House met up with Wilson one afternoon in Mayfield. He was still wearing a hospital gaun and was seated on a rock under a pohon while looking at the ground and was playing with the nearby weed. Wilson was standing, his back facing his friend, and was watching some psych patient roam around in another ground across them.
House: She cried in front of me…
Wilson sighed and faced his friend who eventually met his stare but was still playing with the weed.
Wilson: She was scared…
House: I already told anda not to bring her back here…
Wilson: I can’t be with her 24 hours a day. I do have my practice, anda know. And besides, she cares about you…
House: That’s the point.
Wilson tilted his head and House knew his friend didn’t get what he meant.
House: <In a humble and whispery way> I don’t want her caring for me…
He looked down and got a new weed to tear down as Wilson looked at him.
Wilson: We can’t tell someone what to feel, House. Not even ----
House: <sighed> I hallucinated Cuddy…
Wilson was stunned and speechless with his friend’s declaration. House looked up to him, tilted his head and looked down again.
Wilson: Seriously?
House: Do I look I’m kidding? ------ <sighed> She helped me detox, she stayed with me the whole night and we ended up having sex oleh selanjutnya hari before work…
Wilson: Huh… That explains your emotional excitement Pitt was talking about… Since the one anda had “sex” with and the one who cares about anda is the same person, anda get all excited each time anda hear her name…
House stood up and walked to stand leaning on the pohon behind him. He placed one foot on the bagasi, batang and tried avoid eye contact with his friend as silence took over them.
Wilson: So… what are anda going to do?
House: Nothing…
Wilson: What do anda mean ----
House finally looked at his friend.
House: I don’t know what to do!
Wilson: <chuckled> Gregory House who knows everything doesn’t know what to do about something…
House: I can’t make her happy! --- In my hallucination, I’ve been trying to pull her closer to me, but she was the one running away.
Wilson: And anda figured during your two bulan coma that it’s mostly likely to happen in real life?
House: Not mostly likely… That will certainly happen in real life…
Wilson: How’d anda know? Have anda tried? <House looked away again> anda just don’t want to try because you’re afraid that your hallucinations might come true. That Cuddy, the only person anda cling to aside from me, might really and totally walk away from anda and there’s no way to bring her back…
House rolled her eyes and began walking away from Wilson and it’s interesting to see that he wasn’t limping. He’s totally pain free but he knows the pain will come back maybe not today, not tomorrow, but it will.
Wilson: anda really don’t want to try after calling Cuddy oleh her name? <House stopped and looked at him>
House: I nearly tried that’s why I called her oleh her name but I decided to turn back and forget it…
Wilson sighed as House began walking back to the building.
That afternoon, House was running on a treadmill with Pitt and a patient, the one he hit before he was put into coma, watching him. Sweats run from his head and thoughts about Cuddy beat up like his rapid jantung rate.
Pitt: anda really don’t want to try?
Patient: What are anda going to try?
House: <Looked at the patient> Shut up… You’re not part of this… ---- I don’t want to try…
Pitt: Who knows, maybe it’s worth it?
House: Is there a new meaning of “don’t” that anda don’t understand? ---- She’s better off without me…
Patient: Ah, I see, you’re talking about the woman who would visit anda often. oleh the way, I like her bod and her pantat, keledai too!
House: anda want me to hit anda again?
Pitt: See, you’re reacting to what Daniel had berkata because Lisa meant something to you. anda don’t want other men to step on your territory.
House stopped and turned the treadmill off. He went down and wiped his sweats as the two looked at him.
Patient (Daniel): Cool down man! anda really went down to hit me?
House: If anda won’t shut up, I really will. <He got his water bottle and drink before placing it back to the bench>
Pitt: anda need someone to be there for you…
Daniel: <Raising one eyebrow> In sickness and in health…
House: She’s not my nanny…
Pitt: She doesn’t care if she is… And I know, anda don’t care if anda are her nanny… ---- House, just give this feeling a chance to take over anda atau else we’ll be seeing each other again in no less than a year…
Daniel: <Looked at Pitt> anda missed out one option. atau else Daniel will be hittin’ on her…
House looked at him again and grabbed his towel and water bottle and began to walk away again but stopped in midway before turning back to Pitt and Daniel.
House: It’s lebih pleasing to see anda again than see what happens right after the “chance” and “feeling” you’re talking about…
Pitt sighed as House totally turned his back and walked out of the therapy room.
