Hello everybody! I am back with a loooooong chapter, I am sorry that I just updated now, but I didn't really have time for writing. Hope anda will like this! Hugs and kisses ;-) (L)
2 months later
- Hey, honey!
- Yes? – Hugh looked up from an American tabloid.
- I thought about going to the theatre tonight… what do anda think?
- Ok… sure but anda don’t have to ask me for permission, anda know – he berkata absentmindedly.
- For permission??? Hugh, I want to go with you! It was an invitation! – Jo berkata in astonishment.
- Oh… well, I am not really in the mood…. – he berkata uncertainly, not wanting to have another argument. Since he was back in London, he felt like as if they were just arguing non-stop.
- I see. I don’t even know why I am surprised anymore. anda don’t want to do anything. anda hardly talk to me atau anyone for that matter. anda haven’t even stepped out of the house since anda came back. What the hell happened Hugh? I mean I thought anda would be happy, that anda could finally come halaman awal to me and our children but it seems to me that anda would rather be anywhere but here. I know anda miss the tampil and your friends but this is your halaman awal Hugh. We could hardly wait for anda to come halaman awal and now that anda are here… anda are further away from us now than when anda were in America. I would like anda to think about this. I will go to the groceries now. – And with that she turned on her heels and walked out of the living-room, leaving Hugh to his thoughts.
- Great…- he murmured to himself throwing the tabloid on the meja with an angry sigh, rubbing his face with his hands. He heaved a sigh than picked up the paper unable to resist looking at a beautiful woman who was caught oleh a paparazzi walking with her boyfriend. – At least anda are happy. – He berkata to himself.
He stood up, put the traitorous paper on the meja and went over to his piano. He hasn’t even had the energy to play. He didn’t have the energy for anything really. When he came home, he thought that finally, he could put his life back in order, as it was supposed to be. However, the menit he stepped through the threshold and laid eyes on his wife, a terrible feeling came over him. He promised himself that he would come back and try, but it seemed impossible, as he couldn’t even find it in himself to feel anything for Jo.
He missed her terribly. He tried to banish her from his thoughts, thinking that it was for the best, but for who, he thought bitterly, because he felt like crap, to be honest. Of course, he was happy to spend time with his children but even they could feel that something is wrong with him, and he couldn’t blame them. Jo was right. He is further away from them than he was ever before. And he very well knew why. He left a part of him there with her. A part he had no idea how to get back, not even sure he wanted to.
He placed his finger on the keys, and started to play and sing softly, knowing that nobody is at home, and he doesn’t have to be afraid of someone overhearing him.
I ignored the signs
I chose to be blind
Now I seek redemption
Kneeling on the floor, practicing remorse…
Flashback
- Come on! anda have to taste this, it’s delicious! - Lisa insisted with a big smile on her face.
- Oh nooo way. I am a man, I don’t eat rabbit food, and anda should know it oleh now. – He berkata with a grin.
- Don’t be ridiculous! It’s not rabbit food. It’s healthy, and anda won’t die if anda taste it just for once. – She berkata scowling.
- Well maybe I won’t die, but still what if I am allergic to this thing… - he berkata with a somber expression, pouting and trying not to laugh at Lisa’s disbelieving face – would anda take the chance?
- Allergic? To tofu? Seriously? That’s your argument? Sorry but anda have to try harder than that if anda want to avoid eating this – she berkata while getting closer and closer to his mouth with a fork of tofu. He tried to avoid it oleh turning his head, smirking triumphantly at her, while she just glared at him.
- No, no, thank anda but I am perfectly fine with my daging panggang, steak over here, and I wouldn’t want anda to stay hungry, so please just eat it without terrorizing me with that stuff – he replied smartly.
- Well smart-ass let me tell anda one thing, anda will have a bite atau anda are going to be in big trouble. – She berkata innocently.
- Really? Well bring it on Lizzy – he said, while waggling his eyebrows, and using the nickname he knew she hated.
- That’s war, anda know. And I hope anda are prepared to get your pantat, keledai kicked oleh a girl – she told him smugly, and without waiting for a come back she attacked him and started tickling him anywhere she could reach him.
