She had surprised herself oleh those words.
Maybe it was because she wanted to avoid her mother’s silly attempts to set her up like she was some great match maker. Just because she moved on a week after her father’s death to some jerk sob didn’t mean she had the right to mess up her life even though it was already messed up enough.
atau maybe it was because the guy seemed sweet and she liked him, but for whatever the reason she had berkata the words regardless.
“Around 5:00 would that work?” He seemed to be gaining confidence. She liked that.
“Yeah... Um… 5 would be great... I live just down to beach. It’s the only white house anda can’t miss it.” She really did mean anda can’t miss the house.
Her mother’s boyfriend helped pay for the mansion. Not mention they lived together like some big happy family. They weren’t even married yet and they acted as though her father never existed like she and her brother and sister were just inconveniences.
“Great. See anda tonight then?”
“See anda tonight”
“Oh! Are anda a vegetarian?” He asked shyly.
“No. Why?” He seemed relieved.
“I was just wondering. I was planning on taking anda to dinner?”
“Oh. That sounds great!”
“Good.” He smiled a glorious smile. “See anda later.”
“Later”
She turned and began walking back to her house. She got about ten feet and turn to see if he was looking. She blushed. He was starring straight at her. She quickly turned and picked up speed.
When she got back to her house the clock berkata 1:00. She striped down and jumped into the shower. When she was done she looked in the mirror she was shocked when she saw the faint mark on her forehead from the football.
“Crap.” She whispered underneath her breath.
A few hours later she was changed and ready for her date…
So I will try to post tomorrow, but I have a very busy week ahead! So it might be a couple of days:(... Well see though! I hope anda liked it! Please keep telling me your thoughts and I will do my best to fix things up. I'd cinta to know your thoughts!
Soundtrack don't worry it's not set yet! So it's just temporary.
1.Coldplay-Lost
2.The Fray-Look After You
3.A Fine Frenzy-Blow Away
4.Imogen Heap-Headlock
5.The Airborne Toxic Event-Sometime Around Midnight
6.One Republic-All The Right Moves
7.Ashley Tisdale-Crank It Up
Do anda guys have any other songs for me?
It seems like heartbreak will be the only aspect of cinta I'll ever be acquainted with and the girls that break my jantung will be the only ones I fall for. I know I can be kinda shallow but I want someone who I can think to myself "she's gorgeous". It seems as if I'll never have that. Even if I'm willing to give up my individuality, be manipulated and abused oleh them they will still only end up leaving me. It almost seems as if cinta is mocking me atau maybe it's my own personal problems. Does anybody else feel like a relationship is there reason for being happy rather than it just being a bonus? I never feel complete and I think I'll never feel true happy unless I find a relationship. </3
In the morning when I wake up
And I open up my eyes,
I feel an aching in my heart
That's when I realize.
How much I really miss you
And long to have anda near.
My jantung is filled with sadness,
And my eyes are filled with tears.
At different times through out the day,
I find I'm missing you.
And I wonder if, perhaps a bit,
Maybe anda miss me too.
I miss anda in the shower,
When I'm in there all alone.
And when I want to hear your voice,
And call anda on the phone.
When I check my e-mail
And find there's nothing there.
I can't help it that I worry,
And I put anda in my prayers.
I think oleh now it's aman, brankas to say,
That I miss anda very much,
And my jantung will never be the same
Since it suffered Cupids touch.
And I open up my eyes,
I feel an aching in my heart
That's when I realize.
How much I really miss you
And long to have anda near.
My jantung is filled with sadness,
And my eyes are filled with tears.
At different times through out the day,
I find I'm missing you.
And I wonder if, perhaps a bit,
Maybe anda miss me too.
I miss anda in the shower,
When I'm in there all alone.
And when I want to hear your voice,
And call anda on the phone.
When I check my e-mail
And find there's nothing there.
I can't help it that I worry,
And I put anda in my prayers.
I think oleh now it's aman, brankas to say,
That I miss anda very much,
And my jantung will never be the same
Since it suffered Cupids touch.
