Learning how to say Goodbye Part 3
April 10
House's POV
Abba began to ring throughout the study.
"This is the voice of Dr. House. If anda are Wilson, leave me alone. Otherwise leave a message after the beep. Beep"
"House, you're not going to fool me with that again. I know it's not the machine."
"Wilson, how can I make your life hell today?"
"We need to talk!"
"I'm listening ..."
"This is not something that we can talk about on the phone!"
"I know anda have same-sex tendencies, so I'd prefer it if we can talk on the phone ..."
"I'm not kidding. 5pm on the roof of the hospital ..."
"Wilson is everything, ok?"
"5pm on the roof."
What did Wilson have in mind? Hopefully it wasn't going to be another one of his speech on ethics and the fact that one of his patients died again.
Cuddy's POV
"Cuddy, we have to talk about your wedding."
"Ok. Give me five menit and I'll be in your office"
"I'm on the roof of the hospital ..."
"What are anda doing on the roof?"
"It's the only place where House won't bother us. He will have already thought of plans to sabotage your dress atau your shoes."
"Ok. I'll be there in 5. Are anda ok?"
"Yes."
What the hell does Wilson have in mind? Why does he want to meet on the roof of the hospital to talk about my wedding? He's right though, House will never think we're up there. But I feel like we're not being honest with him. House seems to have abandoned any idea of sabotaging preparations for my marriage, and I'm grateful for that.
I glance at my watch and continue to check over documents for a liver transplant tomorrow. I can't concentrate so I get my mantel and climb to the roof.
"Wilson it's 5:05! You're late!"
"House? What the hell are anda doing here?"
"Cuddy? I could ask anda the same question."
"Wilson berkata he had to talk to me."
"That little bastard manipulator."
"House, tell me what's going on."
"He told me the same thing. 'House we must talk. Meet anda at 5 on the roof'. It seemed strange, but I didn't think he was planning anything like this."
"Yeah, we should both just go back to work. Or…we could try to talk about us."
"Cuddy, there is nothing to clarify ..."
"Oh yes we do. It's been two months since we talked and those were the two ugliest months after your return from Mayfield."
"I have nothing to say ..."
"So let me speak."
House didn't answer but let Cuddy begin her speech. They sat on the edge of the dinding and stared at the sky until she began to speak.
"It's been lebih than twenty years since we first meet, and we've never been able to get along. I don't understand if it's because we are too complicated for one another atau if we are incapable of having a relationships at all. We have had other stories, with other people and some of them seemed to last. We could manage our relationships for a short time, but I couldn't keep going like that. And now I'm going to marry a person who I met just last year. I don't know if I am in love, if I'm doing it just so I don't have to spend the rest of my life alone, atau if I'm doing it for Rachel. I can count on my fingers every time I have fought with him. With anda I need a computer to keep a record of them all. But when we yelled at each other I felt a lot better. Your jokes and your impossible demands fill my day. It's not a bad thing; they give me something to distract me from the tediousness of my day. I need the distraction anda provide."
Cuddy stood up to leave, but House's voice stopped her.
"I've always thought I'm not capable of having a relationship with someone, especially after we met. In the baru saja months I tried to stay as far away from anda as possible, for fear of creating the biggest chaos I ever have. I'm trying to behave maturely, but anda and your conversations with Wilson have made it all even lebih complicated. The only thing I can do is let everything go. I have to overcome the crush that I've had on anda that lasts a lifetime. Like anda said, that perahu sailed long ago."
House has reached the roof access door, and Cuddy stares at him as he looks at her with tears in his eyes.
"The piece anda played on the piano, it was a serenade to me wasn't it? That night, when anda gave me the score, it was my serenade?"
"Yes."
"Thank you."
"Don't thank me."
"House, will anda come to my wedding?"
"I don't want to ruin the happiest hari of your life." He berkata quietly and stepped through the door, letting it ayunan shut behind him.
And with that anda have removed all my certainties. Everything I thought solid and strong, anda made it all collapse.
