I'm torn between much lebih than two lovers
I'm torn between two different ways of life.
One showed me what it was like to cinta another.
The other? What it feels like to fly.

My first cinta gave me a aman, brankas haven,
a quiet place to hide when I was scared.
Everything in life revolved around him.
I knew that other loves could not compare.
I never thought that I could cinta another,
no one could ever tempt me to stray.
Then one hari my eyes were opened to him
and I knew our cinta could never be the same.

It was in this time that my jantung found another
and so much lebih than the first he makes me smile.
I can't imagine a hari without him oleh my side.
He's shown me that my life is worthwhile.
He's helped me find the strength I didn't know I had.
He's made me embrace my inner me.
My first cinta made me hide deep inside myself.
My detik has shown me how to be free.

If I embrace a life with the first, it'll be so easy.
I won't ever have to challenge myself.
I can stay unscathed on the pedastool he puts me on
but all the while I'll wish he was someone else.

A life with the detik would never be boring.
We'd fuss and fight and argue our way through our days.
He pushes me and never lets me settle.
He makes me feel too much and I'm afraid.

Two different men, two different ways of living.
Both cinta me in ways I had always hoped for.
Should I choose safety and the man that holds me down?
Should I follow my jantung to the man that lets me soar?

I know there really is no choice to make
between a simple cinta and a cinta that makes me whole.
My first cinta touched my jantung and probably always will.
My detik is the one that touches my soul.