Aftermath - Alexz Johnson (Lyric Video)

"L.A. Made Me"

(L.A won't let me go, L.A owns...)

Baby, baby one without a name
Can't anda see they're pouring anda down the drain
I know, I know, I know, I know

Painted lady, crying their on the side
Poured her jantung out, ciuman him for a ride
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know

Boy
Tell me, tell me why are in it for the dough?
Tell me, tell me why are anda selling out your soul?
Tell me, tell me why my baby?
I'll do it, I'll do it, I'll do it, I'll do what anda say

L.A, L.A why are anda tearing her apart?
L.A, L.A why are anda spitting on her heart?
L.A, L.A why so shady?

She said: L.A made me...

"Trip Around The World"

Lets take a Trip Around The World today
In the back kursi rolling down shady lane
Lets take a Trip Around The World today

The money, the money is getting in the way
Anyway anda look at it, its looking at your face
Standing in line on a windy day
Youre pushing it along
Its pushing anda away
I wont regret anything I say
Why do people care what I think anyway
We can forget about the trouble and the pain
And leave it in the water let it water down the drain

[CHORUS:]
Lets take a Trip Around The World today
In the back kursi rolling down shady lane
Lets take a Trip Around The World today
I like...

I tried to change
Tried everything
Like headlights in the rain
Drifting back again

Somewhere out there gathered in the dust
Sometimes I can't remember that was us

The stars divide
Our worlds collide
Surrounded like the air
You were with my everywhere

Somewhere out there lying in the dust
Sometimes I can't remember that was us

There was a time for reason
A place for every season
Times I couldn't run away from you
I can't believe it's mourning
I can't believe it's pouring
Should I leave anda here and walk away?

I want to change
Try everything
I wanted anda so bad
It nearly drove me mad

Somewhere out there gathered in...

[Verse 1]
It's out to get me
And It's all in my hand
It wants to take me
Time to put me to bed
Can someone wake me?
Against my own will
And get me out of here
I'm Sick of walking on the pills
I've got a weakness
So tell me where is the place?
Can someone shake me?
And get me out of this fix?
All the white walls
Are closing in tight
I need to know
If I can get through the night

It wont let me
Everybody's out to get me

[Chorus]
Tell me that the lines are what they seem
Oh that the heaven screams all that I dream
Oh, will it ever let go
Oh, oh no, it's a breakdown
Oh, oh no, it's a breakdown
Oh, oh no, it's a breakdown...

[Verse 1]
Late at night hear the song spinning in my head
Heaven knows I can't sleep at all
I'm thinkin 'bout all my stuff missing my own bed
And all my friends but it's too late to call
Hanging out all hari at the Holiday Inn
Waitin's such a drag until the band kicks in

[Chorus:]
I don't know where the selanjutnya road goes but I feel the wheels rolling down below me
Take my sweet time
getting it back again
What matters most will carry me
Through the night to where I wanna be baby
Take my sweet time
But I'll be halaman awal again
In my own sweet time

[Verse 2]
Calling out every night and it just so good
How it works is a mystery...

If I don't cry, Do anda think I don't feel?
If I look away, it doesn't mean I don't see,
And just because I want someone when I'm alone,
Doesn't mean I'm helpless,
That I can't stand on my own.

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do anda think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, atau a rose, atau a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do anda want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong do anda think I am

It's so hard to tell,
What's in your heart,
What anda keep to yourself,
Is tearing me apart,
And should...

anda berkata anda didn't need me (but anda did)
You berkata anda didn't want me (but anda do)
It's kinda like a comedy
Well first anda ciuman me
Then anda say we're through
I say anda got some issuses (yeah, anda do)
Some things anda gotta work through (really do)
It's sorta like a talk show, no wait a freak show
When the freak is you

[Chorus]
I'm the smoke from your fire
I'm that lie anda can trust
I'm the chord on your guitar
I'm that girl anda can't shut up
I'm that blood anda might need
In your car when anda speed
In that cigarette anda breathe
You can't get rid of me

You berkata I wasn't funny (but anda laughed)
You berkata I couldn't...

I feel chained, chained down
You shoved me to the ground
I can't run, I can't shout
Just let me out

So heartless, this couldn't mean less
Gonna push it in your face
I'm only human
And I've got something to say

[Chorus]
Let me rise, let me fall
Let me breathe
I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all
Let me break, let me crawl
Cause I'll get back up again if anda let me fall

If I burn down in this api
Well, I got myself to blame
I can't stop atau give it up
I need to feel the pain

Can anda hear me?
Don't come near me
You'll just get in my way
I'm only human
And there's nothing anda can...

friends are telling me I lost my mind
When I hooked up with anda
Maybe that's true

Said that I'll wake up one hari
Asking what did I do
Maybe that's true too

When I'm with anda everything's alright
All I know is how I feel
When you're with me

[Chorus]
Waste my time, waste my time
Not so sure that I'll be yours
And baby anda could be mine
It's all about hanging out
Cause anda know how to waste my time

Nothing like an empty hari
With nowhere to be
You're right there with me

Laughing as the world goes oleh
How we let the hari
Moving way too fast

Cause when I'm with anda I don't really care
What they all...

