The Continuation of my story and I am going to name it cinta is Unpredictable so its under one name and is easier to find.Sorry for all of the confusion of the names. Hopefully everything will make since after anda read this...(well not every thing) Hope anda enjoy my selanjutnya chapter! I dont own anything! The fan art is not mine. Comment, Rate!
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Last Time
"God DOESNT EXIST!!!"He yelled at me.
"Oh really then why do anda believe that??" I asked getting annoyed.
"Because there is NO higher being controlling us and if he does exist then he isnt controlling me!!"
"That's why religious belief annoys you,because if the universe operates oleh abstract rules then anda can learn them, anda can protect yourself.....If a 'supreme being'exist then he can squash anda any time he wants...." I berkata very angry.
"He knows where I stand. And I still dont believe in him."
"Do anda cinta me???"
"Yeah whats that got to do with anything??"
"Well I cant cinta someone who doesn't cinta God and who isnt willing to think about changing. I dont know if this is going to work out. Leave! Now!"
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Chapter 8
Lonely Days
The selanjutnya few days I spent completely alone, well except for Rachel. Every hari it rained and I just sat there and watched the rain fall. I couldnt believe that I had berkata what I did. The reason I berkata that is because he had yelled at me and I was vulnerable from being attacked and I was almost afraid that he would go off the deep end and hurt me that was why I threw him out, I wouldn't want him to change for me because that isnt the man I fell in cinta with. But he was scaring me and I....I guess I just over reacted. Now sitting on my window kursi I watching the rain fall. It reminded me of a song I had once heard it was called "When The Rain Falls" the chorus was when the rain falls its like heaven crying, I thought that it applied well to this situation.
So suddenly that I jumped I heard Rachel crying. Getting up so fast made my head spin. I got Rachel from where she had been sleeping. Looking at her face as she started to calm down and eventually drifted into a peaceful sleep. Looking at her face made me miss my childhood. Running around in a berwarna merah muda, merah muda dress with a berwarna merah muda, merah muda bow in me hair, and my only worry was that my barbie doll wouldn't fit in her new dress that I made for her. I wished that Rachel would never grow up. Growing up means that anda get responsibility, anda fall in love, and worst of all anda get hurt. Why cant Rachel stay a child forever? Putting her back in her boks bayi, buaian I went and sat back down on the window seat. It was still raining and I wondered if it was ever going to stop raining.
Later that night I lay in my tempat tidur all alone. I was just so fed up....fed up with what? Well I wasn't quite sure. I told my self, "I'm so sick of cinta songs, so tired to tears." But most of all I am tired of wishing that House was still here. Wishing that I was wrapped up in his arms listening to his slow even breaths and shivering as he caressed my arm. I fell asleep with small tears silently falling down my face.
The selanjutnya morning I realized that I couldnt live without House. I went to his house in hope that I would find him there. I knocked on his door and when he didn't open I got scared because I didn't want him to be hurt. I let myself in and I was shocked to find his place spotless. I found him playing a beautiful song on the piano.
"What are anda playing?"
"Your serenade..."
"You wrote a serenade for me?"
"The night that Rachel had her naming ceremony."
I was slighly suprised at how easy it was to get back into a regular rutine with him. But I wanted to explain my self to him.
"Sorry I uh....sorry I kicked anda out."
"What??You kicked me out??When did this happen? I think that anda are losing it!"
"Shut up!"I berkata punching him on the arm playfully. Glad he wasnt mad at me."But really I wasnt mad that anda didnt believe in God . I would never want anda to change, then anda wouldnt be the man that I fell in cinta with....Its just anda scared me with the attacks on us I didnt want anda to go off the deep end and...and hurt me." When I berkata that my voice broke and I started to cry.
"Do anda really think that I would do that? Cuz if anda do then mabye we dont belong together."
Now I was bawling and I walked up to him and hugged him,"No...no dont leave me! I'll die! I'll die without you!!"
He kissed me and said, "I would die without anda too! I have been miserable without you!"
"I have missed anda too! Really missed you...these last few days have been pure hell with out you. Why arent anda freaking out about this?"I asked confused.
"Because it was a true test of our love."
"What do anda mean?"
"The test is...If anda cinta somebody, I mean truly cinta them, let them go....If they return, they were always yours....If they dont they never were..."
"So anda mean that I have always belonged to you?"
"Yes..."
"And I always will be..." I berkata snuggling close to him on the couch.
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hope anda liked that chapter! Isnt it refreshing to have House being insightful?? Your komentar make my day! So make me very happy oleh commenting! See doesnt my story make a little bit lebih since?
Do anda want a teaser?
anda sure??
Ok heres one...
"Mmmmm."I moaned as he kissed my neck and took off my shirt....
Did anda like my spoiler?
Are they gonna have sex?
Who is trying to kill them? anda forgot about that didnt you?? Well I didnt....
Youll have to wait to find out... LUV YA!
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Last Time
"God DOESNT EXIST!!!"He yelled at me.
"Oh really then why do anda believe that??" I asked getting annoyed.
"Because there is NO higher being controlling us and if he does exist then he isnt controlling me!!"