- Hey, that’s… not ….fair, L-isa, s –t – op. – he could barely get out a sentence.
- Well do anda surrender? – She asked mischievously.
- No way in hell. – He berkata then grabbed her arm and pulled her out of her kursi determined to tickle her back, until she started to have her giggles.
- Hugh, no no noooooooo – she berkata alarmed, knowing he will have no mercy.
- Well? Are anda going to give up? – He asked her, his hand inches from her side.
- Yes, yes I give up - she berkata between laughs, even if his hands weren’t even touching her. – Just please let me go – she berkata pleadingly.
- Okay. I will forgive anda for your little stunt earlier.
- Thank anda sir. – She stuck her tongue out at him. – Um Hugh, anda know, I didn’t want to tell anda this…. – she began with a nervous voice, sitting back in her chair – but I had a dream about anda last night. – She barely looked up at him and he suddenly became anxious, although he had no idea why.
- What did anda dream about? – When she didn’t answer just put some tofu on her fork with shaking hands he really started to worry. – Lisa, hey, what’s wrong?
- I…. we… okay, I will just get this out of my system – and with one breath she berkata – I dreamt that we had sex yesterday. – she looked up finally, just to see Hugh look like a ikan out of water, and drop his jaw in astonishment. She couldn’t beruang it any longer. She cracked a big smile but quickly showed the tofu in his open mouth. And started to laugh uncontrollably at his expression. Hugh had no other choice than to menelan the food.
- You evil, evil woman. I can’t believe that anda just did that. – he said, trying to frown, but failing miserably when he see just how big of a smile was on her face.
- All is fair in cinta and war…. – she berkata winking, getting out of her chair and planting a ciuman on his cheek, then leaving him with a surprised but not unpleasant feeling in his stomach.
The picture vanished in front of his mind’s eye. He never told her how much he really liked tofu after that. Starting another verse he closed his eyes and let another memory engulf him.
Your memories inside me
Tearing me apart
Even though I try
I can’t draw the line…
Flashback
- Hey guys! What’s up?
- Nothing, we just thought about having a movie night. – berkata Jesse.
- Really? Well that’s a great idea. anda were working really hard in the past couple of months. anda guys deserve to have a break. – Lisa berkata with a kind smile.
- Oh anda are coming as well. – berkata Hugh grinning at Lisa.
- Really? And how do anda know that I don’t have any plans for tonight? – she asked challengingly.
- Well, first of all, anda didn’t say anything about plans for tonight, and we all know if anda had anything to do anda would have already told us about it, anda can’t really keep things to yourself if anda are excited – he berkata ignoring Lisa’s scowl. – Secondly, having program with a new blind tanggal doesn’t count, we are lebih important than that I hope anda know. Thirdly, do not play hard to get we know anda are dying to come. – Hugh berkata smartly while grinning broadly at Lisa, who just glared at him in reply.
- Well if anda insist, I think I can make time for this movie night. So is it going to be the four of us atau were anda planning to invite anybody else?
- Well we should invite Jennifer and Omar, they shouldn’t be left out. – berkata Robert Sean Leonard.
- Good idea.
- Okay, I will ask them. – volunteered Jesse and set off to find the two.
- Well, I am going to practice my lines – with that Robert berkata goodbye as well, leaving alone the two of them.
- So tonight?
- Of course, as anda have already told me that I have no other choice… - she berkata smiling softly at him.
- Have anda read the script?
- Which part?
- Where Selah comes back.
- Oh, yeah.
- You are gonna have the scene anda know. – she berkata a little mysteriously to him.
- What scene? – he had no idea what she was hinting at.
- Oh anda know the tempat tidur scene.
- Ah yes. Why? Jealous? – he winked at her which made her blush a little.
- Nooooo I am perfectly aware of the fact that Cuddy would score in the end – she berkata confidently with a little grin on her face.
- Really? And how do anda know that?
- Well, haven’t anda seen their chemistry? And I have good instincts anda know. – she was smiling widely now.
- That’s great I wouldn’t want to be with anybody else, I mean House, of course. – he berkata while getting up, ready to leave – tonight, don’t forget!
