"He doesnt cinta and care for anda like I do!"
"Plea" she stopped dead in her sentence; taking in the words I said, she looked down. At this time, all I wanted was to sprint right through the door and never look back. But my feet were glued to the ground. My throat fell dry and my jantung beat had stopped. Taking a deep breath, I finally said,
"I know it wasnt what anda expected. but I cant hide the fact that Im totally in cinta with you. Ever since 2 nd form, on Valentines hari at school when anda gave me what was our friendship bracelet on the stairs, I fell. And Im sorry I did, because I know there is no possible way that we could be. I cant take the idea of me and anda friends anymore, so if anda want me out of your life, Im okay with it because I knew I never had a chance to begin with."
After some awkward minutes, she finally looked up at me through her beautiful brown eyes my jantung could guess the answer. She chose him.
"Im sorry I -" she whispered before I dashed out of her room , wiping the worthless tears that had spilled on my cheek. How could I be so stupid, so foolish, to fall in cinta with my best friend who is married? I knew I was no where to compare to Sterling Knight atau even to match up to Demi Lovato but as I berkata before I was foolish, so stupid. My feet felt weak as I sprinted down the endless stairs and my body as though it would collapse any minute.
"Joe! "I heard her shout after me, but I continued racing to my car which was only centimeters away.
I looked back up to see her standing on her porch looking down on me with a jubah over her nightmare. I used my hand signaling that I was going and leapt in the car hoping she wouldnt have seen the tears that kept on falling.
It doesnt make sense anymore,
There isnt any reason to live,
Everything that has ever mattered has fallen apart
And nothing will turn into everything I will ever have.