House: She cried in front of me…
Wilson sighed and faced his friend who eventually met his stare but was still playing with the weed.
Wilson: She was scared…
House: I already told anda not to bring her back here…
Wilson: I can’t be with her 24 hours a day. I do have my practice, anda know. And besides, she cares about you…
House: That’s the point.
Wilson tilted his head and House knew his friend didn’t get what he meant.
House: <In a humble and whispery way> I don’t want her caring for me…
He looked down and got a new weed to tear down as Wilson looked at him.
Wilson: We can’t tell someone what to feel, House. Not even ----
House: <sighed> I hallucinated Cuddy…
Wilson was stunned and speechless with his friend’s declaration. House looked up to him, tilted his head and looked down again.
Wilson: Seriously?
House: Do I look I’m kidding? ------ <sighed> She helped me detox, she stayed with me the whole night and we ended up having sex oleh selanjutnya hari before work…
Wilson: Huh… That explains your emotional excitement Pitt was talking about… Since the one anda had “sex” with and the one who cares about anda is the same person, anda get all excited each time anda hear her name…
House stood up and walked to stand leaning on the pohon behind him. He placed one foot on the bagasi, batang and tried avoid eye contact with his friend as silence took over them.
Wilson: So… what are anda going to do?
House: Nothing…
Wilson: What do anda mean ----
House finally looked at his friend.
House: I don’t know what to do!
Wilson: <chuckled> Gregory House who knows everything doesn’t know what to do about something…
House: I can’t make her happy! --- In my hallucination, I’ve been trying to pull her closer to me, but she was the one running away.
Wilson: And anda figured during your two bulan coma that it’s mostly likely to happen in real life?
House: Not mostly likely… That will certainly happen in real life…
Wilson: How’d anda know? Have anda tried? <House looked away again> anda just don’t want to try because you’re afraid that your hallucinations might come true. That Cuddy, the only person anda cling to aside from me, might really and totally walk away from anda and there’s no way to bring her back…
House rolled her eyes and began walking away from Wilson and it’s interesting to see that he wasn’t limping. He’s totally pain free but he knows the pain will come back maybe not today, not tomorrow, but it will.
Wilson: anda really don’t want to try after calling Cuddy oleh her name? <House stopped and looked at him>
House: I nearly tried that’s why I called her oleh her name but I decided to turn back and forget it…
Wilson sighed as House began walking back to the building.
That afternoon, House was running on a treadmill with Pitt and a patient, the one he hit before he was put into coma, watching him. Sweats run from his head and thoughts about Cuddy beat up like his rapid jantung rate.
Pitt: anda really don’t want to try?
Patient: What are anda going to try?
House: <Looked at the patient> Shut up… You’re not part of this… ---- I don’t want to try…
Pitt: Who knows, maybe it’s worth it?
House: Is there a new meaning of “don’t” that anda don’t understand? ---- She’s better off without me…
Patient: Ah, I see, you’re talking about the woman who would visit anda often. oleh the way, I like her bod and her pantat, keledai too!
House: anda want me to hit anda again?
Pitt: See, you’re reacting to what Daniel had berkata because Lisa meant something to you. anda don’t want other men to step on your territory.
House stopped and turned the treadmill off. He went down and wiped his sweats as the two looked at him.
Patient (Daniel): Cool down man! anda really went down to hit me?
House: If anda won’t shut up, I really will. <He got his water bottle and drink before placing it back to the bench>
Pitt: anda need someone to be there for you…
Daniel: <Raising one eyebrow> In sickness and in health…
House: She’s not my nanny…
Pitt: She doesn’t care if she is… And I know, anda don’t care if anda are her nanny… ---- House, just give this feeling a chance to take over anda atau else we’ll be seeing each other again in no less than a year…
Daniel: <Looked at Pitt> anda missed out one option. atau else Daniel will be hittin’ on her…
House looked at him again and grabbed his towel and water bottle and began to walk away again but stopped in midway before turning back to Pitt and Daniel.
House: It’s lebih pleasing to see anda again than see what happens right after the “chance” and “feeling” you’re talking about…
Pitt sighed as House totally turned his back and walked out of the therapy room.
When does cinta become something we need, rather than something we want? cinta was seen as something special a long time ago. Now cinta is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. cinta is common currency when anda are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older anda get. Do we not care about the substance of what cinta was and not what it has been made into today oleh commercialisation from American film and televisi commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience cinta for real, can we komentar and judge others who are in Love. cinta means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of cinta is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? cinta is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.