- As if I could – ha faintly heard her murmuring, although he wasn’t sure he heard her correctly, only hoped so.
It was a great night. Lot of laughing, everybody had a good night. That was the first night he thought about what it would be like to ciuman her.
They linger everywhere
Where I can’t reach you
Running is no use
There is no place to hide from you
Flashback
- Do anda know what hari today is?
- Umm… Wednesday, atau is this a tricky question? – ha asked humorously.
- Noooooo. I mean yes, it is Wednesday but what else? – she prompted.
- Umm… we didn’t arrange anything for today, right? - he asked, while desperately trying to cari his memory for any clues.
- Noooooo. – she berkata impatiently now. Tapping her foot on the floor a little.
- Oh… it couldn’t be, could it? I mean anda suuurely wouldn’t be this excited because of a little ciuman scene right? - he asked with a straight face but laughter in his eyes. She only huffed a breath then berkata exasperatedly.
- It’s not just a little kiss. It’s a whole scene; I mean they finally got together, even if it’s just a hallucination. – she glared at him, when his grin only got bigger and bigger.
- Fine. anda can laugh all anda want, but to Cuddy it means a lot.
- But it doesn’t even happen to Cuddy, didn’t anda mean House?
- Umm. Yes. Whatever. In the long run, Cuddy will benefit from it. That’s for sure. – she berkata with such determination, that he started to have a feeling they are not talking about their characters anymore.
- If anda say so…
- Well, I certainly hope so – she said, and he detected something in her eyes, he didn’t see before. There was longing, pain, sadness and something he couldn’t put his finger on. She nodded and started to walk away from him, leaving him there, confused.
- This woman is going to be the death of me. And that is sure. – he muttered to himself.
It was not much later, that he realized that something in her eyes was love.
Every fiber of my body is longing, but no
It’s your turn to let me go
I was generous giving back your heart
But anda broke the deal with keeping mine
Flashback
- Hey, do anda have plans for tonight?
- No, not really. Why? – asked Lisa with a smile.
- Well, I though we could watch some DVD and have makan malam maybe. So, what do anda think?
- Of course, it would be great. Only the two of us? – she asked as an after thought.
- Umm…. Yes. Is it a problem? – he asked in a surprised tone.
- No! Not at all. – she rushed to calm him.
- Are anda sure? Is my wonderful company going to be good enough for you? – he asked mischievously.
- Believe me when I say that it’s going to be lebih than enough. – she replied with a laugh.
- Well then get going. I am starving.
- Tofu? – she grinned at him.
- I think I will pass but thank you. – he berkata while making a face at her, Lisa only laughed at his expression. – what about some Italian?
- That’s fine with me.
- Okay then. Let’s go to my house, and I will order on the way home.
- So is it halaman awal now? – Lisa asked when they arrived at Hugh’s house.
- What?
- You berkata that anda would order on your way home. I just never heard anda use the term halaman awal to your house even though anda live here for lebih than 4 years now. – she berkata curiously.
- Well, LA became my halaman awal I guess, I just never dwell on the thought for long, anda know, it’s still strange a bit. Calling halaman awal this, when my family is in London.
- Yes, I understand. – she berkata with a small smile. They settled into a comfortable silence, when they heard the bell.
- I am going to get it. – after a menit he came back to the dapur and suggested that they should eat in the living-room while watching a film.
- So what do anda want to watch?
- You can choose. Just not something girly. – he added as an after thought.
- You have girly films? – she asked with a wide smile, thinking she could tease him about it later on.
- Well, not me, but Rebecca, anda know. – he berkata defensively.
- Yes, I would say the same if I were you, anda big softie. – she chuckled.
- Pff.,, I am anything but soft.
- Really?
- Really. Want me to prove it?
- Sure, if anda can I mean. – she was openly laughing at him now. Seeing this, Hugh went over to her and picked her up in his arms without a thought and carried her to the dipan, sofa while Lisa giggled uncontrollably.
- Now was that manly enough for you? – he asked winking.
- Yes, anda have proven your point. – she berkata still smiling widely at him.
