Jack Kerouac Quote

Days, weeks, months and years
I’m still missing you, but I’ve stopped shedding tears
I’m passed the stage, where crying could ease my pain
I know anda can’t come back, but your memory remains

So, take your hands out of my chest
‘Cause they’re doing their very best
To ruin me

And it’s a heartbreaking feeling
And I can’t stop reeling
This time I won’t make it out alive
And it’s like you’re still with me
But you’re never really
This time they can bury me alive

Getting up, getting to work
Going through the motions, like I’m fucking numb
Pretend I’m fine, but if anda could read my mind...

so, here are a couple lebih old poems i dug up and decided to post. the first is one that came out of a period of intense creativity (ah if only i had the time nowadays). the detik was a creative menulis assignment that i never got around to finishing, so i apologize if the end is a bit abrupt. once again, any feedback is greatly appreciated :).

stargazing

i dream in broad daylight
of an old front porch swing
where i sit cradling my guitar
singing anda a song
while your paintbrush splashes sunbeams
across my upturned face

paint drips
in pelangi rivulets
down your sun-kissed skin
your eyes are filled with...

My relationship with anda resembles a chess game with two players, I can never predict what anda will do and should never get lost in distraction. Something about the game of chess is anda must pick your own strategy and not allow your opponent to distract you. anda should never make a pindah based on predictions, based on what pindah anda opponent will make, otherwise in the end when anda must revert to your own strategy anda will be trapped.

I cannot read your mind. I cannot help but wonder what pindah anda will make...what is your strategy? Are your emotions genuine? atau are they based on how pretty my...

"when ever I try 2 forget u. U Never let me Happen 2 forget U ! I dont know why U always do - Let me always Remind U !" I Remember, U make me SMILE when ever I m CRY. I Remember, U make me CRAZY when ever new think's I TRY!" I see ur smile in my MIRROR. I listen ur words in my EAR. Please just leave me alone for FOREVER !" U just think about Ur self , Ur life ! U just think about ur work, Ur Pride ! What about me I m Nowhere & u also just dont CARE !! " I still Remember that hari when U say " I have to go !" I say " Please dont go , I Need U !" & u say "My country Need me lebih than...