The eyes of an angel
were shown to me today
Chills ran down my arms
Not knowing what to say

Behind those beautiful eyes
Lies the most lovely soul
So warm and so passionate
But not everyone knows

She made me feel special
Sweetly leading me inside
A place were our souls meet
Hearts open as we confide

Modestly she doesn't know
My jantung she has stolen
Makes me soar when I'm down
Warms me when I am frozen

Those eyes shine brightly
Brilliant light in dark skies
I sit and stare motionless
In her sweet malaikat eyes

I Have lost Both Of my friends i have no lebih friends i have to keep care of my self now! Why couldnt of i Died oleh the Car n not my two freinds trying to save me, why must they of Died Now i Am Getting Picked on 24/7 beucase I am unpopular n now i have no freinds someone help me out here plz! i need someone to hug me atau something i have no friends no family i live alone in my house now! Someone Just someone tell me it will be ok! plz i need help i just need help becuase well i lsot everything the rich kid found were i live the jocks now come to my house and bet me up just plz someone help! I have brusies everywhere on my my whole area chest hurt n well i was gang banged oleh the jocks Just help me! I need to hug someone I im losing it i almost killed my self i cut the words Someone Hug Me! on my wrist i just need help *crys* i just need help*crys more*anyone who is membaca this help me plz i have a bad life now! just plz someone help me!

A moment feels like a lifetime
when I'm so far away.
I can feel my body ache for you
as the morning melts into day.

The lights on the dashboard illuminate
the face, the smooth skin.
The streetlights cast a shadow
on the gambar that could have been.

I sit and crave and need,
as time becomes nothing but numbers
and I feel your touch in my silent slumbers.

The want, the temptation,
the absolute need to satisfy the addiction,
the constant reminder of your sweetness;
it can beruang to description.

Too perfect for words,
too beyond compare.
How do anda expect me to breathe
when you've stolen my air?

Try to give me a good reason
why I shouldn't want you.
I miss you, no, you've got it all wrong.
I'm lost, and I'm aching with you.

I was walking in school and the jocks punks and populer kids start to bet me up so I was late to class fuck those jocks, populer kids(in my school)well as I was saying every passing period I was late for class becuase of them and I dont want to kill them(I dont tampil how strong I am)so now I have ASD(something I never had)and I have to sit near a "ass-hole" a.k.a a jock in ASD and I going to be pick on oleh him i now that for a fact but even worse its the quaterback of the football team ima ask the woman in ASD if I can have a better spot but I now she I going to say no and well after I got out of school I was pulled back in(by force) and was picked on once lebih so whwen my parnets came I was all hurt(bleeding down my arm a huge scar on my face and a few punchs in the chest)I was about to cough up blood but I didnt and I still dont now what to do

END Of Part 2

Well I got the Object and only my friends can see it so me and my two friends can see it only so every person that was with the "popular" rich kid came to me and begged forgiveness and i berkata "ok u can see it as long as anda stay away from the rich kid" so they did and it only lasted a hari and then the rich kid started romurs about me and my two real friends so we are unpopular once lebih and now i need to find another plan so we are populer once lebih so well he is being a "popular" rich kid he doesnt now that they only cinta him for his money i now they still cinta me a bit but money is takeing them over so i will make part 5 later...




END Of Part 4

I only have 2 friends left and they both are goth like me we have made a promise of how much the rich kid bribes us we will not take the money inless the other 2 take it too so im only friends with them and only them we eat alone and well talk to eachothers only and the rich kid trys and heres what we are talking about because he bribes people with good hereing but we whisper will queitly and we just talk about how we want to meninju, pukulan the rich kid so badly and leave this school and start a new life but frist we need to find out a plan to get the jocks away from the rich kid.


END of part 3

Well yes I was still GOTH every kid in my school loved me and did almost everything I did, which was great intill this new kid came and starting bribeing my "fans" and now he is the populer and he bribed the jocks and other populer kids to bet me up everytime I come in school in passing periods and after school and I really hate it so ive been saveing up money(not to bribe but for something else anda will now what it is on "about my life part 4"but I highly doute it will last a week before he starts to bribe again and where I get bet up again