He had no idea what came over him, but in that moment he wanted nothing lebih than ciuman her. And he did, for once in his life he did something impulsively. And it was the moment when everything started to go wrong between them. The ciuman was soft at first. Tentative even. He could tell Lisa was surprised as hell, to tell the truth he was just as surprised at himself, he wanted to pull away immediately, but he felt that she was ciuman back, and he soon found himself making out with his co-star passionately on his dipan, sofa as if his life depended on it. He never felt that way before, his whole body was on fire, and he poured every hidden emotion in the ciuman which they only broke when the need for air became unbearable. He would never forget those eyes. Filled with lust and love. But soon reality came crashing down on them, and the only thing that remained in her eyes was pain. And he knew for sure that he wouldn’t want to see that expression on her face ever again.
- I’m sorry. Yesus Lisa, I am so sorry.
- You don’t have to be sorry for anything Hugh.
- I kissed anda for goodness shake!
- And I kissed anda back if I am not mistaken. – she berkata in a small voice, full of sadness.
- Still… I shouldn’t have. I am sorry; I have no idea what cam over me. – he couldn’t meet her eyes after this blatant lie, after all he knew very well what came over him. He wanted to ciuman her, it wasn’t an accident. He was attracted to her from hari one, and even though he didn’t let himself acknowledge the fact he fell in cinta with her, somewhere along the way.
- Don’t worry, nothing happened. – she said, while he looked at her dubiously – I think, it would be the best if I go. Just promise me one thing.
- Yes?
- We are going to stay friends. anda are not going to avoid me and wallow in guilt because of our little kiss. – she pleaded.
- I promise.
It was the detik time that night that he had lied to her.
Let me go before I go insane
I taste your lips, your kisses I crave
Whispers on skin, never felt so real
Waking from this dream, I can’t stop the tears…
2 months later
- Hey, honey!
- Yes? – Hugh looked up from an American tabloid.
- I thought about going to the theatre tonight… what do anda think?
- Ok… sure but anda don’t have to ask me for permission, anda know – he berkata absentmindedly.
- For permission??? Hugh, I want to go with you! It was an invitation! – Jo berkata in astonishment.
- Oh… well, I am not really in the mood…. – he berkata uncertainly, not wanting to have another argument. Since he was back in London, he felt like as if they were just arguing non-stop.
- I see. I don’t even know why I am surprised anymore. anda don’t want to do anything. anda hardly talk to me atau anyone for that matter. anda haven’t even stepped out of the house since anda came back. What the hell happened Hugh? I mean I thought anda would be happy, that anda could finally come halaman awal to me and our children but it seems to me that anda would rather be anywhere but here. I know anda miss the tampil and your friends but this is your halaman awal Hugh. We could hardly wait for anda to come halaman awal and now that anda are here… anda are further away from us now than when anda were in America. I would like anda to think about this. I will go to the groceries now. – And with that she turned on her heels and walked out of the living-room, leaving Hugh to his thoughts.
- Great…- he murmured to himself throwing the tabloid on the meja with an angry sigh, rubbing his face with his hands. He heaved a sigh than picked up the paper unable to resist looking at a beautiful woman who was caught oleh a paparazzi walking with her boyfriend. – At least anda are happy. – He berkata to himself.
He stood up, put the traitorous paper on the meja and went over to his piano. He hasn’t even had the energy to play. He didn’t have the energy for anything really. When he came home, he thought that finally, he could put his life back in order, as it was supposed to be. However, the menit he stepped through the threshold and laid eyes on his wife, a terrible feeling came over him. He promised himself that he would come back and try, but it seemed impossible, as he couldn’t even find it in himself to feel anything for Jo.
He missed her terribly. He tried to banish her from his thoughts, thinking that it was for the best, but for who, he thought bitterly, because he felt like crap, to be honest. Of course, he was happy to spend time with his children but even they could feel that something is wrong with him, and he couldn’t blame them. Jo was right. He is further away from them than he was ever before. And he very well knew why. He left a part of him there with her. A part he had no idea how to get back, not even sure he wanted to.
He placed his finger on the keys, and started to play and sing softly, knowing that nobody is at home, and he doesn’t have to be afraid of someone overhearing him.
