Well.....I tried an overdose on aspirin's and pain killers (and other stuff that i just picked up and took but IDK what it is) but I just got VERY sick and had to get my stomach flushed(didn't like that at all)......I'm still alive and not dead-I'm still unsure if i want to go through suicide again.I am not dead...I hurt a lot but i'm not dead. um....that's almost all of what i wanted to say the other thing is-I am emo,i tried to commit suicide 6 times (counting this one)and I will not die until fate takes me.....................................................That's all. cinta ya Lizy. I sware I'll never do that again.I put anda through hell and i'm sorry.
i sit and watch the blood drip down
all the reminders of the past
the past is the past
but what will the future bring?
lebih pain to come
life's full of pain
no way to hide from it
no escaping it
but what good will this do?
just watching the blood
anda feel like
nobody understands anda anymore
your trying to find yourself
in this world of confusion
the pain the world brings
has no end
anda look at your wrists one last time
anda think of the pain you've felt
anda wipe the blood away
and tell yourself, no more
anda stop the bleeding
stop it for good
anda think to yourself
'what good did this do?'
*this is just a poem i wrote while i was bored and i know its not good but...oh well(: *
all the reminders of the past
the past is the past
but what will the future bring?
lebih pain to come
life's full of pain
no way to hide from it
no escaping it
but what good will this do?
just watching the blood
anda feel like
nobody understands anda anymore
your trying to find yourself
in this world of confusion
the pain the world brings
has no end
anda look at your wrists one last time
anda think of the pain you've felt
anda wipe the blood away
and tell yourself, no more
anda stop the bleeding
stop it for good
anda think to yourself
'what good did this do?'
*this is just a poem i wrote while i was bored and i know its not good but...oh well(: *