April 10
House's POV
Abba began to ring throughout the study.
"This is the voice of Dr. House. If anda are Wilson, leave me alone. Otherwise leave a message after the beep. Beep"
"House, you're not going to fool me with that again. I know it's not the machine."
"Wilson, how can I make your life hell today?"
"We need to talk!"
"I'm listening ..."
"This is not something that we can talk about on the phone!"
"I know anda have same-sex tendencies, so I'd prefer it if we can talk on the phone ..."
"I'm not kidding. 5pm on the roof of the hospital ..."
"Wilson is everything, ok?"
"5pm on the roof."
What did Wilson have in mind? Hopefully it wasn't going to be another one of his speech on ethics and the fact that one of his patients died again.
Cuddy's POV
"Cuddy, we have to talk about your wedding."
"Ok. Give me five menit and I'll be in your office"
"I'm on the roof of the hospital ..."
"What are anda doing on the roof?"
"It's the only place where House won't bother us. He will have already thought of plans to sabotage your dress atau your shoes."
"Ok. I'll be there in 5. Are anda ok?"
"Yes."
What the hell does Wilson have in mind? Why does he want to meet on the roof of the hospital to talk about my wedding? He's right though, House will never think we're up there. But I feel like we're not being honest with him. House seems to have abandoned any idea of sabotaging preparations for my marriage, and I'm grateful for that.
I glance at my watch and continue to check over documents for a liver transplant tomorrow. I can't concentrate so I get my mantel and climb to the roof.
"Wilson it's 5:05! You're late!"
"House? What the hell are anda doing here?"
"Cuddy? I could ask anda the same question."
"Wilson berkata he had to talk to me."
"That little bastard manipulator."
"House, tell me what's going on."
"He told me the same thing. 'House we must talk. Meet anda at 5 on the roof'. It seemed strange, but I didn't think he was planning anything like this."
"Yeah, we should both just go back to work. Or…we could try to talk about us."
"Cuddy, there is nothing to clarify ..."
"Oh yes we do. It's been two months since we talked and those were the two ugliest months after your return from Mayfield."
"I have nothing to say ..."
"So let me speak."
House didn't answer but let Cuddy begin her speech. They sat on the edge of the dinding and stared at the sky until she began to speak.
"It's been lebih than twenty years since we first meet, and we've never been able to get along. I don't understand if it's because we are too complicated for one another atau if we are incapable of having a relationships at all. We have had other stories, with other people and some of them seemed to last. We could manage our relationships for a short time, but I couldn't keep going like that. And now I'm going to marry a person who I met just last year. I don't know if I am in love, if I'm doing it just so I don't have to spend the rest of my life alone, atau if I'm doing it for Rachel. I can count on my fingers every time I have fought with him. With anda I need a computer to keep a record of them all. But when we yelled at each other I felt a lot better. Your jokes and your impossible demands fill my day. It's not a bad thing; they give me something to distract me from the tediousness of my day. I need the distraction anda provide."
Cuddy stood up to leave, but House's voice stopped her.
"I've always thought I'm not capable of having a relationship with someone, especially after we met. In the baru saja months I tried to stay as far away from anda as possible, for fear of creating the biggest chaos I ever have. I'm trying to behave maturely, but anda and your conversations with Wilson have made it all even lebih complicated. The only thing I can do is let everything go. I have to overcome the crush that I've had on anda that lasts a lifetime. Like anda said, that perahu sailed long ago."
House has reached the roof access door, and Cuddy stares at him as he looks at her with tears in his eyes.
"The piece anda played on the piano, it was a serenade to me wasn't it? That night, when anda gave me the score, it was my serenade?"
"Yes."
"Thank you."
"Don't thank me."
"House, will anda come to my wedding?"
"I don't want to ruin the happiest hari of your life." He berkata quietly and stepped through the door, letting it ayunan shut behind him.
And with that anda have removed all my certainties. Everything I thought solid and strong, anda made it all collapse.