I ignored the signs
I chose to be blind
Now I seek redemption
Kneeling on the floor, practicing remorse…
Flashback
- Come on! anda have to taste this, it’s delicious! - Lisa insisted with a big smile on her face.
- Oh nooo way. I am a man, I don’t eat rabbit food, and anda should know it oleh now. – He berkata with a grin.
- Don’t be ridiculous! It’s not rabbit food. It’s healthy, and anda won’t die if anda taste it just for once. – She berkata scowling.
- Well maybe I won’t die, but still what if I am allergic to this thing… - he berkata with a somber expression, pouting and trying not to laugh at Lisa’s disbelieving face – would anda take the chance?
- Allergic? To tofu? Seriously? That’s your argument? Sorry but anda have to try harder than that if anda want to avoid eating this – she berkata while getting closer and closer to his mouth with a fork of tofu. He tried to avoid it oleh turning his head, smirking triumphantly at her, while she just glared at him.
- No, no, thank anda but I am perfectly fine with my daging panggang, steak over here, and I wouldn’t want anda to stay hungry, so please just eat it without terrorizing me with that stuff – he replied smartly.
- Well smart-ass let me tell anda one thing, anda will have a bite atau anda are going to be in big trouble. – She berkata innocently.
- Really? Well bring it on Lizzy – he said, while waggling his eyebrows, and using the nickname he knew she hated.
- That’s war, anda know. And I hope anda are prepared to get your pantat, keledai kicked oleh a girl – she told him smugly, and without waiting for a come back she attacked him and started tickling him anywhere she could reach him.
- Hey, that’s… not ….fair, L-isa, s –t – op. – he could barely get out a sentence.
- Well do anda surrender? – She asked mischievously.
- No way in hell. – He berkata then grabbed her arm and pulled her out of her kursi determined to tickle her back, until she started to have her giggles.
- Hugh, no no noooooooo – she berkata alarmed, knowing he will have no mercy.
- Well? Are anda going to give up? – He asked her, his hand inches from her side.
- Yes, yes I give up - she berkata between laughs, even if his hands weren’t even touching her. – Just please let me go – she berkata pleadingly.
- Okay. I will forgive anda for your little stunt earlier.
- Thank anda sir. – She stuck her tongue out at him. – Um Hugh, anda know, I didn’t want to tell anda this…. – she began with a nervous voice, sitting back in her chair – but I had a dream about anda last night. – She barely looked up at him and he suddenly became anxious, although he had no idea why.
- What did anda dream about? – When she didn’t answer just put some tofu on her fork with shaking hands he really started to worry. – Lisa, hey, what’s wrong?
- I…. we… okay, I will just get this out of my system – and with one breath she berkata – I dreamt that we had sex yesterday. – she looked up finally, just to see Hugh look like a ikan out of water, and drop his jaw in astonishment. She couldn’t beruang it any longer. She cracked a big smile but quickly showed the tofu in his open mouth. And started to laugh uncontrollably at his expression. Hugh had no other choice than to menelan the food.
- You evil, evil woman. I can’t believe that anda just did that. – he said, trying to frown, but failing miserably when he see just how big of a smile was on her face.
- All is fair in cinta and war…. – she berkata winking, getting out of her chair and planting a ciuman on his cheek, then leaving him with a surprised but not unpleasant feeling in his stomach.
The picture vanished in front of his mind’s eye. He never told her how much he really liked tofu after that. Starting another verse he closed his eyes and let another memory engulf him.
Your memories inside me
Tearing me apart
Even though I try
I can’t draw the line…
Flashback
- Hey guys! What’s up?
- Nothing, we just thought about having a movie night. – berkata Jesse.
- Really? Well that’s a great idea. anda were working really hard in the past couple of months. anda guys deserve to have a break. – Lisa berkata with a kind smile.
- Oh anda are coming as well. – berkata Hugh grinning at Lisa.
- Really? And how do anda know that I don’t have any plans for tonight? – she asked challengingly.
