saran :)

I was born
though i shouldn't be
I should have died
I would have died
but i didn't

It would have been better for me to die
and leave this world behind me
it's full of liars and fear

I nearly died twice
Why didn't I?
I would feel so much better now

I would never have been betrayed
by three guys
I would never have seen my mom
lying on the floor and trying to kill herself
I would never have heard my parents
having huge arguments everyday
I would never have known what it's like
to live without money
I would never have been the daydreamer
everybody makes fun of

But then I thought god would have mercy
he sent me one...

I wrote this a while ago, and since it seems to be nothing but a series of advice, I figured... what the hell? I think I was listening to LeAnne Womack's "I Hope anda Dance" at the time because that's what it sounds like.

When anda look up at the sky, don't do it just to see if it's raining
When anda find it is raining, don't run indoors and hide
When anda get your hopes too high, don't say you're overrated
When anda walk down oleh a river, don't be afraid to get your feet wet
When your api goes out, don't blame it on the wind
When anda watch the sunset, don't think the hari is over
When anda reach out to...