"That's why religious belief annoys you,because if the universe operates oleh abstract rules then anda can learn them, anda can protect yourself.....If a 'supreme being'exist then he can squash anda any time he wants...." I berkata very angry.
"He knows where I stand. And I still dont believe in him."
"Do anda cinta me???"
"Yeah whats that got to do with anything??"
"Well I cant cinta someone who doesn't cinta God and who isnt willing to think about changing. I dont know if this is going to work out. Leave! Now!"
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Chapter 8
Lonely Days
The selanjutnya few days I spent completely alone, well except for Rachel. Every hari it rained and I just sat there and watched the rain fall. I couldnt believe that I had berkata what I did. The reason I berkata that is because he had yelled at me and I was vulnerable from being attacked and I was almost afraid that he would go off the deep end and hurt me that was why I threw him out, I wouldn't want him to change for me because that isnt the man I fell in cinta with. But he was scaring me and I....I guess I just over reacted. Now sitting on my window kursi I watching the rain fall. It reminded me of a song I had once heard it was called "When The Rain Falls" the chorus was when the rain falls its like heaven crying, I thought that it applied well to this situation.
So suddenly that I jumped I heard Rachel crying. Getting up so fast made my head spin. I got Rachel from where she had been sleeping. Looking at her face as she started to calm down and eventually drifted into a peaceful sleep. Looking at her face made me miss my childhood. Running around in a berwarna merah muda, merah muda dress with a berwarna merah muda, merah muda bow in me hair, and my only worry was that my barbie doll wouldn't fit in her new dress that I made for her. I wished that Rachel would never grow up. Growing up means that anda get responsibility, anda fall in love, and worst of all anda get hurt. Why cant Rachel stay a child forever? Putting her back in her boks bayi, buaian I went and sat back down on the window seat. It was still raining and I wondered if it was ever going to stop raining.
Later that night I lay in my tempat tidur all alone. I was just so fed up....fed up with what? Well I wasn't quite sure. I told my self, "I'm so sick of cinta songs, so tired to tears." But most of all I am tired of wishing that House was still here. Wishing that I was wrapped up in his arms listening to his slow even breaths and shivering as he caressed my arm. I fell asleep with small tears silently falling down my face.
The selanjutnya morning I realized that I couldnt live without House. I went to his house in hope that I would find him there. I knocked on his door and when he didn't open I got scared because I didn't want him to be hurt. I let myself in and I was shocked to find his place spotless. I found him playing a beautiful song on the piano.
"What are anda playing?"
"Your serenade..."
"You wrote a serenade for me?"
"The night that Rachel had her naming ceremony."
I was slighly suprised at how easy it was to get back into a regular rutine with him. But I wanted to explain my self to him.
"Sorry I uh....sorry I kicked anda out."
"What??You kicked me out??When did this happen? I think that anda are losing it!"
"Shut up!"I berkata punching him on the arm playfully. Glad he wasnt mad at me."But really I wasnt mad that anda didnt believe in God . I would never want anda to change, then anda wouldnt be the man that I fell in cinta with....Its just anda scared me with the attacks on us I didnt want anda to go off the deep end and...and hurt me." When I berkata that my voice broke and I started to cry.
"Do anda really think that I would do that? Cuz if anda do then mabye we dont belong together."
Now I was bawling and I walked up to him and hugged him,"No...no dont leave me! I'll die! I'll die without you!!"
He kissed me and said, "I would die without anda too! I have been miserable without you!"
"I have missed anda too! Really missed you...these last few days have been pure hell with out you. Why arent anda freaking out about this?"I asked confused.
"Because it was a true test of our love."
"What do anda mean?"
"The test is...If anda cinta somebody, I mean truly cinta them, let them go....If they return, they were always yours....If they dont they never were..."
"So anda mean that I have always belonged to you?"
"Yes..."
"And I always will be..." I berkata snuggling close to him on the couch.
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hope anda liked that chapter! Isnt it refreshing to have House being insightful?? Your komentar make my day! So make me very happy oleh commenting! See doesnt my story make a little bit lebih since?
Do anda want a teaser?
anda sure??
Ok heres one...
"Mmmmm."I moaned as he kissed my neck and took off my shirt....
Did anda like my spoiler?
Are they gonna have sex?
Who is trying to kill them? anda forgot about that didnt you?? Well I didnt....
Youll have to wait to find out... LUV YA!
This is part eight
of my fav huddy moments
starting wid my least fav
and ending with my alltime fav
10.I CANT SIT oleh AND WATCH anda KILL YOURSELF
9.I NEED YOU
8.HOUSE LOOKING THROUGH CUDDY'S WINDOW
7.EVERYONE KNOWS THIS IS GOING SOMEWHERE
6.IF SHE TURNS AROUND SHE'S INTO HIM TOO
5.CUDDY & HOUSE WILSON'S HEART
4.CUDDY TOUCHING HOUSE'S FACE
3.THERE FIRST KISS
2.I ALWAYS WANNA ciuman YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1.YOUR AFRAID TO BE HAPPY , WHY DO anda CARE IF IM HAPPY???