- Well, first of all, anda didn’t say anything about plans for tonight, and we all know if anda had anything to do anda would have already told us about it, anda can’t really keep things to yourself if anda are excited – he berkata ignoring Lisa’s scowl. – Secondly, having program with a new blind tanggal doesn’t count, we are lebih important than that I hope anda know. Thirdly, do not play hard to get we know anda are dying to come. – Hugh berkata smartly while grinning broadly at Lisa, who just glared at him in reply.
- Well if anda insist, I think I can make time for this movie night. So is it going to be the four of us atau were anda planning to invite anybody else?
- Well we should invite Jennifer and Omar, they shouldn’t be left out. – berkata Robert Sean Leonard.
- Good idea.
- Okay, I will ask them. – volunteered Jesse and set off to find the two.
- Well, I am going to practice my lines – with that Robert berkata goodbye as well, leaving alone the two of them.
- So tonight?
- Of course, as anda have already told me that I have no other choice… - she berkata smiling softly at him.
- Have anda read the script?
- Which part?
- Where Selah comes back.
- Oh, yeah.
- You are gonna have the scene anda know. – she berkata a little mysteriously to him.
- What scene? – he had no idea what she was hinting at.
- Oh anda know the tempat tidur scene.
- Ah yes. Why? Jealous? – he winked at her which made her blush a little.
- Nooooo I am perfectly aware of the fact that Cuddy would score in the end – she berkata confidently with a little grin on her face.
- Really? And how do anda know that?
- Well, haven’t anda seen their chemistry? And I have good instincts anda know. – she was smiling widely now.
- That’s great I wouldn’t want to be with anybody else, I mean House, of course. – he berkata while getting up, ready to leave – tonight, don’t forget!
- As if I could – ha faintly heard her murmuring, although he wasn’t sure he heard her correctly, only hoped so.
It was a great night. Lot of laughing, everybody had a good night. That was the first night he thought about what it would be like to ciuman her.
They linger everywhere
Where I can’t reach you
Running is no use
There is no place to hide from you
Flashback
- Do anda know what hari today is?
- Umm… Wednesday, atau is this a tricky question? – ha asked humorously.
- Noooooo. I mean yes, it is Wednesday but what else? – she prompted.
- Umm… we didn’t arrange anything for today, right? - he asked, while desperately trying to cari his memory for any clues.
- Noooooo. – she berkata impatiently now. Tapping her foot on the floor a little.
- Oh… it couldn’t be, could it? I mean anda suuurely wouldn’t be this excited because of a little ciuman scene right? - he asked with a straight face but laughter in his eyes. She only huffed a breath then berkata exasperatedly.
- It’s not just a little kiss. It’s a whole scene; I mean they finally got together, even if it’s just a hallucination. – she glared at him, when his grin only got bigger and bigger.
- Fine. anda can laugh all anda want, but to Cuddy it means a lot.
- But it doesn’t even happen to Cuddy, didn’t anda mean House?
- Umm. Yes. Whatever. In the long run, Cuddy will benefit from it. That’s for sure. – she berkata with such determination, that he started to have a feeling they are not talking about their characters anymore.
- If anda say so…
- Well, I certainly hope so – she said, and he detected something in her eyes, he didn’t see before. There was longing, pain, sadness and something he couldn’t put his finger on. She nodded and started to walk away from him, leaving him there, confused.
- This woman is going to be the death of me. And that is sure. – he muttered to himself.
It was not much later, that he realized that something in her eyes was love.
Every fiber of my body is longing, but no
It’s your turn to let me go
I was generous giving back your heart
But anda broke the deal with keeping mine
Flashback
- Hey, do anda have plans for tonight?
- No, not really. Why? – asked Lisa with a smile.
- Well, I though we could watch some DVD and have makan malam maybe. So, what do anda think?
- Of course, it would be great. Only the two of us? – she asked as an after thought.
- Umm…. Yes. Is it a problem? – he asked in a surprised tone.
- No! Not at all. – she rushed to calm him.
- Are anda sure? Is my wonderful company going to be good enough for you? – he asked mischievously.
- Believe me when I say that it’s going to be lebih than enough. – she replied with a laugh.
- Well then get going. I am starving.
- Tofu? – she grinned at him.
- I think I will pass but thank you. – he berkata while making a face at her, Lisa only laughed at his expression. – what about some Italian?