Teach me how to love,
Show me where i stand
Catch me when i fall
Pick me up again
Tech me how to feel
When to take a breath
How do people heal,
when they're scared to death.

Teach me how to love,
when the sun turns to rain
How to give too much,
Without expecting back the same
Teach me how to love,
when I’ve lost my way
How to not give up
When I wanna run away
Teach me how to love

Give me room to fail
Let me make mistakes
Help me mend my heart
It always seems to break

Teach me how to love,
when the sun turns to rain
How to give too much,
Without expecting back the same
Teach me how to love,
when I’ve lost my way
How...

Where does it hurt
Tell me 'cause I understand
The words of the heart
Beating like waves in my head
We can't hide
We'll never lie
I'll always see into you

There's nothing wrong
With coming up empty and cold
Staying too long
And trying to change rocks into gold
I've been there too
I've wasted myself
And anda were there for me

So whenever anda crash
Where ever anda land
That's where I'll be

And for every endless midnight
There's a sky full of broken stars
And there'll always be a place for you
Inside my arms
Where does it hurt

When anda open your heart
There's always so much to lose
So far to fall
And nowhere to go when...

I've been crawling
To the Mountians
Skinned my knees
With Blood and Hope
If I stayed standing
I'd be drowning
The rising waters
Made me choke
As I am getting nearer
My mission is coming clear

I know this road
Never seen it before
I know what lies behind
Unopened doors
I saw the signs
From a distant shore
That I couldn't ignore
I'm heading for higher ground

I left everyone behind me
I took everything I know
Halfway up and I'm still climbing
Still a million miles to go
The water is drawling nearer
As everything dissappears

I know this road
Never seen it before
I know what lies behind
Unopened doors
I saw the signs...

"Gonna Get It"

Maybe it'll never come around
Maybe let anda push me to the ground
I'll go 'cause if I don't it's taking me down

And I deal 'cause none of it is real
I deal 'cause I'm covering to heal
I'll go no need to reap the seeds that I sow

But oh you're gonna get it
Gonna get it
Gonna get it
You're gonna get it, gonna get me good
Oh, you're gonna get it
Gonna get it
Gonna get it
You're gonna get it, gonna get me good

Oh no won't let it go
Give it up won't take my soul (You're gonna get it, gonna get me good)
Oh no won't let it go (Gonna get it)
Give it up won't take my soul (Gonna get me good)

So why me,...

If we don't talk
That's okay
Cause I hear everything
That anda say
You got my jantung to mend to you
A hole that hurts inside
It shows
And anda can't hide
But if we open up
We'll break through

You and I go deeper
Down below where no one sees it
When anda close your eyes
And just believe it
You and I go deeper
Where everything's unspoken
And the world seems so wide open
To me now

You got broken once before
Closed your jantung up
And berkata no more
We were trying not to fall
Afraid of letting go
Wait until we know now

You and I go deeper
Down below where no one sees it
When anda close your eyes
And just believe it
You and I go deeper...

Three Days,
Eight Hours,
Fourteen menit gone,
You bend,
I'll break,
Like in every song,
Maybe I'm too scared to call,
Maybe I'm too tough to fall.

Everything anda are,
Everything reminds me of,
Everything anda are,
Fades to black,
Everytime I see your face,
Screaming the secrets we share,
We fade to Black.

I call out for your warm embrace,
Feel your tears fall,
Upon my face,
What makes me so bullet proof?
What makes me act so removed?

Everything anda are,
Everything reminds me of,
Everything anda are,
Fades to black,
Everytime I see your face,
Screaming the secrets we share

Feels like I'm running,
Running as fast as I...

If I don't cry, Do anda think I don't feel?
If I look away, it doesn't mean I don't see,
And just because I want someone when I'm alone,
Doesn't mean I'm helpless,
That I can't stand on my own.

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do anda think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, atau a rose, atau a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do anda want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong do anda think I am

It's so hard to tell,
What's in your heart,
What anda keep to yourself,
Is tearing me apart,
And should...

If I was drowning in the sea
Would anda dive right in and save me?
If I was falling like a star
Would anda be right there to catch me?
If I was dreaming of your kiss
Would anda look right through me?

On the jalan, street I'm waiting
In my jantung it's raining

Your eyes are holding up the sky
Your eyes make me weak, I don't know why
Your eyes make me scared to tell the truth
I thought my jantung was bullet-proof
Now I'm dancing on the roof
And everybody knows I'm into you

If my jantung was sadder than a song
Would anda still listen?
If my tears fell on you, one oleh one
Would anda see them glisten?

On the jalan, street I'm waiting
In my...

I've been sitting in the dirt (for 24 hours)
I've forgotten what im worth (for 24 hours)
Said that you'd be here last night

I'm trying to shake anda from my skin (for 48 hours)
Clean up this mess i've been put in (for 48 hours)
I'm guessing anda can't always win
I'm guessing anda can't always win

[Chorus]
I can't have anything I want
They say I'm just too young
But it's not my fault
I'll find my own way halaman awal if I gotta
I'll make it all alone if I gotta

I'm not so trustful with my friends
I'm on the road alone again
I guess im tired of giving in

I'm sick of wishing anda were near
You've gone your...