It's late at night and I'm alone. Crying, trying and losing. I don't want to be beautiful if anda don't see me beautiful. I want anda to hold me and whisper I cinta you.
But anda can't, and I can't either. I'm not strong enough.
Today I saw anda together, she seemed happy but you,I don't know. I guess anda are because anda were holding her too.
It's foolish that you're the reason of my tears, I don't even nows why they're running down my cheeks. I have never had anda what means I haven't lost you. I haven't loved you... until now. I realize I do but anda don't.
I'm alone in my room, in the dark. I can't stop crying and sobbing. I wish anda to be here and embrasse me but it's just an illusion.
I look to the phone, I dial your number but hang up. anda must be sleeping selanjutnya to her.
So I wait for the pain to ease laying there in my bed. I lose track of time and realize it's 1am. I want to go to sleep.
I go to the dapur to take a glass of water and I hear a knock. I wonder who is it and secretly wish it's you.
I open the door and anda are there, I hold back the tears and wipe one with my left hand while I ask "What are anda doing here?"
anda answer "You called me." I hug anda and I start to cry.
anda wonder what's wrong but I lie, I won't admit I cinta you.
"I feel alone." anda are still holding me. anda look into my eyes as I melt under those awesome oceans.
anda ciuman my cheek and whisper "I'm here, we're not alone."
I start crying again and go sit down the couch. anda soon are selanjutnya to me, anda hold me again and tell me to sleep. But I'm afraid of waking up of this awesome fantasy. No I'm lebih afraid of waking up and don't see anda selanjutnya to me. I'm afraid of being alone again.
anda caress my hair and against my own will I fall asleep.


If anda want me to continue please Review. I just throw it out of my mind.