- That’s fine with me.
- Okay then. Let’s go to my house, and I will order on the way home.
- So is it halaman awal now? – Lisa asked when they arrived at Hugh’s house.
- What?
- You berkata that anda would order on your way home. I just never heard anda use the term halaman awal to your house even though anda live here for lebih than 4 years now. – she berkata curiously.
- Well, LA became my halaman awal I guess, I just never dwell on the thought for long, anda know, it’s still strange a bit. Calling halaman awal this, when my family is in London.
- Yes, I understand. – she berkata with a small smile. They settled into a comfortable silence, when they heard the bell.
- I am going to get it. – after a menit he came back to the dapur and suggested that they should eat in the living-room while watching a film.
- So what do anda want to watch?
- You can choose. Just not something girly. – he added as an after thought.
- You have girly films? – she asked with a wide smile, thinking she could tease him about it later on.
- Well, not me, but Rebecca, anda know. – he berkata defensively.
- Yes, I would say the same if I were you, anda big softie. – she chuckled.
- Pff.,, I am anything but soft.
- Really?
- Really. Want me to prove it?
- Sure, if anda can I mean. – she was openly laughing at him now. Seeing this, Hugh went over to her and picked her up in his arms without a thought and carried her to the dipan, sofa while Lisa giggled uncontrollably.
- Now was that manly enough for you? – he asked winking.
- Yes, anda have proven your point. – she berkata still smiling widely at him.
He had no idea what came over him, but in that moment he wanted nothing lebih than ciuman her. And he did, for once in his life he did something impulsively. And it was the moment when everything started to go wrong between them. The ciuman was soft at first. Tentative even. He could tell Lisa was surprised as hell, to tell the truth he was just as surprised at himself, he wanted to pull away immediately, but he felt that she was ciuman back, and he soon found himself making out with his co-star passionately on his dipan, sofa as if his life depended on it. He never felt that way before, his whole body was on fire, and he poured every hidden emotion in the ciuman which they only broke when the need for air became unbearable. He would never forget those eyes. Filled with lust and love. But soon reality came crashing down on them, and the only thing that remained in her eyes was pain. And he knew for sure that he wouldn’t want to see that expression on her face ever again.
- I’m sorry. Yesus Lisa, I am so sorry.
- You don’t have to be sorry for anything Hugh.
- I kissed anda for goodness shake!
- And I kissed anda back if I am not mistaken. – she berkata in a small voice, full of sadness.
- Still… I shouldn’t have. I am sorry; I have no idea what cam over me. – he couldn’t meet her eyes after this blatant lie, after all he knew very well what came over him. He wanted to ciuman her, it wasn’t an accident. He was attracted to her from hari one, and even though he didn’t let himself acknowledge the fact he fell in cinta with her, somewhere along the way.
- Don’t worry, nothing happened. – she said, while he looked at her dubiously – I think, it would be the best if I go. Just promise me one thing.
- Yes?
- We are going to stay friends. anda are not going to avoid me and wallow in guilt because of our little kiss. – she pleaded.
- I promise.
It was the detik time that night that he had lied to her.
Let me go before I go insane
I taste your lips, your kisses I crave
Whispers on skin, never felt so real
Waking from this dream, I can’t stop the tears…
Shore on Huddy atau is this Huli? **SPOILER**
oleh now we're all familiar with that foto of House and Cuddy (Hugh Laurie and Lisa Edelstein) cozying it up on the beach, taken earlier this summer, but House creator and executive producer David pantai says we shouldn't read too much into the image. "That picture was so deceptive. It's not going to be lovey-dovey, happily ever after," says Shore.
"I think the picture is taken between takes, of the two of them relaxing."
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Does pantai knows something? xD
oleh now we're all familiar with that foto of House and Cuddy (Hugh Laurie and Lisa Edelstein) cozying it up on the beach, taken earlier this summer, but House creator and executive producer David pantai says we shouldn't read too much into the image. "That picture was so deceptive. It's not going to be lovey-dovey, happily ever after," says Shore.
"I think the picture is taken between takes, of the two of them relaxing."
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Does pantai knows something? xD