There has been darkness in my life.
Misery, pain.
I felt like I could never laugh again.
People laughed about me.
Guys cheated on me.
My parents saw me as a kid and nothing more.
I've been hurt so many times.
I had a couple of friends helping me.
anda were one of them.
A very special friend.
anda read a poem written oleh me.
I was talking about suicide.
It made anda sad.
Together with another friend anda cheered me up.
Tried to give advice.
It helped a lot.
For a while.
anda saved my life.
We started talking more.
I talked to anda and your best friend.
I cinta both of anda guys.
But in a different way.
Your friend was like a brother to me.
He cheered me up.
Made me laugh.
But you, anda were lebih serious.
anda seemed so wise.
Even though anda got sick of it, anda listened.
anda listened to all of the stories I told.
The story of my life.
anda were the one who gave advice.
And I realized I feel lebih for you.
lebih than just friendship.
Without anda I felt incomplete.
Talking to anda made my day.
But at that time I wasn't clever enough.
To see that anda were made for me.
I thought it was somebody else.
Then there was that night.
I wasn't talking to you.
Had no help, no saran from you.
Only a message from my ex.
Telling "I don't cinta you"
"Do whatever anda want"
He didn't mean it like that.
But I felt pain inside.
So I finally did what I was talking about.
I tried to end my life.
When I woke up at the hospital.
Everything was clear.
I didn't hurt anyone.
But myself, my family and all my friends.
I tried to hurt my ex.
And that was the last thing I did.
I brought my parents trouble.
My friends worry.
Myself a psychologist.
And tears into your eyes.
The last thing I wanted.
Was what I got.
The first one I talked to...
was you.
Not realizing how much I hurt you.
And still I got back to the one who hurt me.
Until he left me again.
I felt like killing myself again.
Though I knew what happened the last time.
And now anda were there to stop me.
anda and all my friends.
This is how I survived.
But then there was a hole.
A deep black hole in my heart.
I thought I could never cinta again.
All these guys who talked to me.
I tried to cinta and I felt shame.
Shame for not being able to love.
Why didn't I cinta them?
While they were loving me.
But...
Soon we talked more.
It made me realize a lot.
Finally I understood.
anda have always been there for me.
anda beautiful angel.
Sent from heaven to save my life.
Sent to make me complete.
anda are my soulmate.
Now there was this feeling in my heart.
Stronger than ever before.
And I knew I cinta you.
And I was shy.
But I told you.
Scared that I would get hurt again.
But anda are different.
Not like any other guy.
And since we were made for each other.
anda cinta me back.
anda made my life shine again.
From the hari we have been a couple.
From the hari we first hugged and kissed.
I have been a new person again.
Feeling so loved and happy.
I just hope anda will never hurt me.
Cause there is this feeling in my heart.
It says
Thank anda so much for everything.
anda are my angel, my life.
It makes sense cause my life is beautiful now.
anda are my beautiful life.
And most of all.
There is this sure feeling.
The one that says
I will cinta anda forever
<33333 thank anda so much for everything Mário!!! I cinta anda lebih than anything! *-*
Misery, pain.
I felt like I could never laugh again.
People laughed about me.
Guys cheated on me.
My parents saw me as a kid and nothing more.
I've been hurt so many times.
I had a couple of friends helping me.
anda were one of them.
A very special friend.
anda read a poem written oleh me.
I was talking about suicide.
It made anda sad.
Together with another friend anda cheered me up.
Tried to give advice.
It helped a lot.
For a while.
anda saved my life.
We started talking more.
I talked to anda and your best friend.
I cinta both of anda guys.
But in a different way.
Your friend was like a brother to me.
He cheered me up.
Made me laugh.
But you, anda were lebih serious.
anda seemed so wise.
Even though anda got sick of it, anda listened.
anda listened to all of the stories I told.
The story of my life.
anda were the one who gave advice.
And I realized I feel lebih for you.
lebih than just friendship.
Without anda I felt incomplete.
Talking to anda made my day.
But at that time I wasn't clever enough.
To see that anda were made for me.
I thought it was somebody else.
Then there was that night.
I wasn't talking to you.
Had no help, no saran from you.
Only a message from my ex.
Telling "I don't cinta you"
"Do whatever anda want"
He didn't mean it like that.
But I felt pain inside.
So I finally did what I was talking about.
I tried to end my life.
When I woke up at the hospital.
Everything was clear.
I didn't hurt anyone.
But myself, my family and all my friends.
I tried to hurt my ex.
And that was the last thing I did.
I brought my parents trouble.
My friends worry.
Myself a psychologist.
And tears into your eyes.
The last thing I wanted.
Was what I got.
The first one I talked to...
was you.
Not realizing how much I hurt you.
And still I got back to the one who hurt me.
Until he left me again.
I felt like killing myself again.
Though I knew what happened the last time.
And now anda were there to stop me.
anda and all my friends.
This is how I survived.
But then there was a hole.
A deep black hole in my heart.
I thought I could never cinta again.
All these guys who talked to me.
I tried to cinta and I felt shame.
Shame for not being able to love.
Why didn't I cinta them?
While they were loving me.
But...
Soon we talked more.
It made me realize a lot.
Finally I understood.
anda have always been there for me.
anda beautiful angel.
Sent from heaven to save my life.
Sent to make me complete.
anda are my soulmate.
Now there was this feeling in my heart.
Stronger than ever before.
And I knew I cinta you.
And I was shy.
But I told you.
Scared that I would get hurt again.
But anda are different.
Not like any other guy.
And since we were made for each other.
anda cinta me back.
anda made my life shine again.
From the hari we have been a couple.
From the hari we first hugged and kissed.
I have been a new person again.
Feeling so loved and happy.
I just hope anda will never hurt me.
Cause there is this feeling in my heart.
It says
Thank anda so much for everything.
anda are my angel, my life.
It makes sense cause my life is beautiful now.
anda are my beautiful life.
And most of all.
There is this sure feeling.
The one that says
I will cinta anda forever
<33333 thank anda so much for everything Mário!!! I cinta anda lebih than anything! *-*